Just realised that i've been rushing since last week. Rushing to work and childcare. Early morning bring Grant to childcare and after there leave for work.
This few days, after i left him there, he keep crying and wanted to leave with me. Just now on the bus i was thinking how he cried and it really breaks my heart. I felt that i have really neglect him eversince i work.
Everyday im rushing for time. Though i came early in the morning but after i have to leave on dot to bring him home cos by the time i reached there is 645pm and most of the children has left. Leaving only a few kids.
I know he is feeling neglected in childcare cos how can 1 teacher took care so many kids at a time. I alone take care of Grant is a headached let alone so many kids. Wish i can strike lottery and get a house near teck whye so that we can live near mum or dad and they can go fetch him early in the evening.
I dont want wee parents go and bring him back cos of the dexter at home. Haiz.. this is really tough for us now. But i know things will get better as time pass by.
This few days, after i left him there, he keep crying and wanted to leave with me. Just now on the bus i was thinking how he cried and it really breaks my heart. I felt that i have really neglect him eversince i work.
Everyday im rushing for time. Though i came early in the morning but after i have to leave on dot to bring him home cos by the time i reached there is 645pm and most of the children has left. Leaving only a few kids.
I know he is feeling neglected in childcare cos how can 1 teacher took care so many kids at a time. I alone take care of Grant is a headached let alone so many kids. Wish i can strike lottery and get a house near teck whye so that we can live near mum or dad and they can go fetch him early in the evening.
I dont want wee parents go and bring him back cos of the dexter at home. Haiz.. this is really tough for us now. But i know things will get better as time pass by.
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