I feel more energetic this month and keep moving around. Doing the housework and make myself sweat out during house chore. Wee is helping Melvin to teach diving and every weekend they will go Tioman to teach diving. I will bring Grant out every weekend to TW and hospital to visit ah gong.
Ah gong has been admitted to hospital due to virus attack in the breathing tube. Before that he has a tube inset in the nose so that he can eat. Nobody can understand how pain that is and because of the doctor said, we have to put. I wonder the doctor really knows their work or just from the books. Most of the doctors do not have experience and fresh grads only work with the knowledge from books. How many percent of the books can be applied to the real sick? Even the doctor has no confidence. They are also trial and error and to be careful, they think some methods can save the lives of people by putting equipment in the body and making the sick feel uncomfortable.
It hurts to see ah gong to go through all the pain and suffering. They think old people have no feelings but old or young or even baby have feelings.
I don't want to go through the pain when I have so much sickness in me. I don't to put tube in my nose or mouth to make myself live. Its like living in hell. Laying on the bed and having all the tubes within me. Just let me go in peace without the suffering.
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