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Why am i feeling this?

I really dunno why am i feeling so confused and just cant make myself relax

Am i having too much thoughts?

I just dun understand myself sometimes.

Sometimes i can be heartless, sometimes i can be warm, sometimes i can be cold towards u, sometimes i laugh & joke like no tml, sometimes i can cry like i haven cried for thousand of years, sometimes i jus feel like dying, sometimes i really wish u were here, sometimes i jus wish i can vanish from this bloody f***ing world, sometimes i wish i can sleep for the rest of my life, sometimes my mind jus went blank

Is it all due to insufficient beauty sleep?

YESH im feeling damn sleepy, im feeling damn pek chek with everything & everyone, especially here.. in the OFFICE!!!

I wish i can go home now. I wish i can get out of here right now! NOW NOW NOW I WAN NOW!!!!

damn bloody office with damn bloody colleauges and damn bloody cold here and damn bloody F***ING BORING!!!

i feel like a bird in a cage, i had no freedom to do wat i wan, i have to do it discreetly which i really hate, i felt that im being watched by everyone eyes, i felt that everyone wans to know what im doing even though im really working on my work.

I really hate this place.. I WAN TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!

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