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Your dating personality profile: Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess. You care about the stuff of like that really matters. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Your date match profile: Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Your Top Ten Traits 1. Sensual 2. Practical 3. Liberal 4. Big-Hearted 5. Wealthy/Ambitious...

from the polaris (shld be spelled like this bah.. me not sure) camera which is the instant neo card.. woohoo i love this cos its so cute with those hello kitty design as the border.. here are some pics taken on the wedding... yeah before the bridegroom come taken at groom hse and is taken by ting ting.. its sot cramp and all becos she took the wrong side.. can be taken at the horizontal but she took it vertical.. making us co cramp.. isnt her nite gown is nice? we both look so white that nite.. wonder y it look so crooked? cos we are both drunk and still wanna take pics hahahaha taken inside the car too drunk to make it straight..

yeah yesterdae is pinky wedding and its was so rush and i was busy the whole day preparing things for her and helping her to pack things and whatever she wans early morn wake up at 715 and bath and makeup... when im working i didnt even wake up so early.. fenny call me at 7am but im too tired and very sleepy.. wanna sleep somemore then mum call me at 715 and ask me wake up and bath.. ya thats when i finally wake up and bath fenny came over and ask me to help her makeup but she only put blusher and lip gross.. didnt put any foundation cos she said dun wan to have more pimples as in the noon will be hot and sweating reach there and everyone was getting exciting.. so many gers inside the room and all the sister had reach except me & fen.. still dilly dally there.. ya my fault cos i very tired and didnt wanna wake up so all had prepared and wait for Anderson to come and fetch the bride.. before he come in, we sister have 3 test for him to handle and he had to do all the task.. too trou...

to Singapore later for transit to Aus woohoo she will reach spore at 430 and we (me & kitty) going to meet her at airport from 630 to 9pm.. wat a short time she got to leave at 11pm and got to check in 9pm.. haiz only 2.5hrs to meet up.. its really been a long long time since we three gather and i miss the secondary sch days... OMG wish i can go back to sec 1 me & kitty are so excited to meet up with widia and we keep talking abt it ytd and today in Skype ... hahahaha its going to be 6pm soon.. yeah in 3 hrs and 37mins widia widia widia widia widia

is tml and fenny suggest to give her a watch i dunno what watch she going to give but i know it cost 199 bucks this mth seem to be so happening and jus last week its ah gong bdae and the week before is pinky mum bdae... ohh oct is always full of ppl bdae... still plus pinky wedding.. woohoo so many good things happen.. but haiz zhenny is not here with us...

on this coming sat and Im not even mentally prepared for everything thats going to happen on that day I know im jus the bridemaid and dun really need to do anything much but still im dilly dally in my own world and even for the morn dress i haven even got the right dress.. still choosing in my own pace where the wedding will be held in 3 days time ohh come mon WAKE UP LYNN!!! its time to get excited and getting crappy about everything.. stop dreaming and wake up ur ideas! Im jus not getting anxious about everything & anything that involve me Im not anxious about my exam and practical test and i haven had enough practise in the circuit where my TP is less than a month to come ohh god even worse is my business practise exam.. nothing is revised and nothing goes to my head and i have no mood to study.. all i think of is play play play.. and sleep sleep sleep i wanna sleep and play whole day.. well thats my dream.. a unrealistic dream where i can only day dream.. DAMN IT!

for the new colleague "Jarvis Chong" Remember the post which i said about this new guy and im super piss off by his attitude woohoo he's leaving and today is his last day at work.. im not happy nor sad that he's leaving but at least we can have new member coming in when he's gone.. hope the next temp staff wont be so blur and attitude problem like him gosh.. if another were to be like him... im surely going to vomit blood and think it shld be my turn to leave soon.. These 3 mths our office with him around, is the same like usual days where we dun have temp staff and no new member.. cos he is too quiet and didnt mix around with us he's too weird and shy? haiz me jus cant click with this type of ppl.. too introvert le.. im oso shy (only at the begining hahahah) and need someone to warm me up.. hope the next staff would be a ger.. at least im more comfortable with a ger in the office

going on in blogosphere Its all about handicap toilets being use by abled people when there are physically disable people in the handicap toilet It begins from XX blog and now to PT blog about this handicap toilet issue when xx was boring at home and she shared her bro experience on the blog Its been spreading fast and many people are targeting on XX now due to the handicap toilet which was comment by PT and after PT, more and more people comments on this too From my point of view, its all about give and take and some consideration to those handicap person But what i really cannot stand is people are commenting that abled people are not suppose to use handicap and only physically disable people are accessable and only they have the rights to use it i really have to disagree to it as i oso use those handicap toilets when no one is inside and no quee of physically disable people waiting to go in even if there are really any physically disable people who wans to use the toilet then of c...

so KPO?? This morn when me & bao bei were on our way to work via AYE and suddenly traffic becomes very slow Bao bei said might be having accident in front and the truth is really accident in front of us BUT ITS AT THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF OUR LANE AND WHY SHOULD THE DRIVERS AT THE OPPOSITE OF THE ACCIDENT AREA STOP AND LOOK AT WHATS HAPPENING?? MAKING THE TRAFFIC SLOW AND WASTE PEOPLE TIME? I really cant understand whats there to see.. are they trying to see the car plate number and buy 4D & Toto? kaoz.. its nothing unusual when accident happen and still people stop and kpo here and there Unless its a plane crash with a car and mayb its more worth to stop and have a look or mayb a ship on a road is more interesting rite?? I really dun understand whats their mentality towards all this "something to KPO incidents" Are they really so curious to know what happen to the driver or what happen to the car? Or rather how did it happen? Since it had already happened and whats there...

weekend ah wei is sick and didnt get to go anywhere except staying at home unleashing against the evils at Diablo 2 ya me and bao bei bz playing diablo 2 on sat nite and its been a long time since i didnt sleep on sat noon cos last sat stay up and do all the hse chores.. really tired after vacumin & moppin the floor which hasnt been mopped for dunno how long and i really felt disgust anyway when im doing the chores, bao bei was conquering diablo the whole noon and well.. now he is on par with me and we are at the same level le hahahahahaha getting more and more excited le cos we are going to finish our quest soon but haiz still got alot of stages to be completed total stages of 5 but now we only at stage 2.. still a long way to go.. and after each stage, the evil becomes more and more powerful and more difficult to conquer... going to have insufficient sleep for the next few weeks yesterdae evening our whole relative celebrates ah gong bdae at sembawang park with so many kid...

is very sick these 2 days he is having fever and a bad sore throat caused by dunno what.. mayb is too heaty bah now even when he is swallow anything even drinks, his throat hurts like hell he has a total 4 days MC which he claim from thur and today... ya he cant talk much as his throat hurts very bad and woohooo at last i got peace in my ears.. hahahhahaa finally he is quiet..

suddenly and i dunno what happen my mood swing is getting pretty bad lately sometimes extremely good and sometimes extremely bad im trying to control my emotion as much as i could when im really down and really pek chek but u know its hard when i have such a good bf whom is there for me to be kicked and slamed hahahahaa yes its my bao bei... these few weeks ive been showing him attitude and sorts of irritated by him but he still there for me and didnt even show me attitude when im really pissed off thanks bao bei for all the forgiving and understanding but dun worry... there's more to come in future hahahahahhaa

only there are "IF" in this world If only we knew what is going to happen in the future our choices made will be more appropriate If only there are IF i wouldnt have been here i wouldnt be siting here and looking at the pc for the whole day If only i know i wouldnt be writing all these rubbish now!

Why must human only be super emotional when they are down and when unpredictable things happen? Why cant i be more sensitive to other ppl feelings and thoughts? I admit i always live in my own world and i seldom ever anticipate in anyone feelings on their trouble unless which i have been thru those experience But even when i have been thru, i oso forget how it feels like and the hurt i get is so vivid.. i really cant recall what exactly the hurt or feelings i had previously Am i really becoming more cold blooded? or am i jus avoiding the possibility of hurt that i might get again in the future? Yes sometimes i do escape from reality and only when i dunno how to imply the correct tactics to certain problems.. i know this tactics works but i cant do it.. i will be hurting another ppl feelings.. damn it why shld i care so much? Why cant i be more selfish and at least im happy in a way or another and less responsibility to shoulder.. im tired now and i really hope to sleep forever.. good n...

[If I were a month I would be] -- December [If I were a day of the week I would be] -- Friday [If I were a time of day I would be] -- 5pm [If I were a planet I would be] -- dunno got wat planet [If I were a sea animal I would be] -- Nemo (wanna being cuddle in nemo hse) [If I were a direction I would be] -- open direction [If I were a sin I would be] -- sluty bitch [If I were a liquid I would be] -- water [If I were a tree I would be] -- maple tree [If I were a bird I would be] -- seagull [If I were a tool I would be] -- keys [If I were a flower I would be] -- sunflower [If I were a kind of weather I would be] -- sunny [If I were a musical instrument, I would be] -- piano [If I were an animal, I would be] -- pig (sleep & eat only) [If I were a color, I would be] -- white [If I were an emotion, I would be] -- crappy [If I were a vegetable, I would be] -- tomato [If I were a song, I would be] -- hao xiang ni by wang li hong [If I were a movie I would be] -- That night [If I were a bo...

lately been playing Diablo 2 and takes up alot of me & bao bei time at home when there is no outing at nite and i will stay at home and slash those all sizes of creatures and get unique magical weapons, amour, shield, boots, gems and conquer stages of quests woohooo i love this game and its my 2nd time playing Diablo 2 and im still hooked to it.. gosh this is jus a curse from Blizzard... bao bei is hooked onto this game too and he play even more than me.. jia liat.. *haiz now he got something to make him busy at home le.. ahahahahhaa and everyday if got time he will play his Druid and get as many money, blood, mana and chips as possible.. ya he is more kiasu than me hahahahahhaa... fenny asked why im so kiasu to have all the bloods and mana in my safe which im planning to stock up for my next Act but bao bei had even more than me hahahahahhaa omg me & bao bei will be staying at home more often to unleash the evil in our pc hahahaha but the main reason is becos im going to h...

yeah yesterdae went to the new marina square (extension named as centre stage) and shop with bao bei me bought a pair of shoe and bao bei bought a pink color shirt for work pink color is so sweet woohooo i love pink pink pink my shoe is also pink and cost me ...... 60 bucks so ex but still it match my leg hahahhaa.. goes well with skirt or mini skirts went to Zola and try a dress for pinky wedding but didnt bought it.. i love the dress so much and it really suit me but the price is also very nice and super ex for me.. its 230 bucks and i really cant bear to buy it.. haiz i hate poverty.. i wanna be rich.. i wanna do alot of things.. ohh god help me.. make a pile of money appear in front me.. woohoo then i can go study and dun need to work while study hahahahaa

on sunday morn cos i can sleep until very late and its too comfy for me to wake up to do anything on sun well sun suppose to be sunny day but sometimes for a change is good yesterdae morn sleep until like pig in the morn cos its raining and so cold and woohoo i love the weather.. cold outside and warmth inside my blanket.. i love to hide inside my blanket and curl up like a ball hahahahaha what a nice weather to sleep on my off day...

This morn received a photo from Lilian and its her wedding photo with ah fei doesnt matter whether if u know or dunno them but anyway i jus wan to post their photos up see dun they look so blessed? so happy? Their wedding is on the 19th Nov and I will be her sister that day provided i can take leave. Im going to be bridemaid for pinky wedding and sister for lilian wedding. Myth - cannnot be bridemaid for more than 3 times or else will be left on shelf. is this true?? omg.. hope its not.. im sooo soooo soooo afraid to be old maid. I wanna have my family and my kids.. but not now la.. still haven enjoy enough the freedom of no burden. not trying to say kids are burden but the truth is.. though its a joy to family but expenses and cost of having a baby is too huge for me now.. im not prepared to have babies.. mayb 5 years later bah.. woohoo

yeah here's another one erm dunno its true anot but i know im aint a bad gf ok alright except for some unreasonable and mood swing hahaha You're a Good GF! As long as you keep the green-eyed monster in check, you're a good GF that most guys would be lucky to snag. You're fun, smart and sensitive - a perfect balance.

Pretty interesting quiz found at IDO Singapore Go take the test and find out what animal are u... good luck http://www.thesite.org/flash/animal/animalquiz.html ok Im a SWAN and here's the analysis Very committed, you know how to treat your partner well. You look after their best interests and have complete respect for them. Easy going, you like to be sociable but enjoy your partner's company. You're at your happiest when tucked up in bed with your loved one. You prefer sensual, sexy love making rather than a quick romp, that's the only way to find true pleasure and reach sexual nirvana!

to ur 1st decision, what do you think who u are now? what would you choose to change? Change the way u look now? Change the lifestlye u have now? Change the way u behave now? Change the way ur thinking is? or rather change the environment u have now? There are so many things i wanna change but i know its impossible If decisions made can have 2nd chance I believe I can have a more beautiful future and present I'm always looking for challenges and always learn thru the hard way why cant i learn in a proper way? I'm tired of all the trial and errors It's jus too much for me and i really dun wan to shoulder it anymore I know i can do it but why should i do it? For someone who wont be in my future? For someone who is in my present? Love is always so complicated If everything can be simple as ABC Then dun u think how beautiful this world can be??

It hurts me to realise that I'm not the only one in ur heart It hurts me to realise that I've been such a fool It hurts me to realise something which I never should It hurts me to realise that you are not the one for me It hurts me to realise that all these while, everything is only pretence It hurts me to see someone with a mask everyday It hurts me when you are hiding something from me It hurts me when everything u said is all LIES It hurts me when I know the truth It hurts me when I know I have to let u go now

at east coast pit 1 last nite with bao bei , ah wei and cai ling our last min BBQ and everything was bought from IMM Giant .. last nite after dinner at mum hse , went to IMM to meet ah wei & cai ling to buy food and things for the BBQ purchase everything in 1 hour and bring my doggy go walk walk too.. last nite was really tired and fun.. doggy was so happy and keep running around.. and reach home he was so tired and let me trim his fur where as usual he would be running away but last nite he jus rest on the floor and let me trim.. Reach ECP and after fire was set up, i went blading alone and 3 of them BBQing themself and eating happily with those sauages, nuggets, chicken joints and satay dancing on the wire mesh (i didnt get to eat any satay last nite sob sob) wanna buy prawns but no more stocks le.. haiz sian ar.. last min shopping is always rushing and out of stocks.. but anyway last nite still got enough time to get what we wan except the fresh prawns its so fun to have m...

yesh yesh i finally got the ans... ok due to some cheating when i view the forums.. not actually thinking on my own.. im jus too tired to think and eyes going to close whenever i think of what is happening.. but i still cant say.. anyone interested go and find out urself..

something make me so tight up today and its a game! damn it... i cant seem to find any ans to it.. read this http://www.borrett.id.au/computing/petals-frat.htm before u play them game cos its really complicated as there's a formulated to get the ans. after reading, proceed to play the game http://www.borrett.id.au/computing/petals-j.htm and TELL ME THE ANS OK!! IM STUCK AT THIS COS I JUS CANT SEEM TO CATCH THE PATTERN anyway the greatest hint for this game is PEDAL AROUND THE ROSE

is coming very fast and jus few months ago im still saying "there's a long way to go" but now its less than a month and i haven get ready my dress, my shoe, my necklace and everything ya im not the bride so dun need so doll up... but im the sister ok! her bride maid.. someone who will always be beside her that day and if im accidentially being shot by the clumsy photographer then of cos i have to look in my best rite?? hahahahha so that he can hire me to be his model hahahhaha... omg im thinking too much le.. anyway on her wedding, Anderson (pinky husband) have to go thru 3 pranks test to get his wife and some more give us "Ang bao" hahahahah woohoo.. er jie (my cousin) said wanna let the bros go thru thick & thin with anderson before getting the bride we are all thinking of what test we could give and dun worry.. sure going to be fun that day cos er jie is unlimited.. unless the elders keep hinder us hahahhahaa

on November OMG i got my Business Practice (BP) exam on the 17th and Practical Test on 24 I cant afford to fail this BP cos its my last chance.. if i fail i have to retake all the subjects and thats 5 in total.. 5 subjects = 500 bucks! im so tired and im stress over exam.. i hate to study theory.. i hate to study myself where i have to read the books.. i hate exam when i dunno anything.. i hate myself for being so lazy.. damn it.. haiz dun say liao.. go study my BP now.. stress stress stress

Days when I always took MRT to work in the morn, I'm always in the same LRT & MRT with this guy.. let's name him Joseph (cos i like guy with this name) Joseph looks like chinese to me all the while cos he's really fair and the features he has is like a chinese (im not saying malays cannot look like chinese and vice versa) but one day i saw him reading malay magazine and now i dunno what race is he He's fair with the features of those "guai guai" boy looks but on the other side, he still have those flirting eyes which i always avoid *giggles* opps Many times when he look over to my side and i would jus stare straight and not looking directly at him cos i will be super nervous if our eyes exchange Anyway our eyes seldom met and sometimes i would jus look out for him if he's on the same train as me but only when im early enough to meet him.. cos his time is always around the same but im always late for the train and thats why i have no chance of meeting...

DONE! yup finally the create-post page is done and all back to normal.. woohoo see its nicely done layout makes me wanna write more and more im back to blogging... yeah yeah.. Mood ~ happy & glad

cheat on their partners even though their partners are beautiful?? an article on this really is worth to make "kang" & "bu" to consider what is going on in this damn complicated world *following article is extracted from URBAN September 29 2005 (with some of my views) Rachel has a face which stands out in the crowd and beside her good looks, she has a "perfect" husband Tall, handsome and charismatic... a retail manager somemore.. well unfailingly devoted to his wife of three years.. as it seem so 4 months ago, Rachel was searching a document on their shared pc at home and she stumbled upon an intimate photos of him and another woman She confront him and he did admit to have an affair with a colleague last year.. according to him, its was a "heat-of-the-moment-fling" which last less than a month What the man said was "I couldnt help myself. She literally threw herself at me. I think any man would have responded in the same way I did....

fed up with blogger create post section so many days had passed and still the same nothing was done to make me happy and nothing was done to make things right even when i have sent email to blogger support and ask them to rectify for me but all they keep asking me to clear my cache damn sian of seeing the stupid layout in the editor

jus now received a link about a famous Japanese man who can do magic and same like those street magic heres the ah pek http://images2.jokaroo.net/videos/grandpajapan.wmv

last week dinner at mum hse and took some pics with bao bei so long didnt post any pics cos pretty bz lately and lazy to on pc too..

something werid is happening to my blog and i dunno whether if u are experiencing it too its the posting page where everything goes wrong every icon on the posting is on the left and its vertical down and not the usual horizontal toolbar something wrong with my template??