Love . Trust . Appreciate .

woohoo later meeting june for dinner at lot 1... long time didnt meet up at lot 1 le.. dunno y suddenly everyone is bz.. hmm?? but im so tired & sleepy now.. wanna go home sleep.. *yawn*... my office are so cold and i hate it.. damn.. makes me so cold and sleepy.. no mood to work.. jus wanna rest and laze infront of my pc.. anyway my hse pc has recover.. woohoo all thanks to bao bei.. he helped me call the singnet ppl and help me configure the settings.. *muackssssss* sorry to trouble u always but ermmm cant blame me la.. i didnt do anythin and the settings jus run away.. bengz.. haiz so tired now... no mood to blog now.. bish!!

These 2 days has been raining from morn till nite and whole was jus so cool... great i like this weather.. wooohooo but wrong time and wrong place.. its either raining in the morn when i was about to wake up or raining while im in office.. I FELT SO SLEEPY I WANNA GO HOME AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!! damn it.. sun morn never had rained when i got the off day.. kaoz.. im tired, im sleepy and i jus wan to sleep now.. feeling irritating when i have insufficient beauty sleep.. last nite didnt sleep very late but jus cant fall asleep.. my body was tired but my mind still working.. dunno wat am i thinkin of oso.. lately seem so blur blur and in a hack care mood again.. is the weather making me feel so moody and sleepy? or am i having some wild thoughts again?? damn it.. i oso dunno jus wan to be alone and sleep whole day.. sleep like the bear hahahahhaa woohoo.. sleep thru the season.. *yawn with some tears along* omg i hope i can go home and sleep now.. i wan bear hug hug.. and muack muack to p...

Sat nite had a majong session in my house but me didnt play any rounds cos im bz playing my host to June, Kitty & Jack and uncle wei.. ask them come over to my house and play majong while i was playing with my pc.. hmm bao bei wasnt happy tat i didnt play majong when i was the one to jio wor.. tat nite my room was very "warm" due to hot air being given out by them hahahahhaa.. okok due to my small fan and spolit air-con.. my air-con was out of gas *sob* but anyway, they jus play from 11pm till 2am and after that all went home le.. sorry to June tat u have to go home urself.. i tot u will take cab home but jus found out today tat u walk home.. haiz have to save meh.. so dangerous u know.. my hse to ur hse not very far but very dangerous cos all the dark shadow pavement down the road.. if anythin happens to u then how am i going to answer to ur mummy.. next time pls don walk home in the middle of the night hor.. yeah me bought a phone on sat noon and hahahhahaha i will uplo...

*listening to YES 933 - Rooftop* listening to 933 and msn ah wei & dolph... haiz sat morn really dun feel like workin.. half day come office for wat sia?? cant all company change to 5 days work? kaoz... I WANNA GO HOME SLEEP NOW NOW NOW sick and tired of working here... damn it.. someone pls help and save me from all my sufferings... hmm actually i dun think im suffering... im having a better life now cos bao bei pig butt is with me and making me happy everyday.. always make me laugh and only wan me to be happy.. thanks bao bei.. i dun denied that u are truly good to me now and i hope we can stay this way forever.. i hope ur love for me can be constant or better still deeper.. deeper than the universal.. hahahahhaa its jus like a no ending hole (wu di tong - by Tanya) hahahahaa.. if thats possible.. anyway all these things cant be said so early.. nothing is absolutely right.. but bao bei.. i jus wanna thanks u.. for all the things u have done for me... muack muack..

Wooohooo received some news about the AES gathering on 3rd sept and well i have decided to organise BBQ... yeah... We shall have BBQ at xiao chen hse and party till wee hrs.. ba la ba ba ba.. i shall prepare different kinds of food and most important BEERS cum ALCOHOL... this class is bunch of drinkers and the amount of beer they drink is super high. Last xmas party we have 6 cartons of beer, 1 bottle of baileys, 1 martell, 1 vodka. Number of drinkers - around 15 pax. OMG last xmas most of them was damn drunk but heng im the host and bz entertainin different ppl here and there... so didnt get to drink much as my excuse is "okok brb i go there awhile" hahahahhahaa damn it.. last year i prepare so many food but none had been eaten by me. haiz too bz entertainin ppl here and there.. this xmas shall be celebrate at mum hse with either dinner or BBQ plus the compulsory program - GIFTS EXCHANGE wooohooo.... i love gifts exchange the most.. gettin surprise and curious of wat gift i...

Thur lo... another week gonna over soon. woohoooo... weekend is back again.. this weekend planning to go east coast roller blade on sat with bao bei.. yeah after work straight away go down cos dun wanna lose too much time going home prepare. After east coast go home sleep and at nite go out again wooohooo.. hey gers sat go west coast gossip gossip ok?? long time didnt meet up le... everytime short of 1.. hmm mayb we shld play majong bah.. hahahaha long long time didnt play together le.. okok shall we go kitty hse play? woohooo... weekend is the time for me to enjoy my life and relax... ba la ba ba ba.. yi ba yi ba an de neh... gers gers gers... when shall we have an outing for camping?? me wanna do so many things wor.. wanna go hiking, camping, beaching.. omg jus wan to be in the hugs of nature.. How i envy siao ah wei going back to Redang... ohh he can go there relax le.. listen to wat the waves got to say.. being caress by the hot summer breeze.. lazing on the hammock under the tree ...

Due to my curosity of when i had started using blog, i went back to my past blog and checked. Date: Wednesday, 25 August 2004 I was damn surprise to this date. Its bao bei bdae. woohooo bao bei my blog had the same bdae as you wor. hahahahahhahaa. but not this new blog, its the old one. I remember last year around this time, i was intro to blogger by a ger name JOY. Yup JOY. Nothing special with her and jus purely friends as she was my ex bf ex. Hmm sound complicate? Nah not at all. Jus a frd thats all. After she teach me all the tips to set up an account for blogger and how to edit the template, well i pick up real fast. In less than a month time, i was on the track to those simple codes which i tried & error. Few months later I was like changing blog skin very often and till the last post i had posted for my 1st blog. All the memories were left behind there. Be it good or bad, humans always got to move on somehow. Big decision to leave behind my blog and create a new blog and new...

Lately having PMS and mood swing is getting worse. Super sian and every morn felt very moody. Dun understand y must gers suffer all this pains and PMS stuff. When is the turn for guys to have all this thing? Will guys replace we gers to give birth? In our new generation everything is possible. Man giving birth is not a new thing and new topic anymore. Some said this could happen in the future where technology are more advance. But when? I'm tired of all these mense things. Cramps, contraction, headache, fatigue, mood swing, temperamental, cold feet... Too many to list out. Being a woman always get priviledge as we woman are a gentle and fragile creatures. But inside a woman, you dunno how strong a woman can be unless under some circumstances she show her real power. Though we woman have to suffer all this physical torture but somehow GOD is fair to woman. Woman gets attention from man and man care & protect as though woman they are princess. Too fragile to be hurt and cant affo...

wooohooo change my blog skin... hmm wanted more space for my posts and well back to this layout again... navigation layout lack of space for me and words are too small to view.. this layout is open to everythin.. no hidden corners & sections... its either left or right.. and its my favourite color - PINK... yeah yeah woooohoooo... been looking for this layout from morn... before lunch had done some edits and went for lunch with bao bei.. thanks bao bei for walkin over to have lunch with me and waited for me for 5 mins as i had to wait for daniel to come back.. bao bei muack muack... this morn saw the Straits Times Digital Life and saw some bloggies.. i have listed out and the links are at the left side under "Digi Life"... these are some bloggies whose blog were listed on the newspaper.. many were interesting but till now i dun have to time to read thru it... bz doing my blog and editing here and there.. okok going to read now... byiiiiii

Sat noon went to West mall and have a look at the hp at starhub & M1.. bao bei wanna buy 6680 and we went to starhub and see... when everythin is ready and when going to buy the phone tat time.. haiz the ger said got some problems.. need a new 3G sim card for the 3G phone.. need to go down starhub headquarter and get it.. no choice and left for M1.. wanna get the Samsung z500 and same thing happen again.. haiz when everythin is ready.. then somethin crops up again.. get the z500 and free one more phone but that phone got to get 1 more line.. sian liao.. i only need a phone and they dun allow me.. bengz.. still need to get 1 more line for it.. super sian when things crops up.. y cant the ger in the reception said earlier and when we are at the counter then things happen.. if she would had said earlier then we wont be wastin time there le.. damn it.. nothin to do at west mall and went home sleep cos damn tired.. at nite meet uncle wei at west coast park and after playi...

lately no mood to update my blog and i dunno wat happen too... tired to get emotional about everything.. jus wanted to sleep and sleep.. but everyday wasnt enough sleep and tired to think about anythin too... jus wanna stay in daze and wonder into the space.. yesterdae bao bei send me home after work and he got to work liao... so left me alone at home and suddenly june called me and ask me out for tea and so much coincidence tat stupid da is in msn and i ask him to go tea too... so june came to my hse 1st and jus nice tat da had finish his things... so came over to fetch us and went to greenridge to eat.. and called randolph too.. after eatin then came dolph.. haiz always like tat sia.. eat and chat awhile then went home le.. before sending me home... da let me listen to this song... " happy bdae to myself " (pls click to listen) haiz listen liao reminds me of my 24th bdae when i was alone... he left me 2 days before my bdae and this is the "best" gift i ever receiv...

woohooo today is me & bao bei 3 mths... hmm though its peanuts to all my previous relations and still a long way to go.. but i did learnt alot of things from every relations.. there are times when one needs to be understanding, patient, caring, sweet, loving, and most of all is TRUST... i can have everythin except this TRUST... trust in man had made me restrained from alot of things and thoughts.. i have no trust in man anymore... i know if a relations without trust, it will burst sooner or later... phobia of hurts & lies given by many people had made me realised that everyone in this world LIE. even a small lie can lead to somethin big and fatal... along the years... im gettin more immune to hurt & lie... never place my highest hopes in any thing and anyone.. disappointment i get from my love ones are the worse... sometimes i forget to restrain myself from placing so much & so high hopes in them and all i get is hurt again & again.. is it really so difficult to hav...

jus came back from supper with ah wei and bao bei still haven come back... haiz.. dunno wat time he will be back from work.. hmm went to hillview alameen with ah wei and jus a short supper with him.. reach liao and call stupid da come over to take his project things.. on the way ask him to bring me some cigrattes too.. yeah he gave me half pack menthol.. so tat i wont need to buy lor.. eat and chat with ah wei and didnt really talk much.. jus causal chattin and he got to work morn shift so went home early to sleep le.. now at home posting my blog cos very long didnt update le.. today wanna update in office but no time and no mood to write too.. hmm.. last weekend didnt go anywhere expect sat nite went to west coast meet kitty and ah wei.. kitty bring jeramia and me bring the tenant ger hui ting in my hse.. she was alone and her bf went to BMT le.. see her so lonely so ask her along.. reach there and start ordering drinks and play our usual game "da lau er"... half way thru pl...

omg jus went to ah dolph blog and see.. he has update so many things and most of all... he change his blog skin.. wooohooo usually i dun like black skin cos its very dull.. but dolph skin and the color of the font matches everythin... somemore still got his own pic and i think is edit by photoshop.. hmm i wish i can use photoshop soon.. but dunno how to use... yeah going for photoshop course soon.. will design my blog skin soon.. Dolph always got alot of emotion and the words he used really can describe wat he felt and sometimes wat i felt too.. i cant be emotional like him and no patient like him.. not creative like him omg... am i sounding myself so lousy?? hahhahha its ok la.. doing blog doesnt need real good pro english.. simple and nice is wat i wan.. as long as people can understand wat i felt and tats enough... bao bei said i always tell wat i felt to my blog only and seldom tell him.. if he wanna know wat im thinkin he will have to read my blog.. but bao bei.. sometimes its not...

woohoo today is sat lo... weekend weekend weekends... yippezzzz... time for me to relax and go out play.. wooohoo last nite after work went to bao bei hse for dinner and rest awhile go home le.. reach home online and saw niki and bao bei wanna tease her.. hahahaha so far she's the only one who knows its not me whom is chattin with and its my bao bei hahahahahaha... omg wanted to go tea with ah chen they all but stupid chen never called back... cowz.. always put aeroplane.. hmmph.. go to JE with bao bei to see them play billard and half way thru wanted to go out for tea but was cancelled.. haiz so have to guai guai sit there... its not boring.. but hmm somehow somethin is missin there... omg.. wanted to stay at home and play my pc but hmm cant bear to leave my bao bei.. ohhh.. so follow him lor.. hmm last nite still ok la.. nothin much.. saw some familiar face but turn out not the one i know.. all look alike and under those lightings all features looks the same... hahahahahhaa.. tod...

woohooo thur is back again... tml is fri and weekend is comin woooooooohooooooooo... I LOVE WEEKENDS YIPPPEZZZZZ !!!!!!!!!!!! dunno this weekend wanna go where... so long nvr meet up with kitty & june le.. wanna go west coast and chat there.. yeah yeah... everyone seem so bz lately... omg wat happen gers?? cos i got bf liao? pls dont let history repeat.. pls call me when u all wanna go out for dinner or tea... its fine with me.. i dun mind u all call me out and i dun find it a bother to me.. dun find it a trouble to me.. but most of the times i call u all and u all not free.. haiz.. wat the hell is happenin?? dun let my bf be a distance for us... okok?? SHL ok...

yesterdae mc and stay at home for the whole morn... after wake up and didnt sleep le.. damn tired.. so wait at home for bao bei to off work.. he come back and rest awhile and we went to JB.. well drive down to old causeway interchange and walk over to custom to take the bus in.. its the 1st time me and bao bei took bus together hahahahhaa we nvr had any chance to take bus or MRT together cos everywhere we go, he will drive me.. yeah yeah.. sometimes felt so fortunate to have bao bei.. muack muack.. went holiday plaza to eat and wanted to shop for bao bei things.. but in the end me bought the most thing.. hahahahaa bao bei bought for me a pink color bag.. well we made a couple T-shirt pink in color.. with our names on each other T-shirt hahahaa and a small devil behind.. ba la ba ba ba.. bao bei wanted to bring me to Sentosa which is in JB; to eat seafood but due to time constraint, we eat KFC while waiting for the T-shirt.. we oso buy some stickers for uncle wei.. after holiday plaza w...

yeah yeah... this pic taken at sentosa on sun noon.. plan to go for pinic but haiz i lazy to prepare the things... so many things to do.. so me and bao bei went alone.. its was sunny weather and very hot when we were on the way there.. and after awhile when we have bought our drinks and jus started eatin ice cream... bengz.. rainin liao.. still rain until very heavy.. no choice but to take shelter inside the bar.. rest awhile inside the bar and saw 1 cute cute ang mos.... hahahahaa plumb plumb and white white... rosy cheeks... with 3 of his frds.. all looks very young to me but they have alot of tattos behind their back.. one of them still got chinese words.. wah.. very nice.. rest finish liao then cross the bridge and went over to the tower.. very windy there but alas no chair to rest.. have to stand all the way.. me plannin our next outing shall be SENTOSA.. wooohoo but gers u all have to bring ur own chair hor.. hahahahahaha if not u can sit on the floor but no scenery for u t...

damn damn tired today.. very sleepy cos last nite sleep at 3+.. after fetching zhenny from airport then straight to mum hse eat steamboat le.. woohooo yummy yummy... so nice.. after eatin went to Jurong Entertainment as bao bei is going to play billard and at meet ah wei... reach there and really wish tat im at home listenin to my songs.. cos this whole week i dun have chance to touch my pc.. ohhh noooooooooo... i miss my songs.. but last nite play with ah wei frds and those aunties.. hmm still ok.. me didnt win any game cos pai seh to win them.. then play until half way... me felt very giddy.. bengz.. wanna faint liao cos keep squadin down and stand up.. not enough sleep oso.. didnt eat well oso.. too fatigue lately.. wish i could jus faint and sleep on the spot.. hahahahhahaa.. play until very sleepy.. omg

yeah yeah... finally change my skin again... change to somethin very bright unlike the previous one.. so dark makes me sian.. wooohoooo... like this cutie Forever Friends.. cuddling together.. OMG so cuteeeeeee.... 1st time using Forever Friends skin cos last time i think its too gentle for me... its still too gentle for me now but dun like other types of skin and lately skin created are aint tat nice as last time.. still prefer xDiorAngelx & FaireyVixen.. these 2 are the best but they aint doing any blog skin anymore.. wat a pity.. hmm.. someday im going to create my own blog when i have learn all the techniques of these html codes.. to do such code makes me sleepy.. so many things to do and check.. but i know the satisfaction i get is worth it.. last nite went to mum there for dinner and after went for a short swim with bao bei.. last nite was so cold but after swimmin keep sweatin and felt very hot.. i was persipirin while playin cards at west coast.. after swimmin went to west ...