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On xmas eve, we celebrate at da jiu hse and its just another normal family gathering nothing special, no special food, no special programme and just plain boring the only entertainment we could have is TV & taking photos

Last night for to Jurong point to have xmas dinner with Peter, june & edwyn ang its the same 4 people again well the rest aint free to join so lets just forget them we had dinner at Billy Bomber and we are really bloated after the dinner cos we ate so much peter & I order 1st cos we reach there early and we were hungry and we only had the starter and Im abit full cos its cheese fries and potatoe salad which made me so full before the main dish came no choice but to eat slowly and had given some turkey & ham to peter as i really cant finish it all finally all came and edwyn ang came the latest cos he just woke up at 7pm and thats the time we are meeting but never mind... as long he is here for the dinner and he had ordered a big burger while he is eating, these 2 are comparing their digital camera cos they are the same brand after the dinner, we went for a short window shopping and went to coffee bean for some drinks we are lucky to get a sofa seat but the corner is too col...

Yesterday chelsie went swimming at mum place and its her 2nd time down the water though she didnt enjoy much like last time cos she was afraid as her feet cant touch the ground and she felt really insecure floating but before she went swimming she was really happy cos zhenny has dress her up for the swimming session see how happy she is in her swimming suit when she is out of the water, she smile real happy cos she back to human touch again and no more insecure feeling coming over her since now zhenny will be staying in spore for quite sometime. so it will be a good timming to let chelsie down the water as often as possible cos next year they wanna bring her over to redang and enjoy the sea well together with my small baby, hope they will have a enjoyable time

Finally i have my own digital camera and its a gift from my 2 dear sisters they bought me a camera which i can use for my newborn baby and for everything and anything which i wanna capture this camera has lots of function which i haven explore yet and waiting for my big baby to explore with this new camera, i can take anything i wan and next yr to redang, i can take more beautiful pictures woohoo

Everyday i can feel my baby kicking me and even when im working then only time i dont feel is when im sleeping but still i dont sleep well cos tummy to heavy to move freely being pregnant is really tired and due to insufficient sleep, one gets tired easily and somemore i have to work and come home still have to clear all the mess created by everyday-only-knows-how-to-mess-up-the-house wish i can move out asap and stop seeing him forever even though he's my brother but since he only treat us as a maid then what for we treat him so good i have enough of all the selfishness and smelly house i have live for 5yrs and i know its time to put down this burden with my big & small baby with me, its time to start our own family

We celebrate wee bdae by having steamboat at home and he cook curry vege for us after his work, we went to buy all the ingredients for dinner and its been a long time since we have steamboat so xiao liang, fenny & pinky with her 2 bao bei also came to celebrate with him and he has held Jowell for the 1st time its time for him to learn how to carry a baby cos his baby will be due in 3mths time we also bought him a cake but he dont eat cake thats why we eat on behalf of him... hahaha we all long to eat cake and we bought a nutella cake from polar which taste really good where its full of choco though its not a grand celebration but he's happy to have so many ppl around him and enjoying together next year, he will have his son to celebrate with him

This year Christmas, nounours family is coming back to celebrate with us and we are having a party at mum there with all our relatives next year, we hope to go over to nini house for xmas cos its snowing over there we can have a real cold christmas with all the snow outside filling up the road and making the trees white i have never seen real snow and not to say stay in cold country cos im scare of cold and cold weather makes me wanna hibernate but inside nini house should be warm enough to keep me awake.. woohooo this year christmas, we are having potluck and that means i have to prepare a dish to bring over to mum place for everyone and so does the rest thinking of making meatball which can taste like Ikea meatball but still have to wait till nini come back so nini, when you come back we have to prepare the meatball dish okay... unless u wan to make ur tiramisu again omg i miss the tiramisu but i cant eat now cos of the coffee & alcohol... haiz.. next year bah...

Yeah we are back from the 4days 3nights trip in KL and its a tiring trip for everyone cos everyday we are out in the city shopping and sight seeing this time we stay at "The Zon" hotel near the Twin Tower and the 1st day we reach, we went for shopping spree but hardly see anything we like cos its almost the same as Orchard nothing special and we before we went back the hotel, we bought alot of food back to hotel and cook cos we have a small kitchen, living room & a dinning room our suite is a 2 bedroom suite as Michael family is staying in 1 room and we 3 (me, wee & xiao di) in another room I wanted to take alot of photos but these 2 are the 1st & last as the battery is faulty therefore all the photos available are with Michael and we can only view cam as wee has brought it along this trip but haven upload yet this trip we have spend alot on eating and hardly on shopping we bring the kids around KL and we went to the France village which is on another hill away fr...

Now i really hate to go work cos of the new manager he said he has his own way of working and expect us to listen or do his way (might as well get a dog and work for him) for instant, recently he said we cant use the toilet which is near to us as that is for guest use and have to use the staff toilet which is far away from us we are so busy and when we need toilet we still need to walk so far we hardly got any guest coming and even if we have, we didn't dirty the toilet and still maintenance the cleanliness so why should we use the toilet that's so far away from us when he came, he start implement things for the GM to see that he is good at something and to let the GM think that he is busy, he makes my colleague busy by asking her to find quotation and keep finding and until now, not even one thing was confirm and my colleague have to find the quotation everyday is a torture for us cos we are being watched from behind well he likes to "observe" us the way we work and ...

These 2 weeks, I can feel my baby moving inside me and though he's not kicking me but sometimes i really dun feel good cos i cant move my body so often tummy getting bigger day by day and heavier too now is only half way to delivery and my tummy looks so big already maybe i should cut down eating and do lots of exercise but working is already so tired and having to do exercise after work is really going to tire me out i will still try to do the yoga as often as possible though its not so easy for me cos my bones are all stiff eversince im pregnant as i hardly jump and run cos I CANNOT! its a torture for me not to move so much and getting all the fats around me makes me sian wonder how i can slim down after birth except breastfeeding anyway, 5 more months for me to enjoy this pregnancy and after giving birth, the real thing starts

Yesterday went for a detail scan at Thomson Medical Centre and found that my baby is no longer a ger doc said is a boy and we were so surprised cos my gynae told me that is a ger for the last scan and when we know is a boy, we cant believe it due to baby wee job, higher chance of getting a ger is more possible than a boy now a boy is here and we have to re-think of a name for him wanna call him Richie Lim but still pending as name are so important to a person trying to search for more boy names and compile to get a better one anyway, we are happy to have either boy or ger and i hope this boy wont be so naughty and make me angry so often

Last Sat attend my sec sch classmate wedding at Rasa Sentosa and meet all my old friends its been years since we met and we all used to hang out while we were young and every weekend, we will go to Kendy house and gather at his house for anything be it mahjong sessions, supper, movie, outing... anything that we want to do and anywhere we want to go but after graduated, everyone seems to be busy and have their own life and own work our coach, lau heng predict that we will all spread out but not so fast and he thought at least we can last together for more years but we are too fast basketball has brought us together and basketball has made us seperate too those were our golden times and our teenage hood memories still linger around us though we have not seen for so many years, but still we have lots to talk about and everyone has changed human do change and i wish them all the best

Yesterday is the new manager 1st day and my old manager has left on last Fri on the 1st day, he has already show us his power by telling us what he wants and how the way he work though we are to assist him but we are not to do his work cos his pay is thrice ours and why should we work more hard than him and do what he should do i dun like his character and i dun like him to stand so near me while talking in the office, no other man can stand so near and even my GM will also have a limit when talking to me 1st time i saw this manager, i dun like his face and i also believe how a man think will reflect on his face not that i despise this look but i know his mind isnt that good and have a cunning face too of cos, HR is always sly & cunning and though he has his way of doing things but dun we all have? just becos he take more money and we have to do according to his wish? i really wont respect his way of working and attitude 1st, he talk so soft and isnt like a man should be 2nd, he be...

but to the worse to better? They themselves know the best but most of the time, they have choosen the wrong route in this society sometimes, people think they are changing for a better future and in the process, they have missed out what they are better before they changed. they think they are changing to be a better person but in reality, they are just another victim of this society they bother how people look at them and to make other people think that they are good, they want to change their lifestyle and worst of all, they change their character change for a better character is of cos good but somehow they dun realise that they have change for the worse and to be fit into the society they want to live, they have given up their friendship maybe they dun even treat those friend as friend and rather take them as granted for usage once the value of the friend is gone, they are gone too they find a better friend whom they think this friend can fit into their world and they like being le...

GER!!! woohooo i can doll up my baby into a little princess and make her pretty pretty but actually ger or boy is still the same boy can be a hunk and ger can be a babe having a ger is what we have anticipate before the scan and we are looking forward to the arrival of this baby ger 5 more months to welcome her into this world and though we haven prepare much things or rather didnt prepare anything yet cos theres so many things to buy and just dunno where to start from but its still early to get prepare now and left the things in the room to collect dust when time is getting ripe, we will prepare

Eversince i started working, i have been busy at work busy doing all sort of things and im like doing shit work but things is getting better lately cos everything has settle down and has start to do account learning accounting makes me feel good cos i have been doing admin for so many years and admin is just like shit work all the small little things have to handle and accounts do only MONEY!!! wahahaha must more easier but alot of record to be done so my new edu resolution is to study accouting next year

see chelsie is so cute laugh until so brightly and happy jus now went for usual check up and my baby is growing well inside me now baby has start to form all body parts well and today i can see her spinal cord growing well but cant see the whole body clearly as her back is facing me and next scan i can see the sex of my baby now im taking more vitamins and DHA for baby brain and most important i have to take alot of fruits to cure my constipation hahahaa my morn sickness is almost gone and i dun feel so restless now but i feel so bloated everyday wan to fart also cannot and makes my stomach full of air i cant move so fast and have to slow motion and walk slowly if not i will feel breathless i dun eat so much now cos i have no time to rest while im workin and the only time i can rest is at night where i lay on my bed after dinner soon i will be a pig and get fats all around me but this is the only time when i can rest... after baby come out, i dun think i have enough time to rest but fi...

Sometimes i wonder why do we blog about our life online and let others see what we are doing and is it a way to let others know how we doing or some jus wan to let it out and vent all the feeling which they cant vent in reality is it a waste of time to do all this blog thing and instead of getting close to our love one but nowadays people are getting so used to technology and they cant live without computer its a new way to communicate with friends and relatives but somehow they have missed out the real fun in life which is human touch i still believe getting contact thru face to face is still a better way to communicate though it may face some problems but its the old method that works well this post is all about rubbish cos sun noon nothing to do all i can do is online and blog about some useless topic which makes me sleepy so its time for me to go rest now

I miss the time when we were in taiwan having all the funs and laughter though we always stay in hotel and watchin tv and playing stupid games to kill time for our laziness to go out and even having leg suana in the hotel toilet taiwan channels is always so exciting full of shows, movies and even porns but we hardly see porns cos its so awarkward so we watch movies and everytime we went back to the hotel, the 1st thing is to on the tv to see movies and this made us to stay in the hotel more than ever walking down the street in the morn, noon and night but not later than 10pm as its not safe for us to be on the street wandering around where all the "crockroaches" are out on the street i miss the weather and the night market where there are so many things to eat but i dun miss the smell of the smelly tou fu which can makes me vomit if i have a chance, i will go back taiwan again but to other city as taipei is jus like spore and only except the food

is finally over and my baby is fully grown with head, hands, legs and of cos body going into 2nd trimester now and yesterday went for another scan and its so cute when we saw that he is moving and playing inside, it seem so amazing and we are so happy baby is playing by him/herself and seem like keep jumping doc said baby is very active and we can see the baby sitting up and seems like wants to lay down but somehow it looks like playing just three weeks, the baby has grown so much and next week its time to go for a test for down syndrome though its not compulsory but its better to do a scan hope the baby is growing healthy

1st time in this office doing my blog today is really a free day no manager, no MD, no one to bother me to do work i do wat i like and rest as much as i could hardly had time to rest like today everyday is a busy day when my manager is around today is Friday!!! but after work im going home to sleep cos its been raining since morn and im have been feeling sleepy from morn people said, pregnant woman must stay happy, but how am i going to stay happy with all the works and stress within me stress at work and home once again, the plague of the "not-happy-diease" is here to conquer me i felt not happy again or maybe i have never felt happy before i have long forgotten the feeling of being innocent and happy and indudge in love and freedom such feeling are gone away from me somemore crying spell is coming too and its making me crazy soon why do i have to suffer from all these mental torture

I wonder how long i can stay in the office my manager will be leaving in 2 months time and this company is not willing to confirm me to perm as they prefer to get a temp where its more cheaper now and do more things for now, take things at a step.. not many company would wants to hire a pregnant woman cos they scare to give them 3 months maternity leave stingy company makes them look bad though they can make up another reason but the main reason is still the leave which they think its not worth it when a woman becomes pregnant, no one wants to hire

This morn went for a scan and doc said my baby is growing well but the water lump still remains though it gets smaller by few mm only lately has been feeling pain in the abdominal and thats why today went for a safe check hope that water lump will goes off by itself everyday i have to drink so much water and go to the toilet so many times that makes me so tired i have to drink the rice water, bird nest, milk, water how many things i have to drink? thinking of drinking so many things, i still prefer plain water rather than bird nest im so used to drinking plain water and every now and then i have to drink different kind of drinks thinking of drinking milk makes me sick too i prefer choco milk but nurse said that will cause more constipation... haiz being pregnancy is really a tough task this cannot, that cannot, this must eat, that cannot eat i still got 8 more months to bear until i get my life back but i dun think i can get my freedom back anymore how noble a mother is? im still not s...

Today rest at home cos the thinking of going to work makes me sick and tired not the work makes me sick but the people in the office maybe im too anti-social to handle all these but i know i cant handle human cos those human expect alot from me and with all the rushing and limited time, makes me stress on time management. im not very good at time management but im trying hard to finish my work in time but its hard for me cos everytime when im doing something, another thing will crop up and she ask me to do its like never ending work where everything jus pile up for me to finish till night time i will never work till night time cos i dun think any company is worth my time i wonder how long i can tahan there when im always rushing work and making myself sick and pain

Finally its weekend again and tomorrow can sleep at least later than 7am since working, everyday is a tired day and faint on the bed before 11pm and sometimes at 10pm current job is really busy cos everything need to do by all myself and assist my manger in everything starting is always diffcult and tough and i hope my manager has patience to tolerate all my mistakes sometimes i wish i had all the time in the world to finish my work and before i realised time is running out, its 530pm last min rushing for the day work and i have to work overtime for 15 - 20 mins to finish it i dunno how long i can bear with it cos my manager is giving me stress lately with all the rushing work and with a gan cheong spider manager around, makes me pek chek cos the more she is gan cheong, the more she is rushin me i hope everything can be settle down asap if not i will be going crazy soon.

Zhenny & JB are taking Chelsie leaving tomorrow night to France and everyone is so sad and cant bear to leave the cute chelsie all these months of taking care of her makes everyone love her so much and though it is months but it seems like years together the most sad is my mum cos she has been taking care of her all the while and tomorrow is the night to part haiz.... im so sad too take care zhenny :(

On wed 27th June 2007, zhenny & JB held their wedding dinner at Fullerton and had invited all our relatives and their friends to their wedding though their friends are mostly overseas but local friends still available okay! its a 8 course meal with individual serving and the meal was ok on that day unlike the testing day where it was so fresh and delicious maybe too many people and they cant give the best on the actual day but overall everything is fine and hope everyone has a great night photos aint out yet and i hope to received asap

Yesterday is my 1st time OT until so late usually i on the dock go home but this new company, i have to work over time and though im being paid, but it seem impossible for me i dun do OT and now im starting work at 830am and its too early for me to wake up soon i will become panda carrying documents walking in the office up & down, here & there but this job is makes me feel happy cos i get to do so many things and i hardly stop to rest cos im too busy to stop we are always discussing what shall do and how shall we arrange i pretty like this job scope and makes me learn more things which can push me to a higher level with a higher pay money is all i work for now ($$_$$)

Today baby has drove me to work on my 1st day a job with no interview done and all liaise thru the job agent though its a temp to perm but i hope i can stay there longer cos they have nice environment and its a japan company with all the "san" & "na" 1st day there and i find myself in a deserted building with all the fallen leaves at the lobby, no guards, no receptionist until i went up, i finally see 2 person and they are the cleaners and the whole company are under renovation and everything is not set up yet but at least they have a toilet and pantry i got a nice manager and Japanese is always so courtesy and i have to always say yes yes yes and nod my hair though my manager is not a Japanese but her Japanese is fluent and she can talk to the managers in their language and i was there to listen only but haiz... cant understand a thing except Lynn San which means Ms. Lynn thats the thing i learnt today always call people with the name + san

Today is Duan Wu Jie and almost everyone will pray to the god or ancestor for blessing and celebrate this Zong Zi jie i have been eating ba zhang these few days and i have grown more fat! arghhh how to slim down before going to redang? who wans to exercise with me? june u shld be free now, can go exercise with me liao we can go play basketball cos its the fastest way to slim down

I miss the time we had in Taiwan with all the laughter, fun, shopping, eating left-over breads, playing dice, walking in the night, walking thru shop and smell the smelly dou fu, leg bath in hotel bathtub, playing mini mahjong, blanket party... so many things we 3 have done in Taiwan i can say those were the happiest time in my life i felt so relax and free from everything even though its a 6 days trip and most of the time we spent is in hotel watching movies, variety show, porn.. every channel u can find in taiwan i also enjoy taking mrt to different night market and we have even bought a bolster to sleep in hotel well thats really funny of us cos we 3 all get so used to sleep with a bolster and hotel doesnt provide us that and we have buy our own i also rem the time when we have breakfast by the road side eating mee sua & porridge going up to the Taipei 101 but only went to 98th floor to see the scenery and eating ice-cream which aint that really good but with discount given too ...

Today finally we have time to have dinner at plaza and serene has brought jing yi and another friend from malaysia, Moon we had dinner at cafe cartel and have a great time chatting over the tables and talked about computers and laptop so after dinner, we went to harvey norman to have a look at the laptop and we all love the pink color sony vaio but it will cost a bomb on us hmm today just had a simple dinner with old friends and thanks for wee wee to accompany me go dinner even though he is tired after working the whole day thanks baby

When can the world end? Can it come faster? I find it coming too slow

How do you define a Successful Man? Today i read an article about family and there's this rich man who had a successful business and has lots of money but the only thing he dont have in this world is a happy family well this guy is J Paul Getty he had 6 failed marriage and poor relationship with his children and though he is very rich but before he died, he had regrets. He said i hate and regret the failure of my marriages. I would gladly give all my millions for just one lasting marital success. Does that makes him the richest man or the poorest man in the world? A man without any love and all he had in his life is work & business A man that doesnt care about his family, his wife, his children and all he interested is his business and money well he is a very good example in this society where everyone only work towards money and neglect their family in a way that they thought by earning more money means having a happy family even if you have the whole mountain of gold, you wil...

Truly disappointed!! :(

My leg is getting pain now cos i have been standing up to do house chores and mop the floor until my back pain argh im getting so weak now ya maybe im getting old and doing all these thing makes me tired and pain i should have exercise more to prevent all these illness so my friend, who wants to exercise with me? we can go jogging, gym, swimming, roller blade, cycling, ice-skating or ?? what can you think of? not too tough for me okay? jus a relax exercise before going to redang on july think think think

shampoo from hair clinic

The world seem so small to everyone but when one is lost, it will make this world look so big cos no one know where to go lost in their own confusion, lost in their own greed, lost in their own lust, lost in their own reap i always believe what goes around come around everything happen for a reason be it retribution or merits given to you, life still sucks i really want to know why human must exist for what reason? coming into this world and enjoying the life or making us suffer in this world? some people might say what you reap is what you sow, but why must human live in such a way? whats the purpose of human or living things in here? people say god create human and human destroy the world then why in the 1st place god create human? why must there be god? haiz... no one has the ans and never will anyone know whats going on in this world

Sometimes i felt that im so taken for granted at home or rather the man in my house are lousy all these years i have been taking care of this house and i dun think i deserve any scoldings from anyone i hate ppl to vent their anger on me whether they are having a bad time or having their menopause when im feeling down or having pms i nvr did try to vent my anger on them and why should they do this to me? they have no rights to scold me cos all the while i have been taking all the stress myself and if im feeling down, i jus stay in my room and see no one not even going around venting my anger i felt that no one is up to my expectation even when i have expect the least from them none can! is my house feng shui so bad?

boy: im so sad lately ger: oh why? something happen again? boy: haiz.... ya.. ger: wat thing happen? boy: i dun understand why this kind of thing must happen 2 times to me ger: hmm... wat thing? boy: i hate my best friend in sch boy: why must our circle of friends always like that? what they think they are trying to prove? ger thinking what is going on ger: huh something happen to u and mi mi? boy: how u know is mi mi ger: guess only la.. tell me lei boy: haiz... something happen to her and cal just like u and cal ger: hmm wat thing? boy: rumor said that u can cal got ONS before ger: huh?? hahahhahahaha ger: me and cal? how can it be? boy: u swear? ger: ya i swear boy: then why he said u and him got things happen?? ger: i really dunno what makes him said that but i can ensure that all this is rubbish cos i haven seen him for yrs boy: haiz ger: if that's what he say then let him say lor... i dun really care what is going on between this circle of friends ger: everyone jus wants to b...

I love rainy days when I'm at home cos i can sleep when i like and enjoy the cooling air at home rather than in the office if it rains when I'm in the office, damn it! i will feel so sleepy and and cold cos office air-con is free and no matter how cold it is, they wont turn it off ya though I'm not working now but doesn't mean i dunno office environment okay! but rainy day can only come twice a week cos if it comes everyday then what am i going to wear? my clothes will not be dry wat a contradiction

Just to say thanks to june & xiao di for accompany me that night and though its only few hrs but its enough thanks for staying with me

Lately been so busy doing the new website at the http://mapleholiday.wordpress.com and hardly had time to do my own things i wanted to blog so many things previously but now i dunno what to blog some matters happened so long ago and i dun have the feeling to write about it but i will try to post recently happening things

Me & wee wee went to SAF Yacht Club and had took some photos of the clouds i wanted to take at the jetty but not really nice when we reach there too much difference from what i remember 4 yrs ago last time there aint so many ships around and i can clearly see the sky & sea form a line in between but now, many container ships around and making the sea look so messy but at least i get some photos at the yacht club haven seen so much grass for a long time in spore, there's hardly any grass land to view and all around us are high buildings and flats but still, redang has the best view i ever seen till now but might not be in future cos i will keep searching for more beautiful views

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Yesterday went for a part time job at Millenia Tower and its really a part time job i only have to work for 1.5 days which is yesterday half day and the next fri another full day my job is receptionist and its like im doing admin except that i have to meet people 1st luckily that place wasnt that strict and everyone is easy going plus not much people in the office as they have a company event and i was to replace the recept ger so my main job is TAKE THE CALL take the call and transfer to the receiver time doesnt pass very fast in the noon cos i had nothing much to do and i was waiting for the time to pass so while waiting to get off work, i keep going to the window and look at the scenery and the view is best i can view the whole ferris wheel, AYE, part of marina south, a big sea, sky, ships... pity that i didnt bring my camera along and had used my hp which isnt that clear

I'm really tired!

Jealousy makes one person crazy over something minor some people said the more jealous you are the more you love your partner but this rule doesnt applies to me the more i get jealous, the more i hate my partner reason is becos why my partner have to make me jealous? testing whether i care or not? trying to spite me with woman around him? all this is rubbish and the more i get jealous, the more i wan to leave ya maybe im running away from the reality but why do i have to face all the hurt? jealousy makes me sad, pain, hurt, cry and even rebellious all the negative points come to me at once but thru all the hurts i get, i have tried to take things easy rather than thinking why my partner has to do all these thing to hurt me im numb to the hurt and pain cos i know, no man is worth to be jealous

Today wee wee finally get his printer which he always wanted and the model is HP Photosmart C6180 a multi-function all-in-one printer with PC fax we went to Sim Lim Square to buy from xiao di friend working place and get a discount of 10 bucks nia better than nothing from now on.. i can scan all my photos inside woohooo

Today has another buffet for Chelsie as her dad has jus reached Spore this time buffet, we only invited my mum relatives to come cos the 1st buffet has invited my dad relatives this time is held at the function room and zhenny called for the Melrose buffet food wasnt bad but eatable anyway we were hungry and we help ourself to the food before the guest come and after we have finish, no guest come cos its raining very heavy but around 1pm, the 1st guest to reached is my er jiu and his family fatherly love almost everyone came and they were having lots of fun kids were swimming though its abit cold after raining aunties were gossiping uncles are walking around after buffet, mum cooked the "glutinous rice" for dinner and everyone was eating so happily