Love . Trust . Appreciate .

Sometimes people said its fated to meet each other and I really hope I'm not fated to endure all the anger in my work. Knowing my colleagues is fated Sitting beside them is fated Helping them to do work is not fated, unless they are my manager but manager don't sit beside me Rejecting to help them is a choice Choice leads to either trouble or good will Working with some attitude colleagues is such a chore Worse than handling a baby Some people expect us to spoon feed them and sit there waiting Some people only work with the mouth and lazy to move that fat ass Some people push all the work to others while they can have more time to rest (rest? they don't move around and wtf they rest!) Some day, I will get a better job with better colleagues and better pay.

I have a bachelor friend. Someone who is good-looking, not yet 35, have a good career, good connection with the upper society, good public relation but is still SINGLE. So, what's the problem of him being a single and not even attached. Someone who is too picky, doesn't settle down for less quality, always wants the best, etc... Is it good to always search someone who is the best instead of the 2nd best? What's so good being the best in everybody eyes, where in the heart he/she is the worst. I used to search for the best man but then again, i realise, it's not the problem within the best man I wanted, the problem actually lies with me. Each relationships make people grown up, building up self defense, how to love, realise that true love doesn't really exist in this world anymore. Lies and tears makes me more emotionless, stone-hearted, cynical about the true love within man. Nothing is true about fantasy love and that's why its call fantasy. Dream is o...

Statistic of facebook users show that more than half the world population have an account with facebook. I have just accept a request from my 2nd uncle and it feels good that I am connected with my relatives somehow.

As I am slowing down my pace in work now, I have more time to blog. Eversince I returned from Arendal, I hardly had any time for myself. Working my head thru the work and forgetting the way of socialising with people. It's time that I stop working so hard and time to catch up with family, friends and colleagues.

I'm back to online tv again. Been watching this US drama "Sex and the city" in iphone and now online streaming. This is a very popular show which actually is a real life story of a columnist living in New York. Having sex is just like a meal. It's not the sex I am watching but the kind of life before married makes me miss my golden days. Though i dont have that kind of sex like them but i miss the times with my friends. The days where everyday is just to have fun and no worries, no commitments, no stress. The single ladies were afraid of getting married and kids is a big problem. They think they cannot handle the kids and prefer to remain single. Have I married too early? But there should be no regret in marriage. Since i have married young means i can have my time when my kid grows up. If not i will still be looking after them when i am 50. Where the hell can i get the strength to look after them. No pain No gain. Though i forgo my freedom now but in the future...

No, I do not swing.  But I am surprising shock that one of my friend do. Am I in the out-dated or are they too open to getting swing? Do I not belong to this era anymore? Ok, first, 'Swing" doesnt mean playground swing. It means changing partner. 2 couples, having sex with each other partner. In a room and there you see me having sex with your partner and I see you having sex with my partner. This, I know exist in this world even before I was born. Just that I never know it could happen to my friend. Or is he just making fun of me? I ask myself, can I accept this kind of "Swing"? See your hubby making out with another ger who have a good figure and looking at your hubby seeing you making out with another guy. This is ridiculous and terrible. Calling it "Swing" because if both are having sex together with another person, it doesnt count as having an affair? Maybe people just want something fresh and new to replace the boredom in relationship?

There's so many things that I want rather I need. Guess this apply to many people. Things that I want: 1. A branded wallet which can last me for years 2. A watch which can not only bring me the time but also style 3. A computer which is only for my own use where I can work and play at home 4. A magic wardrobe and shoe rack which is never out of fashion 5. A cheap part time maid for day time only where she can go back to the agent in the evening. That doesn't happen in Spore. Things that I need: 1. I need to get socialise again. Forget my workload and enjoy the talk cock session 2. A good massage 3. A time out for everything 4. Alone trip to somewhere new - i need to explore the world on my own 5. Time for myself

1st time I am worry about my country politics and economy. Eversince Mrs Lee passed away, everyone is afraid that our old Mr Lee will collapse. If he collapse, will our country collapse too? He is the most important person in Singapore and its like we are growing with him since young. He has help us to fight for independence and making most of us to have a better living with his foresights and though there are hard times along the way but compare to 20yrs back, the kids now are living in a better condition and having better education. Everyone is getting a job unless the lazy one who prefer to slack in this society. Even the handicap are getting a job for themselves which make them feel more useful and not thinking that they are useless though they are handicap. Most people take things for granted and would prefer to live in their comfort zone and when government implement some new systems which had make them move out of their comfort zone and all they know is to complain instead of se...