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I didn’t mention that my fat-ass-lazy manager is finally out of this company. Just 1 day before our company D&D and he is being terminate with immediate effect. Didn’t even get to attend the dinner and let alone the bonus. Well at least he got sack few days before the bonus and unlike Capt Ne where he got sack 1 day before our bonus is out. That day Capt Ne was drunk during the D&D and after that, he called his wife to pick him up at the Botanic Garden where our dinner was held. While waiting for his wife and being drunk, his whole bag was stolen and all his personal things was gone. It’s bad enough when his bag was stolen and now terminated. For the manager, I don’t feel sorry for him being terminate by the company cos he really had no contribution to the company. It’s bad when you ask people to do your things and the worse is he still can watch movie in the office. When I go in his room, he will try to close down the application and take out his ear phone. Thinking that...

Yesterday, everyone was so happy because we have received our annually-happy-letter from HR. Each of us received 1 month performance bonus and also increment. I also get 1 month bonus and 5% increment. Though its not much but I hope I can slowly climb up cos I really don’t want to be the only girl in this bloody department. I’m an QA executive but they treat me as Admin executive. Being the only girl in the department doesn’t mean everything can be push to me. Sending out email can easily be send by themselves. Why the hell they have to ask me to do. Printing out is easy and why ask me. Keeping silence doesn’t mean I accept, just that no point being a bitch in the office. Treating me as their secretary and someday when its time to leave, I will throw back to them. Now it’s time to source for another career path. Though my experience in this department is not enough but I can still climb to another channel and get what I want to do. I hope I can be an auditor and for start, I hope to ...

Update: Eventually we didnt bring grant go anywhere cos we didnt go overseas. But we went Sentosa to celebrate and having at the Luge. Went to Universal Studio but didnt went in because we didnt want to play the theme games and even going in needs to pay $66 for entrance which includes the games. Well so we just stay outside and didnt really get to see much from outside. ************************* 15 January 2011 is our 4th marriage anniversary and we have not yet found a place to go though we both have take leave. Plan to go Batam and ask wee mother to look after but she has went to Hainan today. If really no choice, we will bring baby go Batam with us.

Never had this kind of fear in working life. Ever. First time I felt that I can't do without a job. Not because of the people but because of the pay. If ever i get sack with immediate effect, I don't know if the next company will accept the reason I leave the company. My colleague, Ne. was being sacked today with immediate effect. Reason not related to work. Cause of leaving related company D&D where he got drunk and make a scene. That makes my big boss here feeling disgrace in front of the headquarter. I fear of being out of job because I have to start all over again and now I haven get enough experience which makes me hang in the air. Working in fear is terrible. Don’t know when will be my turn.

Early morn waking up for work and my lazy bug has defeated me. Though it has been here quite a long tine but I didn't invite it in until last Wed. I invite him in with a motive cos I want to make an appointment with the ultrasound dept in polyclinic and before I can have an appointment, I need to see a doctor in polyclinic first. Seeing doctor in polyclinic is sometimes a suffering for those who are already sick and have to wait for almost 1hr or 2 before you can see the doctor. I'm lucky to have mediguard in company that we can go private clinic which is faster and can go back rest early. I request for a female doctor and of cos it's related to female problem. The main reason for ultrasound scan is becos I have not done any after giving birth and it's time for a check-up. The alarm in my abdominal reminds me to check cos it has been hurting me for so many months. I feel bloated, lower abdominal pain, backache… everything is a sign of aging. Aching all over. When ...

Today I was trying to back my another laptop and it was my first time. I feel so stupid and angry that all my things in the external hard disk were erased. Work wise is not important cos I got a backup on my laptop but all my personal things and photos were deleted and nothing can be retrieved. Strangely I don't feel that angry like I used to be if things turn out to be like today. I just feel disappointed in myself being so comfort in my hard disk. I never learn my lesson from last year when my hard disk gets "Trojan" and too complacent that nothing will happen again. No back up done and now I have to search what I can. Most of the photos can get from FB but I have stop uploading photos since last year. This time really damn it! After the stupid incident, the old uncle sitting beside me still ask me to do something that I really hate. Which is also against my principle even though I have not many. I really should go improve my career level and move to a more systematic c...

This is the year of Rabbit which is not very good for Rooster for those supersitious people. I might not be very supersitious but sometimes, you just have to believe in these kind of elements and belief. Although Rabbit hops into 2011 on 3rd of February, but i am getting bad luck from December 2010. Before launching into 2011, bad things happen. 1st, I got fever together with Grant for the whole week and it was like hell when I still have to go thru audit with my fever. After fever I get ring worm, which the 1st doctor said. Because, the 2nd time i went back to the clinic, another doctor said its not ring worm and probable some skin allergy. 3rd time i went to chinese doctor and he said its my blood impurified. Which doctor should I listen to?? Now i am applying the cream from the 2nd doctor and took some medicine and at least its better now and alot better than the cream i bought at watson. 3rd, my manager is still here and I thought he will be replace soon but not so soon. He...