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My ah gong (part 3)

jus returned from hospital and wasnt feeling good after each visit

yesterday i saw him drop a tear and i jus thought that he is tired or mayb he yawn then got tears

but i was wrong

he is sad and not happy and thats why he cried

each time after we went home, he will be very sad and cried alone and even hit his hands cos his left side couldnt move alot

he seem to be angry at himself for gettin into this mess

he cried becos he scare he cant get well and becos my 2nd uncle didnt go and visit him

not didnt go.. but only once and didnt come again

god damn him.. i dunno why he didnt come and visit ah gong and i was very angry when i heard that their family didnt go visit him but still got time to go see fireworks

once suddenly all bad things come at the same time

once again i have to worry so many things

once again im going insane soon

i have withhold my tears in hospital and try very hard not to cry when i see ah gong

but i dunno how long i can tahan all these tears

the tears seem to be heavier as day goes by

haiz i dunno how to console ah gong cos my hokkien is super lousy and i have to think many times b4 i speak out

then pinky now going to give birth and cannot anyhow go out and she cant visit ah gong too

at least she can speak better than me

somemore ah gong always dun tell us what happen and everytime we ask him he will say fine

i really hope he can get well soon and get up and walk like last time

cos this time i dun really feel good

last 2 time i didnt think much and this time, mayb i have grown up and know what is going on around me

cannot dun think so much and i cant forever live in my own world

its time to give some concern to the people around me

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