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Blind by love

i was once blind by love too and pinky was there to ask me to leave pillow

she said he wasnt any good guy and he only good at sweet talk

well i dun admit that he is really a sweet talker and he knows gers better than anyone else
maybe he is a very emotional guy and he express his feelings better
thats why many gers will wan to be with him

it was the starting when everyone around me ask me not to be with him

1st is becos he is a malaysian
not becos he is from malaysian
but becos they scare i follow him to malaysia and in future they cant find me anymore

cos that time many rumors abt getting gers into malaysia and force them to make money for them
they scare im being tricked to malaysia using the black magic potion

i wasnt aware of all these things cos ppl around me never mention before
well of cos i ignore the advise and carry on with him

i can consider myself to be lucky that he changed for me
from a drug dealer cum user
he kick the habit away

he wans to be good again

before we really settle down, we went for a trip to ipoh
with a group of 10 pax
all friends of pillow
and most importantly is his ex

well im a open minded ger that time and i aint jealous of his ex going along
but things happen
my jealousy came
not becos i wan
but becos of the behaviour they present

its so irritating
its so annoying
and i still can tolerate it

i dunno why i can still tolerate it when i think of what happen

they are still sms-ing each other when everyone goes to bed
though im beside him but he cover himself with the blanket and when i asked him who he sms to

he reply "i aint sms-ing"

damn!

no sms still have vibration
lying to me
im so angry cos they treat me like glass

im so stupid to be bluffed
im so stupid not to voice out anything

now i think of the past i felt so useless
haiz

why do i have to be the slient one?
why do i have to suffer myself?

reason for breaking up with him
also include abt this
i cant tolerate how ppl treat me this way

though its been a long time but still i wont forget and wont forgive

time might heal the wounds but memory stay
once bitten twice shy

whats so called LOVE is only rubbish

true love needs to go thru hardship and obstacles
but how many can go thru these kind of test in this society?

nobody put love in the 1st place nowadays
but still ppl are often blind by love

ppl in love have no eyes for the rotten side of their lover
they can only see the good side
lovers sweet talk to them and all the bad image is gone

there's no words or methods to save these kind of ppl who are blind by love

haiz im so tired and sick of all these saying
now all i wan is a simple life and save money for our future

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