After that incident at Mdm Foo office where they ask me to leave after 2 weeks of work where they find me no experience on accounting, i have been fearing that this company wont do the same like her.
This is really bad for me cos the fear in me makes me work slow and cause me to stress where i wanna to do better but there's always a barrier infront of me. I dunno whether its really i dun have the capability to work or my brain has start to slow down.
I have been rushing for the work but the people there just keep rushing me and said i work slow.. damn it! i work fast and finish my work and they see me nothing to do then they will say
"you got nothing to do already ar?"
god damn it! i was trying to familiarise the format of the documents and they see me not busy and push work over to me. When things doesnt get right, they will tell me:
"when you free, read thru the documents and see how the format works."
NB
they are just contradiciting themself
how to work well?
i also know must 忍 but sometimes they say im too quiet and ask me to speak up
god really must damn them!
i was trying to concentrate on my work and they say im too quiet
whats there to speak up when there's nothing to speak??
of cos i will ask when i dunno anything but most of the time i was doing the documents and i know how it goes
when i dunno i surely will ask mah
haiz i dunno how to survive there
i fear that they will ask me to leave cos im too quiet there
damn it! quiet also got problems
This is really bad for me cos the fear in me makes me work slow and cause me to stress where i wanna to do better but there's always a barrier infront of me. I dunno whether its really i dun have the capability to work or my brain has start to slow down.
I have been rushing for the work but the people there just keep rushing me and said i work slow.. damn it! i work fast and finish my work and they see me nothing to do then they will say
"you got nothing to do already ar?"
god damn it! i was trying to familiarise the format of the documents and they see me not busy and push work over to me. When things doesnt get right, they will tell me:
"when you free, read thru the documents and see how the format works."
NB
they are just contradiciting themself
how to work well?
i also know must 忍 but sometimes they say im too quiet and ask me to speak up
god really must damn them!
i was trying to concentrate on my work and they say im too quiet
whats there to speak up when there's nothing to speak??
of cos i will ask when i dunno anything but most of the time i was doing the documents and i know how it goes
when i dunno i surely will ask mah
haiz i dunno how to survive there
i fear that they will ask me to leave cos im too quiet there
damn it! quiet also got problems
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