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Im feeling super insecure

I know im being over sensitive sometimes but i cant help it

i jus dun wan to get hurt anymore and i know im being selfish by doing this but there's no way for me to recover. I really felt very terrible sometimes and i know i can conquer my "sceptic" poison but in a limited time..

OMG its like im having this poison in my body and i dunno when the poison will take the effect of making me go crazy and even to the extent of isolating from others

I cant find my inner peace and all these years i thought i could conquer but as time goes by, i found that the effect is taking a faster pace than i could control

This poison is spreading faster and i know the condition is getting worse than what i have thought. OMG i felt so emotional, unpredictable mood swing, serious temperamental and I DUN WAN TO BE SO SCEPTICAL!!!

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