Re: My inner thoughts

June june

read ur post and find it that u are actually confusing urself

u wan a bf but u are oso scare of letting the guy hurt you
everyone is scare to be hurt
but sometimes people only mature after the hurt

mature not in a particular things
but to many aspects

i was once childish, navie, soft hearted, not know to reality
but now i know more things in society
though not more than those who are more experience
but at least im learning more in new environment with new friends/colleauges

people dun only grow up in relations
they oso grow up in work
everything is link together

how u apply to work
sometimes oso apply to love and family

now im learning how to talk and write in a more proper way
so that im not too direct to anger or show disrespect to other people

sometimes though i dun mean what i said
but the tone and expression im using makes people uncomfortable

i realise that people dunno what i mean when i said something which they have misinterpreted
this is call miscommunication

the tone and words u use sometimes mislead other people to other meaning
i used to be too direct in talking and sometimes when im down
u know i jus shout
but i dun mean to shout at u all
im not angry at u all
im angry at other matters
but u all dunno as when i spoke out the words
u all have misunderstand that im angry with u all

change urself to suit ur friends:
some of ur friends might be used to ur characters
some dun really like ur characters
some people dun understand ur characters
but old friends know

though im ur old friend
i understand ur situations sometimes
but 'just' sometimes
u have to adapt to the circumstances

not everyone understand what u going thru when u dun speak it out

friends are there to help when u speak out
if u keep avoiding the truth and expect us to understand
when are we going to understand?

i know im not an observant person
but u as my friend
i will always help u if u are in trouble
provided if i have the means

even no means
we will also give some advice to go thru the test

the only problem with u is
ur tone is too loud
ya i know when im happy i talk very loud too
over the years i have tried not to over-talk when im happy

laugh out loud is the best way to express urself
u can see how loud i laugh right hahahahaha

i dun mean to say ur tone is loud
but if i dun say then u will never know
and u will never learn

think i have talk too much le
but all i wan to say is
friends are to be cherish
u are my old friends
i will always cherish u and kitty too

but jus tell us if u have any problems
dun keep everything to urself
unless its too personal
cos i know everyone wans to have their own privacy

so take care
and try to go out with different friends as often as u can
this way u can see and learn how to communicate more well with different people

maybe u think this is the so called "Mask" which i always said
but haiz this society is cruel and its real

of cos u can dun wear mask infront of me