Love . Trust . Appreciate .

I think its time for me to pick up another book to read. After my last book "Five people you meet in heaven" i hardly got time to read a new story book. Some more with iPhone now, reading is even more difficult. Workload is getting more and though this will pass soon but work is never ending. After this project, another thing pops up. This is what makes my work challenging. I do love my work. Keeps me busy and not too much time to slack even though i would like to. I prefer to work quietly instead of people keep telling what to do. This new job gives me more space to do what i can do accordingly to my own way. Though rules have to follow but when one think out of the box, work still can be interesting. Most importantly is of cos my colleagues. They are like my 2nd family cos i see them more than my own family and this appeal to most of the office staff. 9hrs in office + 2hrs transport from home to work & work to home reach home less than 5hrs and have to sleep This asian ...

During the training in Norway, my tooth has been giving me problem cos it's been 3yrs since I vist my dentist and everytime I come back he will scold me. Say why so long then come back. Just now, he has took out my wisdom tooth and though it's less than 25mins, I felt I was inside for a long time. I really hate to have any injection on any part of me. The wisdom tooth he took out is rotten and that's why it was hurting me so much. I'm glad I came today but this tooth cos me 360. That goes my money.

Totally no mood to work today. I am so tired & sleepy now. Last night before grant sleep, he had great fall. A big bump on his forehead causing him not to sleep well. He keep waking up n last night when wee wake up at 3 am and watch tv, grant jus sit behind him watching tv without making noise and thus wee did not know how long he has been watching behind him. This morn he can't wake up cos he slept again 620am and I have to wake him up at 730am. He is so tired. Me too.

Finally she has ended her suffering last sun with her last breadth. Before she went, she had a good clean up and feeling fresh for the after life. She was waiting for someone and when this uncle came, shortly she is gone. Though everyone is sad but at least she is not suffering anymore. I really hate to see her suffer before leaving. It just made me feel so bad. I was wishing that she can go early so that she don't suffer this much. Now she's gone, I hope she find peace in another side.

I'm glad i am being promote again and most importantly, my pay has increase. Though not as what i expect but still its alot as a new commer. I joined less than a year and getting pay raise for 3rd or 4th time. I should be happy and not expecting to raise so fast cos i am still learning. There's alot to learn in this department and everyday is learning new things. Everyday is so busy and nothing ends. Finish 1 project and another come. Now i am working over time more than ever. I used to think why people always work overtime. Are they really so busy or are they slow at work which they cant complete anything during the 8 hours working. Now i know. And i am experiencing the work load others have cos i got more responsibilities and work.

"She" refering to hubby ah ma. She is 80+, i pressume. Since the last diagnose of having 4th stage of cancer, she is in a coma for 5days and its not really seem like coma. Its like sleeping and now she can hardly breathe. She is suffering and everytime i look at her i cant look too long cos i will burst out my tears and i cant stop when i start. Just now there were so many people at ah ma house and i have been swollowing all my tears cos i scare to let them see i cry. Im not very close to the relative but im closer to ah ma cos everytime i will talk to her and she will repeat what she say. Even when she repeat many times, i still listen cos i know she doesnt mean to repeat. Just that she doesnt know what illness she had. Now, she is waiting for her time but in pain. Maybe she dont feel the pain but when we see her suffer like this we felt more pain than her. Though we are prepared that she will leave us anytime but still no one can keep the tears. I just hope she dont suffer ...

My mense finally came after being late for 3 weeks. 1st time that my mense had late for so long. It shows that im getting too stress at work and indeed during the missing period time, i was stress due to working and having deadline. Now i feel so much better and having mense has never been great like this time.