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This morn before baby went to work and i wake up finding that the kitchen tap wasnt turn off and toilet lights wasnt switch off im so angry cos the tap might have been running for few hours and its so wasteful and the bills sure go high up! im simply annoyed by such things cos why cant people switch off after use? or is it they are sleepwalking while going toilet and thus forget to turn off haiz.. sometimes people dunno how high the bills is and they keep on wasting all the money im so angry!

2 days ago, baby use BLEACH to clean toilet and something bad happen to him while washing, he suddenly felt that he cant breathe and out of breath so he quickly ran out of the toilet and still cant gasp for air Reason is becos he use too much chlorine and he close the toilet door and this makes the room filled with chlorine breathing too much chlorine is very dangerous for our health and can caused very servere respiratory distress (very dangerous breathing systems in our health) there's nothing i can do much to help him cos chlorine is too dangerous and if mix with anything i dunno will caused what thing in the body so the most appropriate things to do is to breathe as normal as possible but it takes a long time to heal cos baby felt that his lungs is swollen and it become very squeeze therefore, dear all, please do not use too much chlorin in future to avoid this kind of hazzard there are some useful natural cleaning product like Lemon Juice, Borax, Vinegar, Salt, Mineral oil, ba...

If you have 1 last day of your life, what will you do? 1) Will you gather all your family members and spend the time with them? 2) Will you find all your old friends and bid them good bye? 3) Will you spend all the time with your love ones? What are the things you would do to spend your remaining time in this bloody world? There are not many things i would like to do 1st i will write a letter of my feelings towards each of my family & friends then spend my last remaining time with my love ones if possible, i would like to sleep until die hahahhaaa wont that be more peaceful? i have nothing much to do on this earth im so sick and tired of living well living without any goals living a meaingless life sometimes i wish that i would never wake up in the morning cos i really want to escape from reality where got so easy to die if can die then still blogging now meh haiz.. maybe i should do some soul searching now what is wrong with me and my life?

Sometimes people said they wanna change but is it for the better or worse? maybe they themselves does not know that they have change maybe they think they have change to a better person but we outsider know they are becoming worse than before this kind of things is not said for fun if one really to change for a better lifestyle they should really think what kind of person they are before what kind of character they really have what personality they possessed what are the things they should change what are the habits they should discard i know i dun have a good character nor a good personality but at least i know i didnt hurt anyone nor harm anyone sometimes hurting people doesnt lost to being selfish being selfish damage your own image to others image doesnt appeal to appearance but to the character you have some may think that they live their own life and doesnt need to care much how others look but the thoughts to other may not seem so anyway 一 种 米 养 白 种 人 (pardon my chinese if im wr...

Came across this proverbs and i find it really meaningful 不 当 家 不 知 柴 米 贵 不 养 儿 不 知 父 母 恩 You can't tell the cost of food and fuel without being the head of a household; You can't appreciate the love of your parents without having children of your own. Its the same with everyone one who never know how hard it is to earn money, will never know how to treasure money they can spend money like water One who never have true friends will never treasure friendship One who never have failure will never know the happiness of success Most of the people only know N.A.T.O. No Action Talk Only thats what this society is all about they only know how to use their mouth and talk but no action taken i thought action speaks loudly than words?

After so many months of no-exercise, today finally went swimming with zhenny it has been so hot these few days and i keep sweating even at home also will sweat so went over to zhenny there for a swim well not really a swim hmm jus soak in the water and do some leg exercise wat a great feeling to exercise again

Every end of the year, SHL will take a neocard for memory and this year we each person have 2 cards we all look old now.. haiz time files

Its been a long since we 4 sisters went out and have a meal together last time we used to stay at home and play from morn till bed time that time when we were young, we cant go out too often and the only entertainment at home is self-program (means find our own program and play) that time we used to play "Mop floor" we will splash the water on the living room floor and slid from 1 side to another side that was really fun we still dare to invite our friends to come over our house and play together with us my mum will be heat up with flames if she knows we play the water in the living room cos she was working outside and its hard for her to earn out bread money she will be so angry if she knows cos she expect us to stay at home and study instead of playing so much i dun really remember how we manage to keep the place clean before she returns everytime the cloth will be so wet and when she returns, she will ask why the cloth is so wet hahahhaa i dunno what we have told her but s...

Its been a month since xmas and i haven send out the xmas cards to my friends OMG its the 1st time i have no time to send out i have wrote all the wishes and greetings to my friends but not one has been send out haiz.. i think i have to throw away the cards cos where got people send such a long belated xmas wish to friends im so sorry my friends if possible i will send chinese new year cards to you all what a blur sotong i have been lately even since i start work there everything seem blur to me i felt so stress with the people over there i felt so tired after work haiz but now its over woohoo so i shall send u all chinese new year card hor wait for my card

Once John Neo has said before the amount of money can see a person that time everyone was laughing about his theory cos he said "to see a friend, the price is few hundreds" "to see a relative, the price is few thousand" "to see family, the price is above ten thousand" this is according to market price well market price is really too high for everyone to see each other money isnt that important between me and anyone cos im not rich and even if i have money i know whats mine is mine even though how much i save, something important pop up and i still have to use this money in the end, im still penniless but its good to save up for rainy days but sometimes i cant save up much cos im a spendthrift person spend all i have on food, house, friends, family its time for me to think for myself and not to spend so much on other people time to be a CAT now!!! meow....

Here are some pictures for Our Rom Zhenny & I held our Rom at the same date click HERE to view more of our pictures A great thanks to all our friends and relatives who have came to our Rom and thanks for all your ang bao and wishes here wishing all of you have a smooth year ahead and may all your wish come true.

Woohoo today received a big good news and that is the irresponsible man who bump into the car has been found Thanks god for being able to find that bloody pig and thanks to so many people who have helped in searching for this man its been 4 days since the accident and he hasnt even gave a call to my baby and still have to wait for ourself to hunt him down he is being such a coward and useless bloody man with no guts thanks to the workshop uncle who asked his friends to help us hunt him down thanks to baby brother who helped us alot too finally the damages can be claim from the rightful party he thought he can shun away the charges when giving us the "not-in-use" hp no. he thought he can run away when he wrote the wrong IC no. these few days been so worried that we couldnt catch him and ask him to pay cos he didnt even gave us a call since that accident making me no mood to prepare for my ROM too but now its finally sunshine after the rain i hope the police will catch him go j...

Thanks to everyone who came to our ROM yesterday Sorry if i have not entertained you all well enough We both are very happy to see so many friends coming and hope the food is good enough for u all i will posted up the pictures soon once i received from all my friends

That's what I have been fearing of eversince i start to know what this world is all about getting old without anyone beside you, without any financial help, with lots of burdens, with unresolved problems to bring to my grave so many things to think when one is getting old its time to plan for future and start to save up for rainy days but talking about saving is never easy too many obstacles and problems to solve by money and with my "generous" character, money come and go easy like water i know i have tried to save up alot but in the end i still cant resist those temptations of FOODS! i spend most of the money on food, entertainment, playing, outing and travelling future with no money really makes me fear now i have not much burden but with children in future everything has to change every cents i spend have to think of saving up for children and for their everything i cant have mac & kfc whenever i like i cant have swensen & cafe cartel when i crave for them i h...

New year should have new dreams but somehow this year i dun have a smooth start on my career or rather my job i felt so useless not to have tolerate more in my job and being so rebellious to quit like that and giving them a chance to terminate me but i know they are going to terminate me even if i didnt keep taking MC i did purposely take MC and give them a chance to terminate me so that i can go straight away instead i have to stay until they find a replacement they make me felt so outcast and i felt so lonely and they are always gossipping i have no time to talk like them cos i cant finish my work and i have piles of paper work to do i enjoy my work but i cant tolerate the people over there venting their anger when people make them angry though im a lower level than her and she has joined the company for only 4mths and she has no rights to shout at me for all my mistakes she thinks she speak louder and she's in the right FK her she only good at story telling and nothing else or r...

Finally baby and I are getting married on this Monday 15 January 2007 though we did not know for a long time but somehow we felt we have known each other for a long time ya though this sound so corny but its true and all these months and days, we are having so much "discussions", arguments, disputes, happy & sad times, happy & sad moments.. thats what every couple would get in a relation even in a perfect relations, there are bound to be disagreement but problem is who give and take ya though i know i take most of the time and hardly give in to baby but he still stand by me and love me with his heart sometimes i know its wrong for me to treat him in such a bad way but i jus cant control my temper sorry baby for all the things and words i done and said for hurting you thanks for being with me and thanks for all the things you have done for me I LOVE YOU BABY

Last day of 2006 was spent at Genting with my baby, mao-ge, & mao-sao its was also my 1st time countdown at overseas and its crowded with peoeple and all kinds of people were there during the countdown ~ staff of Genting, families, friends, couples, singles... we were at Genting for 3 days 2 nights and went down to KL for a night before returning back to Genting for 1 more night as mao-sao uses her genting points to exchange 2 rooms for us the weather at Genting was fantastic and its really cooling and cold especially after it rained when we reached Genting is 630am and we still cant check-in yet as there's no room available and while waiting for the room which can be only ready at 1pm, we went for breakfast at the famous Dim Sum restaurant (forget wat name) Dim sum was delicious with the kind of weather and it was so warm but the food turn cold very fast and we have to eat very fast in order to have a hot dish down our throat after breakfast with no other entertainment, of c...

Finally back from Malaysia before setting off to genting, the internet has totally break down and cant even log in to blogger to blog even now also got problem coming in have to use indirectly ways to come in to blog anyway have a wonderful trip to genting with baby and mao-ge & mao-shao will upload the pics ASAP when things get better