I'M TIRED

Me really tired of thinkin so many things.. everytime have to consider people feelin and its like so restricted.. its not that i dun like but sometimes i have to consider you and yours feelin.. im jus like being squeeze in between.. sometimes i really dunno wat i shld do or who i shld choose.. though i have the ans in my heart but still its hard to let go the another party..

Mayb ur appearance had made me confused and somehow my life has been mix up.. i know we cant be together due to many barriers but i still hope i can be in ur heart even when u find someone new.. i promise to keep u somewhere around me.. somewhere where i can still see u.. though image might be vivid in future but u will always be there..

you asked me "am i stupid to let u go?"

i said "no"...

though u might be sufferin in pain now.. but at least u will be happy in future.. u got to choose one person in ur life.. no man can have 2 wife.. i jus wan u to be happy at home and i dun wan to see u stress up cos of me.. everytime u pek chek.. me will stress too cos u nvr tell me wat the hell is happenin and jus pek chek..

u asked me to go back to u when u can give me happiness but not future... im really scare cos someday our problems will arise again.. i hate this kind of cycle.. everytime problems come and u stress up and wanna break with me.. i had enough of ur nonsense..

I wanted to start a new life.. i'm sick of loving u when u cant give me ur whole heart..