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I hate being lied by people and sometimes (only sometimes) i hate to lie to others

i felt uneasy to say a lie.. especially those lies which i dun have intention to lie and no intention to hide any dark secrets.. sometimes friends asked me to say "WHITE LIES" to protect their own good comfort other people which they think it will not do any harm to them

but the truth is hurt wasnt done directly.. it will be done indirectly as the time goes by.. someday truth will be out and by the time when truth is out, person being lied to will be more hurt

mayb the truth might never reveal and mayb the secrets will go together with u into the coffin.. well, into the coffin is better than being reveal cos sometimes a lie leads to millions of lies and lies have to continue for a long long time if u dun wan to be caught lying..

sometimes im scare of people who keep saying lies and i know someday they will lie to me too.. i hate people who lie to me.. u may say u didnt lie and the truth is u jus didnt tell me so that doesnt mean u lie.. ok well if thats the case then for what people communicate in this world??

you might as well live in the cave urself and keep urself out of the world.. i hate people who give this as an excuse.. tell the truth or hide the truth.. if u dun wan to let anyone know then dun mention a thing to arouse people curiosity

god damn.. i dunno what happen to me now.. im jus feeling sleepy and tired and whenever im sleepy.. my mood swing jus swing from left to right and right to left.. never a time when it will be good to stay still

cant keep my eyes open now.. gonna go sleep awhile le..

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Esmond said…
a lie's a lie. if a person don't mean what he/she says, don't say it. probably becos of wat someone says, u'd remember till this day even if it were untrue. but i wouldn't wan to find out either...cos sometimes wat they said will let u remember a whole lifetime...esp if it were a sweet memory...i dun think i'll wanna wake up. i only live once. so just let me die in my own sweet memories. don't wake me up pls.
Sunday, December 11, 2005 6:26:00 AM
Anonymous said…
i wish i can sleep forever too.. this world is too crude for me.. i cant accept the lies im being given and lies i said.. i know sometimes some matters does need to lie but somehow i think truth is still the best..

a lie is told in a min but i need a whole life to forget
Sunday, December 11, 2005 12:36:00 PM
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