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yeah yeah da jie has finally give birth to a baby ger on 10th August 2006 her due date is supposed to be on sept but its 3 weeks earlier cos i dunno why but due to her super high blood pressure, its best for her to give birth asap if not its very dangerous for both mummy & baby her baby is born 1 day after National Day haiz if she has give birth on the 9th, she could get the bonus from govt cos same birthday as singapore woohoo but i felt so bad cos eversince Destinee is born i haven went to visit her and da jie cos the week she born i was busy visiting ah gong and after that week i start work for 2 weeks and now im free like a little bird well mayb these few days i will go over to see her Edited

Im out of work again and this time, i felt so angry over losing this job cos i was asked to leave due to insufficient experience in accounting damn it im jus not happy and i really 不 甘 心 cos i didnt do anything wrong and i really do my best in my work whenever they need help why shld they give such a lousy excuse to save money for the company? why did they have to hire me in the 1st place when they know that i dun have experience in accounting and somemore im applying for the post of CORPORATE SECRETARY and for what F**** do i have to know accounting im jus really dun feel good on last fri cos they make me lose my confidence in finding another job gxx damn it so i received the cheque on thur and my last day is on fri well i of cos wasnt happy at all and my morale jus went down so thur after work went to westmall and have sushi jus to make myself happy after the meal i felt much better and on the way home, received a call from the boss and she said she had calculate the wrong amt t...

woohoo pinky had give birth to a boy boy on 27th August 2006 and she had cesarean cos the baby cant squeeze out and now her baby head is like the french bread her baby boy is call Jovin and chinese name is Jian Ming Jovin is so cute and his lips are so red and nice for the procedure of her giving birth to Jovin is such a nightmare cos she had pain for 3 days and not 3 hours and somemore after operation still have to pain for dunno how long for the wounds to heal she has no choice but to have cesarean as time is running out its always great to be a mummy when a child is born im also happy when i see the baby cos baby makes u forget all the worries Jovin is always sleeping everytime sleep so soundly but he is a light sleeper like me cos whenever he hear a slight of sound, he will jerk abit and continue to sleep he is such a cutie Edited

I have work there for 7 days and i find it quite stress free over there except all the chit chating from morn till end of the day i can hear 1 woman voice whole day long and she can start from early morn till we off work everyday on the same topic and everytime repeat herself to the same story i hear until very pek chek and i jus wan to pug the 2 hearphones to my ears but i cant i could only put 1 cos i wont be able to hear anythin when both my ears are shut! sometimes i feel so suay cos i sit infront of her and she keep talking behind me and i felt so irritating she can talk until no time to ans the phone she wasnt doing any work and expect me to ans the phone for her oh ducking hell im busy doing some calculating things for my other colleauges and i have to stop half way jus to ans the bloody phone i cant tahan her attitude cos she always like to defend herself and so scare of losing she cant accept that i know more IT things than her and the 1st few times when i ask her about some w...

I was browsing thru my files and saw some pics which i cant upload last mth due to some dunno what blogger problems anyway these pics are taken before the day nini left for Swiss and we have a mini picnic at east coast park it was a sun noon and i rem cos i had jus returned from redang on sat night and straight away she said she is leaving so decided everyone cook something to bring over people going: 1. Mum - she cook bee hoon and curry 2. Uncle - he drive mum here 3. Nini - she prepared salad (those salad with vinegar) 4. Fenny - she cook ermm.... cant rem 5. Pinky - she didnt cook cos she not convenient to cook or maybe i forgot what she cook 6. Anderson - he drive pinky over 7. Ah di - he ermm... didnt cook but company nini 8. Xiao yi - she came after work 9. Me - me cook hotdog cos easy mah 10. My baby - he work until 3pm and after work fen and me go fetch him so did i miss out anyone?? oh ya still got 1 more... its DOGGY!!! woohoo.. stupid doggy.. go there play until so tired and...

Its been a long time since i saw ah ger, pinky and ah yi eversince pinky is preparing to give birth and cannot anyhow go out we didnt meet up so often le somemore i working now and not so free to go meet her but after she gave birth, i will surely go see her cos she will be so so tired after birth her son can play with ah ger who is also pinky sister see her blur blur face she is tired that day cos she jus finish her sch yeah this is pinky... pregnant woman is always not thin and she is abit meat meat ok this is pinky & ah ger mum who is my ah yi too... she also off from work and looks tired too i haven seen them for a long long time

Dear all this is my baby darling ya he's saying hello to you all his name is Mr wee shao lim he's also the head of The Bo Family he's a guy full of crap and nonsense and very emotional and very good to me This is taken when we went Redang but its not in redang, its at Tregganua (dunno how to spell) this 2 little indian wasnt that dark from the last trip in March 2006 cos in July, they didnt went out to sun so often but still was burned taken at Redang beach near the place where the baby shark is it was taken when in the noon around 4+ where the weather was grey and no sunset ray whole place seems to be very gloomy but still there's alot of people on the beach playing with the waves see my baby always like to pose some strange pose for me to take he's dancing some thai dance with his hand sign there "Sa Wa Di Ka" he climb out of the bridge to the rocks outside jus to have this pic taken with the background its so dangerous outside cos there's alot of sm...

finally ah gong is going to AMK therapy centre today and i haven seen him since tue eversince i start work, i am too tired to go visit him and only tue when ah fen is on leave and she came over to drive me to visit ah gong that day when i saw ah gong he seem to be in a good mood and look very fresh but he seem to be very sad at the same time i jus feel that he is trying to get his attention from his sons cos he needs company and his sons are all busy to keep him company well xiao jiu will go visit him everyday during lunch time and after work also will visit him now when mum wanna go home at night, ah gong will get angry and dun let mum go home cos he wans her to company him during night time as he said he is scare of dark and at night he will make alot of noise in hospital cos he wans his children to be with him i understand when parents wans their kids to be with them when they are old cos sometimes they know their time gettin near they jus wan to spend more time with their kids some...

on the 14th Aug 2006 and thats tml haiz i have been resting for 2 months and now have to start working im feeling so sian.. sian at home and going to work oso sian dunno what i really wan to do but no work no money and thats even sian at least work still have money to spend and go out have fun its jus so pratical of this society that everywhere u go needs money when will be the time when this world doesnt need money haiz dun think this is time will reach cos this world sucks i jus hope my work place wont be so worse with all the xiao ren around but dun think can avoid any gossip cos that place is all auntie and auntie does all day is to gossip wish me luck

jus returned from hospital and wasnt feeling good after each visit yesterday i saw him drop a tear and i jus thought that he is tired or mayb he yawn then got tears but i was wrong he is sad and not happy and thats why he cried each time after we went home, he will be very sad and cried alone and even hit his hands cos his left side couldnt move alot he seem to be angry at himself for gettin into this mess he cried becos he scare he cant get well and becos my 2nd uncle didnt go and visit him not didnt go.. but only once and didnt come again god damn him.. i dunno why he didnt come and visit ah gong and i was very angry when i heard that their family didnt go visit him but still got time to go see fireworks once suddenly all bad things come at the same time once again i have to worry so many things once again im going insane soon i have withhold my tears in hospital and try very hard not to cry when i see ah gong but i dunno how long i can tahan all these tears the tears seem to be heav...

Me jus return from hospital went to visit ah gong as he got a stroke and his left side cant move this is the 3rd time he got a stroke doc said his blood test which were taken last week is good and nothing wrong and yesterday suddenly stroke doc said it might do with his mood and emotion which can cause stroke when one is angry anyway all this doesnt matter cos so long he is well then thats good he is alot better than last time but this time both side had already been stroked and its abit dangerous so must everytime help him massage his hands and legs to keep the blood circulate well jus hope he will get well soon

lately have been playing The Sims 2 pretty good and very busy taking care of each of them initially only a couple (Bo Sim & Bo Liao) live in the house and they give birth to a twins, a ger & a boy named Lim Xuan & Lim Bei but the parents died and now Lim Xuan & Lim Bei had their own family but they all live together under a roof now both families have 2 child each and its such a huge family so many people to handle and making me busy and giddy and sometimes cant handle well haiz... they are so poor thing under my hands they must have feel so pek chek cos i ask them to do this do that but still got rest abit its such a hassle to take care of them but im still going to continue my game.. woohoo

I have been jobless for 2 months and ya i know im lazy to find a job but since i wan to get a hotel job then of cos i cant anymore go into another line rite so slowly find a job in hotel line lor i will work hard for my hotel line! i will find a hotel job! but not waitress anymore and no shift work for me cos im weak to have shift work i cant stay overnight and i get old very fast when i didnt get enough sleep what a tough world this is why do people have to work? why cant everyone share and therefore no one have to slog for money i hate the one who invent money

Time to sleep but still no wish to turn in early Time to brace up but something is holding me back Time to face reality but reality hurts and it hurts alot Time to love but what is love?

again! yesh! interview at sentosa again but this time wasnt going back to the main office of sentosa it was one of the hotel in sentosa haiz wat a bad experience early in the morn have to take mrt to harbourfront to take the shuttle bus to the place the shuttle bus wasnt same as the main office of sentosa where it was located at the bus interchange this hotel shuttle bus was situated at the cable car tower car park and i have to search this place up and down nvm i reach the place to wait for the bus and the ger told me its 1045 i reach there at 1040 and wait until 1055 stupid bus didnt come and i call her and ask if im waiting at the correct place well i was at the correct place but the bus didnt come then of cos i was late for the interview which was supposed to be at 11am so i told her that i will be late for interview and i have to wait for the 11am bus finally the bus reach the place and went up for interview 1st thing i saw the director of HR haiz.. another xiao ren face and patte...