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A ger and a boy had broke up due to some reasons and misunderstandings

9 months later, they meet up for drinking session with some other friends in a pub

out of a sudden, the boy said

"i ask you something and you must ans me frankly"

ger ans "OK"

boy asked "have you done it with K?"

the ger was shocked to hear this question from the boy

ger paused for awhile and ask

"why? why u suddenly ask me this question?"

boy immediately know the answer and both was quiet for awhile

boy asked: "before or after we break"

ger paused and ans: "after"

boy murmured to himself "i thought you wouldnt do this to me"

quietness once again came into them even though the pub was blasting with people singing but all they could hear was nothing but confused mind

ger said: "it wasnt what i wan. I was dead drunk that time"

boy preserve silence and none of them look at each other right at the eyes

ger was very upset by the questions and memories came back to her again.. things happen that night seems to happen jus now.. those bad memories and disgusting actions seem to be played infront of her

ger was once again depressed and totally down.. well so does boy

boy asked "where did u both of you went for drink? "

ger ans "Mohamad Sultan"

ger was angry and told the boy "I WAS DRUNK AND THIS WASNT WHAT I WANT!"

finally the boy understood what was going on and he stopped asking and again, silence came in

boy could see the ger eyes was becoming watery and there was nothing he could do.. he cant comfort her like they used to be and all he could say was

"just becareful in making friends in future"

the ger jus nodded and she asked

"are you angry?"

boy said "i have no rights to be angry now"

ger asked "dun you feel sad or disappointed?"

boy thought for awhile and said "no"

boy was trying to act as though its not a big deal.. and trying hard to be humurous infront of ger

ger knew what he was thinking but ger jus wouldnt wan to discuss about this issue

ger was curious who had told him about this matter cos things happen between her and K and K wont be so stupid to tell others about this

ger asked "who told you about this"

boy ans "rumours"

ger was suddenly awake and felt very lost.. and said "WHO"

boy ans "that time when K was quarreling with HF & J and it was HF who said it out"

ger was once again surprised as she had never mention to anyone and including this HF

both was silence for a long time and cigarettes was being taken out of the box one by one.. smoke seem to be sirling around the table where they sat.. but beer wasnt touch for a long time by the ger

ger was feeling angry, sad, calm and all kinds of feelings jus came and she wanted to cry out but she told herself not to cry.. past is past.. lesson learnt and mistake made should never happen again

Sometimes things wasnt beyond our control and its all about precaution taken. Since we choose to go this route then whatever happen to you, you shldnt have regret it cos its all your doings. You can choose not to do it and the choice lies with you.

No one can force one to do things which they dun wan and this post is for those gers who like to club and drink..

NEVER TRUST MAN WHEN YOU GO DRINKING!

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