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I feel lousy

Today suppose to be a happy day for me cos ITS FRIDAY
but... today after lunch and back to hell
so many mistake made at work
make my colleauge angry
i cant take it and break down
i dunno why im stress so easily

not becos too many things to do
but when things happen
they didnt think why i have so many mistakes
they think i can cos they can

they never think i have no experience in this line and all the while im in marketing
now to legal... how to change so fast?

marketing is so much easy and flexible
now handling legal and admin stuffs makes lousy
cos im not good
cos i have never done so detail legal
cos i have never done so detail documents to big clients
cos IM LOUSY!

im starting to lose confidence in myself and in my work
i cant work fast like them
my memory isnt that good like them
my english isnt that best like them

i cant find what is good about me

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