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Betrayed

This word "Betrayed" was asked by my cousin

she is studying in sec sch and 1st time she know what is the meaning of betrayed

she has a good ger friend and this ger would everytime say bad things about another ger and now she start to bad mouth my cousin and now everyone shun away from her

therefore during recess time, no one wants to go with her

its really very ke lian not to have any friends to go recess with

i remember that one day during my "N" level, my good friends serene, widia & lay peng has start to leave me alone and dun really feel like talking to me

though they never say but i can feel it

when we go for recess they like never talk to me and im very sensitive to this cos its my 6th sense

i was so sad and keep thinking that they dun wan me as a friend anymore and cried during recess time

till now, i still dunno wats the reason that they have drift away from me

i think the reason is that they thought after i have a bf and i have changed
they felt that i have leave them

i cant really remember the time while im in sec sch

the image is getting too vivid

but still, the time in school is my golden time

i get betrayed during my sec sch times
not betrayed by friends
but by my love ones

this kind of betrayed is call unfaithful
haiz... long story again
think i have said this bloody story many times

all i can say this guy is wei hai and he is my 1st bf and the 1st man in this world to make me feel that man cannot be trust

maybe its that skeptical thats makes me feel so insecure towards everyone

sometimes its hard to control what you are feeling cos you have gone thru that stage and you keep thinking that the ending will be like before

i have no ideas how to cure this sickness except being numb to the hurt
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