My only regret

One of my principle in life is not to have regrets in whatever I do
I have never regret anything i do even though not all things i does are right

my only regret is

never have a chance to go for air stewardess

i have this dream to be air stewardess since i was 18 and that was 9 years ago
along the years, everyone always disapprove of me going for this dream

1st its my mum who disagree
2nd its all my ex bf who always disagree
3rd of cos is my husband baby wee

many said this industry are complicated
but i think all industry are complicated

if one wants to have a complicated life, wherever he/she goes, its the same

people in office can have office politics, office affairs
sales industry, hotel industry, travel industry u name it and all have the same result when one is not discipline

so whats the difference is air stewardess

only difference is they get to see more things and people
more open minded or rather more defensive as they know human are dangerous

now its almost impossible for me to go into this industry cos im married and with grant
haiz dont think i have any chance to fulfill this dream except in my dreamland

now im going to dream about travelling around the world

~~~bye bye~~~

Edited the next morn

Last night before sleep, went to SIA website and saw that they are recruiting crew today at Sheraton

cant sleep the whole night
was thinking to go or not to go
if i go, wee will be angry
if i dun go, i will once again regret
haiz..

but then, not to go is for the sake of grant
if i go and being selected, no one to take care of him
maybe not 100% to be selected but i have confidence that i will be selected

since this intake i cant participate
maybe next intake bah
hope by then grant have learn to walk and i have my figure back