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My past entries

reading from my past entries make me realise alot of things

1st is my english.. i know my english aint that good and sometimes its lousy to the extend of not being able to let anyone understand what im trying to express

sometimes i blog when im tired and sleepy, sometimes i blog when i got the mood, sometimes i blog when im emotional and sometimes the feelings and thoughts jus come visit me suddenly

reading the past... reminds me of those things which i haven done or achieved.. but most importantly i could understand wat im going thru for this whole year.. how my feelings towards each and everything.. though sometimes i didnt blog it out on certain things due to uncertain reasons like: sleepy, moody, tired..

but things did happen and i jus dun wan to mention it.. its best to forget..

1st thing which i haven done is to plant flowers on my grandma tomb.. yeah bao bei and i said wanna plant sunflower or carnations.. im still thinking which flowers doesnt need much care.. any suggestions?

realised that i, bao bei & ah wee haven been to west coast park to play "Dai di" for a long time.. almost 2 mths bah.. i wonder wat we are bz doing lately.. wat can we be bz abt these few mths?? hmm last time used to play dai di everytime but now jus sit down and chat..

i think i will let the dai di see lights again hahahaha... and of cos kitty and june along too.. i wouldnt wan to missed out my 2 good sis... and its been a long since we 3 meet.. last time we used to meet every week but now is once or twice a mth.. omg wat am i doing??

am i the one who is bz? or are the 2 of u bz? i felt so bad if im the one who is bz with my own things.. i seem to have lost my time management.. kaoz!! i felt so useless when i cant manage my time and appointments

2nd thing which i haven done is to organise a meet up for AES 5/1 & 5/2 ppl before new year.. eversince the last meet up in sept.. i seldom see anyone of them except june june.. the guys are all lost from me.. cos im too bz and didnt have time to contact them..

anyway i will try my best to organise a meet up for dinner then after dinner go pubbing.. not clubbing ok.. only pub

anyway thats all for the day.. im going home and logging off now.. byeeeeeeee muackss

Comments

Esmond said…
tat's cool gal. i did the same too...read my blog from head to toe againz...a blog lets others to read wat u feel. but many pple forget that it's actually for yourself to read wat u truely felt stronlgy for. pls change the music in the bkgrd, make me cry alr lah.
Sunday, December 11, 2005 6:29:00 AM
Anonymous said…
hahaaa hey u read too?? its a habit of mine to read my past so that i can rem what i have done wrong..

people are forgetful.. things happened and when it passed, things go back to the way it was again..

dun cry ok... man are not supposed to cry..
Sunday, December 11, 2005 12:39:00 PM
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