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Finally Grant has arrived


He has finally arrived on 12 Mar and i have contraction for 26hours before he is out

my contraction start on 11 Mar 4am and he arrived on 12 Mar 6am by caesarean and its a last min operation cos he poo poo inside and its dangerous if natural birth for he might get lung infection

since he cant get lung infection, so i have to suffer by getting infection on my wounds and since the operation, its been 3 weeks and now my wounds have opened and due to this infection, i have spend an extra 1k for this treatment

its really waste of money and time cos i have to go for dressing at the clinic and each visit is 80bucks and well if the doc think im printing cash then he is super wrong and in the end i have to go to polyclinic for dressing which cost less than 10bucks for each dressing

so why should i waste my money to go such a far away place and expensive treatment whereas polyclinic can provide the same treatment

i should have go earlier and not waste so much money

haiz... what to do

but so long Grant is healthy and this suffering is nothing cos if he is sick, we will have to spend even more

for now, i only want my wound to get heal fast so that i can go out walk walk and drive grant around

staying at home and cant bath makes me crazy

i felt so smelly and sticky everyday even though i can bath with the herbal water alternate days but my legs is itchy and still got 3 more weeks to endure for a nice bath

how can i used to bath twice a day get used to bath every alternate days

confinement is really a torture and is worse than pregnancy

since grant has arrived, i do not have a good rest and every day is to pump milk for him and sleep every 2 hrs and have to wake up to feed him and pump milk

i wonder how long i have to lived this kind of life

i really miss the times where i can go out at night, go clubbing, la kopi, smoking like no tml, run here and there with no worries

to have the life i used to have, i have to wait for another 20yrs where kids have grown up and when they are on their own

so for those singles, please treasure the precious time you have now and play all u can while u have the time

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