Love . Trust . Appreciate .

had a very very last min BBQ at mum house when someone suggested to have korean food omg i dunno who suggest it and i went there with pinky family took some pics over there and everyone is happy that night everyone is laughing and joking though time was short but still it was fulfilling i dun think a longer time spend will make a family more happy at least this way everyone treasure the time spent ok 1st pic is ah yi, ah ger & my fatty auntie at behind we crappy gers are always up to something no good when gather around we jus wan to take our tummy and show what a big tummy we all have cos pinky tummy is so big woohoo im eating my sweet corn and zhenny wans to take my pic so im posing an ugly pose for her these 2 bo liao wan to take those old time pics where each of them cant touch each other and cant smile too well mum & uncle is in the part too hahahahaha ok each of us will have a personal shoot fenny is always behind doing some crappy things sticking the hotdog at zhenny ear...

Suddenly i realised that i dun have a home all i have is a place to stay which call "house" jus an empty house with no warmth everything change when i move out when im 16 my life changed people around me changed i changed they changed everything is so much complicated than last time i miss the times when we sister went down to play and always come reach home at 7pm to have dinner and watch tv those were the days where happy times flies never a day we find it boring everyday trying to find something interesting things to do and run around and mix with others kids even when there's nothing much to do we would find it exciting too cos playing is all we want so much things to play now we have all grown up and everyone is busy with their own things and since we have all lived apart, there's not much time to be together like last time but the bond is still there jus that im alone at home and no one to make me happy and talk to me when im down this house feel so cold this ho...

some pics taken before i went taipei this 2 always make funny faces when camera is on running away from camera?? ah ger is shy hahahahaha oh my gosh... y is ah ger leg open?? hahahahahaha i dunno what happen.. lastly she show her "neh neh bo bo" face to fen

well isnt that sound so right? thats what im have been telling myself from last time i dun think there's no solution to any problem no matter minor or major problems there will always be a way out to solve it people always said there's nothing he/she can do thats the problem with them it all depends on one whether they wan to make it happen or running away from reality many people choose to run away rather than to solve it well im one of the people who choose to run away sometimes it has to have alot of courage to make a decision which could change ur whole life and sometimes it might even change other lifes too but no matter what decision i made i shall have no regrets to whatever the consequences is cos i know its me who have make this decisions and i know im the one who are responsible for everything that happen well i dun really care what others might said behind me or infront of me so long i know whats going on and thats none of others business i dun have to report to othe...

Had a look at my previous blog and realised that so many things had happen in jus 8 months started my 1st post on 25th Aug 2004 and ended on 30th March 2005 8 months of post are all about me & sheng da problems many times i'm jus waiting for him at home and im like those mistress where the man can come only when he's free the only things i can do is wait wait for him to come look for me wait for him to call me wait for him to care me wait for him think of me wait for him to miss everytime everything i jus have to wait waiting has become a routine in my life waiting has train my patience towards him waiting has become a torture for me too i am a impatient ger and the most i hate is to wait waiting makes me crazy waiting makes me boring waiting makes me angry waiting makes me lose my sense most of the time i only get to see once a week and that once is only 2hours 2 hours a week to get to see him is this call together or jus friend friend only not that he's busy working ...

now im blogging like once a week as its more difficult for me to blog in office cos im leaving soon and there's many things to finish damn it nvm after 30th June i have plenty of time to blog wat i wan and i have my own free time to run around woohoo im leaving in 3 weeks time.. omg still such a long way to go

躲避不一定躲得过 面对不一定最难受 孤单不一定不快乐 得到不一定能长久 失去不一定不再有 转身不一定最软弱 别急着说别无选择 别以为世上只有对与错 许多事情的答案不是只有一个 所以我们永远有路可以走 你能找个理由难过 也可以找个理由开心 懂得放心的人, 找到轻松 懂得遗忘的人, 找到自由 懂得关怀的人, 找到朋友

im so so tired in office now i jus wan to sleep a good long sleep *yawnnnnnn

Saw my frd nick in msn " 不想相遇的原因是 因为害怕离别的那一刻" (If you cant see pls set to uni code from the encoding from "View") The reason for not meeting you is becos Im scare of departing moments though i cant traslate well to English but u shld know what does that means rite when i saw this message suddenly i have so much emotion to be bought out from my inner self its been a long time since i have this feeling becos scare of losing you in the end, thats why most of the time running away from the fact that this moment will come sometimes its hard to accept the moment when love have to be apart