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I miss Grant and Doggy

The silence has finally come today. With me alone in the house and Grant at childcare is always what i want. But now, without grant with me, i felt kind of quiet and miss him. Without his disturbance while I'm at my computer table, I'm really not used to this serenity.

Today i keep asking myself; have i done the right thing to send him to childcare?

Yesterday after i send him to childcare, me and wee went for breakfast and when we return to the childcare, he kept crying. I know its hard for him to adjust to the childcare so suddenly, but I'm starting work next Monday and i cant possibly next week then send him over.

Last night i kept thinking of doggy and recall the way i chase him away forever. Its my fault for not looking for him when he went missing but I really have no means to look after him when grant is with me. I regret mistreating doggy when he is with me and now he's gone. I still miss him alot till now. He had been with me for 6 years and just because i have grant i've got to let him go.

I hope he will not have a good place to rest and if he's dead, i hope he can rest in peace. Not having to suffer any pain and torture from anyone.
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