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家 门 不 辛

有 时 我 真 的 很 不 想 在 这 种 家 庭 的 还 经 张 大

我 为 我 的 外 公 感 到 羞 耻

他 为 何 有 这 样 的 媳 妇

外 公 肿 风 , 进 了 医 院

出 院 时 , 我 的 二 舅 婆(就 是 他 的 媳 妇) 说 要 照 顾 他

那 时 我 心 想 , 她 为 何 突 然 那 么 好 死 要外 公 回 去 主

她 妈 妈 的 !

现 在 又 要 我 的 小 舅 把 外 公 接 回 去

说 要 一 人 照 顾 一 个 月

外 公 很 伤 心 , 他 以 为 他 的 孩 子 不 要 他 了

哭 着 对 我 妈 和 我 大 姨 他 们 说 他 要 回 家

我 最 怕 看 到 我 外 公 哭

那 时 在 医 院 , 有 好 几 次 看 到 他 流 眼 泪

我 好 想 哭 出 来

可 是 如 果 我 哭 , 他 看 了 会 更 想 要 哭

不 是 因 为 他 比 较 疼 我 , 而 这 是 正 常 反 应

我 很 希 望 能 把 外 公 接 回 家 主 , 可 是 我 没 这 个 能 力

我 真 的 很 讨 厌 有 这 种 亲 戚

他 们 是 我 的 耻 辱


i dun wan to curse her
but i know when she is old
she will be treated like ah gong
her kids had seen how she treat ah gong
in future her kids will also treat her like that

she think being a housewife looking after 4 kids is a tough job
last time ah ma and ah gong look after 8 kids
they dun find it tough

no matter how tough the life is
life still goes on

people from my ah gong times dun expect much luxury life

nowadays people expect 100 times more than last time
not only they want to have a transport
they also wants to have fully air-con house
get credit cards, use future money
all sort of luxury f***ing lifestyle

im so angry over her
it has happen so many times
this is not the 1st time i get angry with her

sometimes i wonder why the other elders dun dare to say her
cos they scare she shoot them back by say

"why aint you all looking your father? why must it be me?"

in this way everyone is pushing the responsibilities away

the riche one live the rich house

the poor one had to endure all these

i know god is fair

their riches wont last them long
the poor wont get poorer

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