Is your life changed due to someone or some circumstances?
Have you ever changed someone life drastically?
I was day-dreaming one day and I suddenly think of Pillow
I was thinking of what he was saying after we have break off
He said " what i've become now is all becos of you!"
he become very shagged, very bad-tempered, more depress than ever, seem like alot of things to say but he know somethings are not meant to be said with his position
That time I was thinking
ME?? ARE YOU SURE I CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE TO SUCH A DEPRESSED SITUATION??
I was being rebellious when Im with him cos I cant understand why can he be so emotional towards me and towards himself
i cant understand him when he keep thinking that I have been hurting him when I said i wanna a break off
ok mayb i have really hurted him when i wanna break off
but the problem is me being too self-centered and he being too dependent on me
i do not disagree to "report" to him when there's a need but even when i went out pinky he will keep callin me and asking me where am i and what time going home
well its really irritating to keep receiving such calls and havin to report every now and then
i really cant understand all these though I know its wrong to be so irresponsible to jus ditch someone who really care and love me
till now i still cant understand why he is being so hard on himself and being so negative
isnt keeping positive a good way to live? why must he downgrade himself to all these troubles?
why must he always let me worry abt him? Is it a way for me to get back to him?
well i know very well we cant be like last time even when we recuperate
its really impossible to have no memories of all the things i've done and words i said to hurt him
after 3 years, he still hate me for leaving him
after 3 years, he is still the depress one
after 3 years, he still blame me for hurting him
after 3 years, i have finally persuade myself that leaving him isnt my fault at all and i dun need to give him an answer to his hurted
after 3 years, i have realised that i shld not accept any relationship in such a fast pace
after 3 years, i really finally know that once a relation has start, its never a easy task to end!
Have you ever changed someone life drastically?
I was day-dreaming one day and I suddenly think of Pillow
I was thinking of what he was saying after we have break off
He said " what i've become now is all becos of you!"
he become very shagged, very bad-tempered, more depress than ever, seem like alot of things to say but he know somethings are not meant to be said with his position
That time I was thinking
ME?? ARE YOU SURE I CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE TO SUCH A DEPRESSED SITUATION??
I was being rebellious when Im with him cos I cant understand why can he be so emotional towards me and towards himself
i cant understand him when he keep thinking that I have been hurting him when I said i wanna a break off
ok mayb i have really hurted him when i wanna break off
but the problem is me being too self-centered and he being too dependent on me
i do not disagree to "report" to him when there's a need but even when i went out pinky he will keep callin me and asking me where am i and what time going home
well its really irritating to keep receiving such calls and havin to report every now and then
i really cant understand all these though I know its wrong to be so irresponsible to jus ditch someone who really care and love me
till now i still cant understand why he is being so hard on himself and being so negative
isnt keeping positive a good way to live? why must he downgrade himself to all these troubles?
why must he always let me worry abt him? Is it a way for me to get back to him?
well i know very well we cant be like last time even when we recuperate
its really impossible to have no memories of all the things i've done and words i said to hurt him
after 3 years, he still hate me for leaving him
after 3 years, he is still the depress one
after 3 years, he still blame me for hurting him
after 3 years, i have finally persuade myself that leaving him isnt my fault at all and i dun need to give him an answer to his hurted
after 3 years, i have realised that i shld not accept any relationship in such a fast pace
after 3 years, i really finally know that once a relation has start, its never a easy task to end!
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