woohooo today is me & bao bei 3 mths... hmm though its peanuts to all my previous relations and still a long way to go.. but i did learnt alot of things from every relations.. there are times when one needs to be understanding, patient, caring, sweet, loving, and most of all is TRUST...
i can have everythin except this TRUST... trust in man had made me restrained from alot of things and thoughts.. i have no trust in man anymore... i know if a relations without trust, it will burst sooner or later...
phobia of hurts & lies given by many people had made me realised that everyone in this world LIE. even a small lie can lead to somethin big and fatal...
along the years... im gettin more immune to hurt & lie... never place my highest hopes in any thing and anyone.. disappointment i get from my love ones are the worse... sometimes i forget to restrain myself from placing so much & so high hopes in them and all i get is hurt again & again.. is it really so difficult to have someone whom never wear mask infront of me???? and others???
im tired of all the refresh & server error... gettin to know someone new is a very hard thing and its a very tiring thing for me.. me aint a very observant, detail person and understandin someone is so much difficult.. even now im still tryin to understand my old friends...
haiz
wat i wanted to say today is.... i have posted a letter to bao bei 2 days ago.. hmm shld be reached by last nite... address to him to his house... omg hahahahhahaha dunno how he would reacted when he received... its a letter for our 3 mths hahahahhaa
the only thing i fear is undelivered mails.. jia liat.. me nvr put my add behind.. hope he received tonight when we go back... wooohooo cant wait to see his happy face hahahahahhaha...
i can have everythin except this TRUST... trust in man had made me restrained from alot of things and thoughts.. i have no trust in man anymore... i know if a relations without trust, it will burst sooner or later...
phobia of hurts & lies given by many people had made me realised that everyone in this world LIE. even a small lie can lead to somethin big and fatal...
along the years... im gettin more immune to hurt & lie... never place my highest hopes in any thing and anyone.. disappointment i get from my love ones are the worse... sometimes i forget to restrain myself from placing so much & so high hopes in them and all i get is hurt again & again.. is it really so difficult to have someone whom never wear mask infront of me???? and others???
im tired of all the refresh & server error... gettin to know someone new is a very hard thing and its a very tiring thing for me.. me aint a very observant, detail person and understandin someone is so much difficult.. even now im still tryin to understand my old friends...
haiz
wat i wanted to say today is.... i have posted a letter to bao bei 2 days ago.. hmm shld be reached by last nite... address to him to his house... omg hahahahhahaha dunno how he would reacted when he received... its a letter for our 3 mths hahahahhaa
the only thing i fear is undelivered mails.. jia liat.. me nvr put my add behind.. hope he received tonight when we go back... wooohooo cant wait to see his happy face hahahahahhaha...
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