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Grant 5th month











Grant is coming to 6th month and during his 5th month, he learns alot of things
but then getting more naughty
making my blood boils everyday

i used to like changing diapers for him
but now, i wish baby dun need to change diaper

change a diaper makes me sweat and angry
lay him flat and he keep tossing over and over
again and again

he jus wan to lay on his stomach
makes me so pek chek
me have no idea how to handle this situation

give him toys works only for awhile
less than 15 secs, he's back to devil

its bad for me to beat his backside last night when i changed his diaper
i was really angry and beat his backside abit hard
he did stop, but for 3 secs and tossing back again
damn!

after awhile i saw red marks on his backside and i know i have beat him too hard
heart pain for awhile but still angry
wanna give up and cry
haiz i wonder how long he is going to be like this

im having phobia change diaper now
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