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7 Things that scare me 1. RATS 2. slimy things 3. unpredictable changes 4. darkness 5. lightning & thunder 6. sudden loud sound 7. height 7 Things that I like most 1. nice frangance 2. sunshine 3. rainy days 4. lazing around 5. camping 6. seeking for adventure 7. chit chat 7 Important things in my room 1. My bed that include bolster, pillow & blanket 2. my pc 3. my tv 4. my mirror 5. tissue 6. duskbin 7. ashtray 7 Random facts about me 1. I'm a ger but haiz my appearance and behaviour like tomboy 2. I'm sweet (sometimes when im in good mood cos i can send u over the moon) 3. I'm temperamental (sometimes i cant control my temper) 4. everyone said im little missy cos im being unreasonable when im down 5. I love being in love and I will try my best to stay as long as i can 6. I'm BLUR 7. dun provoke me when im hungry or sleepy cos u will get ur dessert when u step in 7 Things I plan to do before I die 1. Have a happy family life with all my kids grown up 2. Fam...

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvyRational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What gender is your brain?

due to inappropriate align yesh i dunno how to set the align and all these figures stuff i hate figures and lazy to go read up too my pig butt will be delete as i think no one really play with it it will only block my post from being seen its ok.. when i have learnt more about html then i will adopt him back

Singapore guys or rather Asian guys does not really understand the Art of Making Love and many of them would jus rush "In" and rush "Out" without giving ample time for the Ladies to know what's going on Ladies / woman does not reach climax so easy and therefore foreplay is very important in the begining of every love making Most of the guys lack of patience and tactics to arouse the ger.. well guys u got to admit this unless u are trained by professional ok here are some tips for GUYS (only) on "Foreplay" - 5 Steps ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 1. Roope-a-dope For clitoral stimulation Tool: Tongue - Start with a slowly, rhythmic tongue strokes - lick from the bottom to top that cover the full span of the ger inner labia and ends with her clitoral head * REMEMBER!! No matter how a ger get work up, keep it slow and easy can consistent. DUN SPEED IT UP JUS BECOS SHE IS AGITATED. - Hit her with a series of fast vertical an...

ya something is very wrong with blogger and the tool bar has been placing vertical down on the left dunno wat happen now.. see the pattern oso no mood to write my blog sian! now color oso cannot use! WTF they are doing Mood ~ pissed

yeah got a new online pet at the left hand column and its a PIG hahahah i love pig and i named it Pig Butt ! woohoo.. pig butt pig butt i love pig butt i love pink color pink and this pig u can play with it feed him with apple and shower him with the water nice nice piggy butt hahahaa

What should we do when we get hangover after a nite of drinking session? The following informations are from "Men's Health" September 2005 Issue Hey guys these really helps abit when u are getting hangover 1. WATER Drink loads of water at the end of the party or drink throughout the evening. It doesnt cure much but with the other help coming along 2. GATORADE (eg.: 100 plus) Gatorade can promote re-hydration better than mere water. Take 2 bottles at the end of the party and this has chances of getting better in the morn 3. THE MEGA-DINNER (nini u better take note of this cos u always go clubbing) Food delays gastric emptying in the stomach and this means alcohol stays in stomach longer and process very slow. DON'T DRINK ON EMPTY STOMACH! 4. THE JUICE CHASER (Orange juice or Tomato juice) Fructose in the juice speed up the metabolism and riding ur system of alcohol more quickly. Sounds good on theoretically but problem is YOU HAVE TO DRINK AT LEAST 10 GLASSES TO MAKE...

last nite went to Taman Jurong bowling centre and played 4 rounds of bowling played until my hand pain and really no strength and keep shaking i haven played for about 5 years and last nite suddenly play so much.. omg really like jelly fish hand.. hahahaha my bowling sucks and im really tired after the 2nd rounds cos normally i play 2 rounds nia.. after 2nd round things started to get better and for the worse too i started to play well as ah wei had explain the steps to me and taught me how to bowl but on the other hand, my gastric pain has come and my hand hurts damn it.. all due to the coke i drank.. too much gas and no food inside.. making me bloating and wanna fart but cannot.. haiz really sian cos still have to play and play with a bloated stomach but in the end i still complete the 4 rounds.. i know im really lousy in bowling cos i got no strength to take the 8Kg ball and roll like nobody business its still too heavy for me to gently roll it over the pins.. anywhere i still pre...

I bought 6 packets of candles to play for lantern festival but till now not one of the candles had been out of the box and we plan to lit the candles and set it in the box so that it can float out to the sea.. ah wei had made alot of boxes (thats wat he claim but actually i dunno his alot is how much) and till now oso no chance to set it free its almost a week since the moon is round and bright and i haven start playing any candles omg every year of the lantern i will gather my sisters cum their bf and have a nite out to enjoy the moon and lit up all the lantern and candles to make the park look more bright ok well not say dun have chance to admire the moon for this lantern festival cos last week me & bao bei went to east coast park and plan to play the candles and some of the fireworks that i still have at home but haiz who knows that nite was windy and no chance to play my candles.. only thing we play is the fireworks.. but left about 10 sticks nia.. some more it burns very ...

YESH!!! Finally what i have fear for all these years has come.. I fear of surgery for my wisdom tooth.. especially surgery in the mouth where the pain will spread to my head and i will get headache very easy.. OMG now my gum is only swelling and im in pain until siao liao What happen when the surgery is done and damn it... i cant eat, cant smoke, cant sing, cant talk, cant do what i wan.. omg i felt so restricted.. these few days been eating soft things and really sick of it.. i wanna eat KFC, i wanna eat Mac fries, i wanna eat ba cuo mee, i wanna eat alot of things but most of all I WANNA EAT CHOCOLATE.. YESH I WANNA EAT ROCHER, I WANNA EAT KINDER BUENOR, I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA I wanna do so many things.. haiz this wisdom tooth had restrain me from doing my favourites and eating my favourites too.. i hate the life of being restricted and i hate the life of PAIN!! I WANNA REGAIN MY FREEDOM..

omg.. now i know its not due to heaty but due to wisdom tooth im in pain now... yes very pain.. pain until cry last nite cried before sleep cos cant get to sleep until i took panadol.. and this morn at the clinic.. cried like nobody business i reach there at 910 and the recept told me that i have to wait until 10am cos doc only come in this time.. i was in pain and u ask me to wait omg but i really got no choice cos still have to wait for doc prescription for the antibio & pain killers & anti swelling.. omg i was crying there cos i very pain and still have wait.. haiz cant the doc come earlier?? at least now im not so pain le..

of working here ya in the office.. doing nothing except my blog, emails, msn... omg i felt so useless here.. no progress, no challenge and worse of all... no handsome to motivate me hahahahahaa *opps bao bei dun jealous wor.. joking only nia hope to find some challenging job ASAP and well did send some resume out today and hope to have some response soon. haiz i've been wanting to leave here 1 year ago but due to Daniel persuade and i have stayed for a year more.. think now its time for me to fly.. i wanna fly high high high i wan to see more of outside life though i know its tough.. but no choice.. thats where i have to learn to defend myself from all the reality truth in this society

Im in pain now and nobody can understand what pain im going thru now.. it hurts like hell and i cant even yawn cos whenever i yawn it really seem like im being torn.. worse than yawning is swallow.. even the slight swallow motion can cause me pain.. really pain like hell i dunno what happen and it started from last week.. at 1st i thought its due to heat but today it seem more worse.. its my gum swollen and causing my throat and whole left side of my face muscle to be cramp.. omg what have i done to get this??

you are in the MRT when you are in the BUS few days ago, i took MRT home and I was thinking of what others are thinking when they are in the train. Especially those passenger whom are alone and nothing in their hands, those passenger who are standing up where there are no seats available for them (and that happen to me everytime.. sian) I was thinking about what they were thinking and whether they were thinking of what they have done for the day OR thinking of where to go for dinner, after dinner do what.. hmm mayb go out for tea, movie or jus stay at home and rest for the nite or rather they have something troubled in their mind.. omg im becoming so "ba gua" le.. i seem so KPO now.. so curious about what others are thinking those leaning back at the entrance were much lucky ones.. ya i always like to lean back cos i lazy to grab the poles.. especially when my hands are sweating.. omg i jus hate it leaning back to the glass pannel always make me think alot of things.. thinkin...

yeah yeah after a long long time... fianlly had my blog skin changed though its very gerly but i still prefer pink with white hahahahaa makes me so bright and so positive... woohoo and1 good news... fenny oso got blog le.. hahahaha welcome to the World of Blog

haiz sian.. me wanna post some pics regarding the soldiers in the war but dunno wat happen here cant upload the pics though its in jpeg format.. anyway tml nite shall upload it at home cos tonight going out with Mr Lim Siao A and of cos my bao bei pig butt hahahahahaa we gonna catch a movie after my dinner at mum hse .. yeah we going to catch " The Cave " at mayb Lot 1 or West mall .. This show seem very adventurous and exciting cos its about monsters living in the deep deep sea underneath of all human beings woohoo cant wait to see this show after i had read the story..

Finally kitty is back with new skin and the theme is "Hello Kitty" which is her favourite and its so cute and innocent cos its all white and layout in navigation Hey hope u will continue to blog and updates with many of ur interesting stories ok.. take care gers.. and we shall meet up soon.. (^.^)

woohoo yesterdae noon went to bao bei frd saloon at AMK to color my hair and had a new hair cut too but hmm somehow doesnt suit my character too wild and too lian le.. color too bright for me and hair style doesnt suit me too.. (will upload the pics ASAP)

Finally my gathering pics is here erm its becos i got no time to upload the pics *opps alright here are the pics taken on 3rd September 2005 (sat) me & june taken on the mrt when we were going down to Bugis she said she is pai seh becos haahahahaha there were alot of ppl around us but nvm la still took it anyway haiz we waited at Mac for them to come and finally all come but our steamboat buffet was out as its all fully booked and wanted to dine in at Fish & Co but still have to wait for 1 hr plus.. in the end jus eat at a pasta restuarant calvin & felicia and behind is edwyn ang lau chen & june this is taken after dinner where everyone relax and chat ok i know my hand writting is like ghost but no choice cos i write with the "help" of mouse now u see him now u dun de sun & peter boyish melvin & chee tian walking over hahahaha omg i love the way this pic is taken i know this passerby is walking pass and i faster shoot it and she got a shock hahahahaa ...

I really wan to leave this bloody spore. I felt so stress suddenly. I jus wanna break free everything. I jus wanna abandon everything & everyone. I wan to go overseas and relax. I cant relax in spore. I hate SPORE!!!!! this damn bloody country making everyone feeling tied up, making everyone wanna die. NO is not die... is wanna die but cannot die, must keep ur life alive to suffer! I JUS HATE YOU! I JUS HATE MY LIFE! I JUS HATE MY JOB! I HATE MY PC! I HATE MY TABLE! I HATE EACH AND EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.. for the moment. damn it.. think i really going to be crazy soon. wanna go holiday now. wanna go beach and relax. wanna sleep at the beach. i wanna leave this place now!

I know im being over sensitive sometimes but i cant help it i jus dun wan to get hurt anymore and i know im being selfish by doing this but there's no way for me to recover. I really felt very terrible sometimes and i know i can conquer my "sceptic" poison but in a limited time.. OMG its like im having this poison in my body and i dunno when the poison will take the effect of making me go crazy and even to the extent of isolating from others I cant find my inner peace and all these years i thought i could conquer but as time goes by, i found that the effect is taking a faster pace than i could control This poison is spreading faster and i know the condition is getting worse than what i have thought. OMG i felt so emotional, unpredictable mood swing, serious temperamental and I DUN WAN TO BE SO SCEPTICAL!!!

I really dunno why am i feeling so confused and just cant make myself relax Am i having too much thoughts? I just dun understand myself sometimes. Sometimes i can be heartless, sometimes i can be warm, sometimes i can be cold towards u, sometimes i laugh & joke like no tml, sometimes i can cry like i haven cried for thousand of years, sometimes i jus feel like dying, sometimes i really wish u were here, sometimes i jus wish i can vanish from this bloody f***ing world, sometimes i wish i can sleep for the rest of my life, sometimes my mind jus went blank Is it all due to insufficient beauty sleep? YESH im feeling damn sleepy, im feeling damn pek chek with everything & everyone, especially here.. in the OFFICE!!! I wish i can go home now. I wish i can get out of here right now! NOW NOW NOW I WAN NOW!!!! damn bloody office with damn bloody colleauges and damn bloody cold here and damn bloody F***ING BORING!!! i feel like a bird in a cage, i had no freedom to do wat i wan, i have t...

Lately been writing in friendster blog due to Edwyn Ang cos he wrote abit about me regarding the gathering. Im glad that he's giving some feedback about the outing. Im glad to know that he's happy and i hope to have more outing for AES friends more often in future.

ermm i know my skills on taking pics sucks and pics taken below are due to mayb the distance or lightings and mayb even due to my skaing hands anyway i really like this present and i have hung it up on the wall le.. woohooo taken this morn jus took and i know its kind of blur with my fingertips at the left bottom corner

http://quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx Here is the analysis: You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people yo...

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Your view on yourself You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your view...

Seeing my ah gong suffering from loneliness at home and i felt that his sons and daughter are not doing anything to keep his life happy though he is staying at my 2nd uncle hse but i know he wasnt happy there.. sometimes i see him go downstair walk alone and eat oso eat alone in the kopitiam (not i dun wan to company him ok is when i go downstair eat then he finish eating liao) 2nd uncle & whole family jus went to Malaysia for holiday and leaving ah gong at xiao jiu hse.. until this morn i jus found out that he was alone at home all this while.. 3 days 2 nites before ying ying went she told me that ah gong will be going over to xiao jiu hse to stay but the truth is not.. im so disappointed in his sons and daughter.. no one really care much for him.. they were jus pushing ah gong to each other.. all his sons are jus afraid of their wives and wanna be henpecked.. i know everyone wans to have a family of their own and having an elder at home might make them feel uneasy i wish i didnt ...

bao bei bdae had been over for more than a week le.. but till now then i get ready the present for him woohoo i like the present so much.. the colors are so well match and everything jus looks so nice but now still cannot let u see cos me still waiting for bao bei to come home and open it noon time when i went to collect at Raffles MRT i jus saw a glance and had ask the ger to wrap for me le.. haiz shld have look more at it.. omg i so love it.. hahahahahaa hope bao bei really loves it.. alright though i know its nothing practical but still its jus a present for him to let him rem that i had once step a foot in his heart hahahhaa woohooo okok haven tell wats the present.. erm its being wrapped le.. but when bao bei open it i will show it to u all its a cross stitch done by me!! YESH me me me!!! hand made by me ok.. tooks me 1.5mths to complete everything no choice and no chance to finish it earlier cos i can only do it in office and still have to do it secretly.. omg i felt so stress...

OMG yesterdae me & bao bei watch Date with vampire 3 from 3pm till 1am and whole day at home watching vcd this is how we pass our sunday cos he is still very sick.. last nite still running high temperature but haiz.. shld have take him to doctor yesterdae instead of watching the vcd at least he can faster recover and today still need to work.. poor bao bei.. "xin ku ni le" tml must sleep whole day OK!!

OMG yesterdae before i went out for dinner with AES friends , i took bao bei temperature and its 38.9 gosh its very high and he is feeling very very very hot but i cant cancel nor forgo the dinner too cos im the one who organise all this and its not right for me not to go he is so sick and no strenght to go out too.. but still need to go work.. haiz his company is ill-treating him.. my poor little bao bei is so ke lian.. sick still have to work on sun and sat.. (t_t) sobb faster get well ok... muack!!!!

YESH... yesterdae went for the gathering at Bugis but haiz things jus didnt well quite well in the start. wanna all meet at Bugis Mac but all late (this is something which i shld have anticipate cos everything they will late for at least half hr) whereas me & June reach at 640pm while waiting for the guys, i saw Eugene and call him to come over to my side and i thought he come here to go dinner with us but kaoz.. he said he going fishing with his other friends and jus pass by here.. i thought he was joking but... he jus walk off *ah bish* always like that.. dun wan to meet up with others.. sian anyway wait until 705pm and finally saw 2 guys coming.. edwin goh & desun follow by edwyn ang and then jayson & his gf .. sheng da , calvin , felicia & ah chen all came le wanna go steamboat buffet but all full le then change to fish & co but oso need to wait for 1 hr and we are all hungry le.. its almost 8pm then no choice le.. me have to go search where got pla...

OMG jus received news from bao bei saying that he is having fever now whole body pain and headache.. jia liat.. all due to the constant late sleep these few days and waking up early to his bz working these few days been going out after work and everyday reach home around 2-3 am.. me oso aint enough sleep but heng i dun need to go out and everyday sit in office waiting for my butt to become fat wanted to stay at home tonight but hmm got outing with ah wei & doc they all.. from billiard to bowling.. mayb we stay at home watch "Date with vampire 3" woohoo hahahaha getting more and more exciting le..

woohoo tml im going to be interview by Pinky (my cousin) for her project at NAFA and had arranged to meet at my mum hse for shooting she going to interview me on relations and will ask my views on how i see a relation OMG im so nervous about tml... aint nervous about the things im going to said but MY FACE, MY BODY AND AND AND AND EVERYTHING ABOUT ME!!! omg me aint photogenic on screen and damn it.. my face dun looks nice when im nervous OMG OMG OMG... arghhhhhh help me help me... how to look nice on screen? i know my face chubby (actually is fat), aint fair enough cos still very tanned now due to last trip to redang, hair so thick and dry, lately alot of flabbly fatty fats around my arms, waist, legs haiz but not my breast!!! damn it.. everywhere is getting fat but not my mini breast.. bengz.. i wanna slim down... i dun wan to be part of fatty group!!! BAO BEI I HEREBY INFORMING YOU TO FASTER GO AND BUY UR TRACK SHOE AND GO JOGGING WITH ME!!! NO MORE DELAYING OR ELSE THERE'S NO ...