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2nd chance

Does everyone get their 2nd chance?

I believe everyone does and not only 2nd
but more than that and sometimes people just dun learn their lesson until their chances are all used up

i never believe in giving people a 2nd chance until today i realised that an ex-convict should get their 2nd chance and they have a chance to live a new life

this thought links to my Trust in man

i know i should give everyone a 2nd chance
but trusting someone isnt that easy for me especially in man

everytime when i found out that someone had lied or cheated me i had totally lost all the hopes and trust in them

therefore this makes my every relations failed

i have become so sceptic in man and now i am so cold-blooded

its not that i have no feelings towards people but i just have that those hack-care attitude to everyone

i have become so negative towards most of the strangers and sometimes people will say im so cold to them but actually is i have that thinking "thats not my business and i have no interest in you"

what for i care for a stranger right?

anyway back to 2nd chance

all these years i always believe people will other people a chance to prove themself in various ways and most important

such opportunity doesnt comes easily

sometimes i felt i have lost too many opportunities and thus now i still haven achieve anything

i felt so useless sometimes when i cant achieve something

but at least last year when i get my car license i felt happy cos all the while i have been wasting my time playing

and now its time work real hard for my fruits and my baby and baby babies

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