To scarifice which one

Somethings are hard to decide
though nothing is perfect and nothing can be done to please both side
so, decision have to be made

to work for money OR to give grant more time to learn

Work for money is a must in life for everyone
now grant is only 6 months and my financial is getting real bad
with no income and the only breadwinner is getting more tough

monthly expenses is rising and same amount of income remains
how??

if i go work, grant have to stay in childcare for 9, 10 hours
yes work for money but then less time for baby
infant care cost 800bucks a month excluding all the milk and diaper

earn income just to cover this?? might as well stay at home and wait till he knows how to walk
that will be easier and easy for me too

but then, im going crazy at home
feeling more depress and yesterday went to guilin for lunch and fen was there

she keep asking me when to send ah den to spca and wee has decide to let den run on his own just like doggy rather than giving to spca and put to sleep

then we ask her to just let den run away and she say she dun have the heart to let him run like tat

then wat you want me to do?
im not staying at teck whye anymore and hardly got time to go back
if you wan then jus let him go

in return i get what is saying me selfish
leaving den to them to take care

damn!
didnt you left doggy for me to take care too?
i didnt want a dog at all and everyone left and leaving doggy at home
did i complain??
not at all
i still take care of him for 6years for you and now you say im selfish

if im selfish i wont be at teck whye for so many years
leaving all the burden for me and i didnt even say anything
so angry!