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Tai Tai dreams

didnt really update my things lately cos everyday is jus doing the same things over and over again and again.. its too routine for me.. omg.. i need a change of environment...

lately trying to find jobs at hotel... hmm jus sent an application over to one of the hotels in beach road.. hope to get this job.. cos im really sick of being doin all this work.. somethin which me aint interested and familiar...

me wanna go back to hotel line and if possible try out wedding planner.. omg.. tats wat i always wanted to do but no experience and not many ppl wanna hire.. can say no company wanna hire a wedding planner without any experience.. all i can do is start from the lowest.. get into hotel as catering co-ordinator and slowly jump to other positions.. hopefully can jump to marketing... hahahahaha

aint im dreaming too much le? omg.. but at least i still dream of wat i wan to be.. and rather than wasting my time in my office and stay here for yrs... hmm sometimes i felt tat im such a failure.. nothin achieved and nothin accomplished... jus wastin my time over the yrs.. seem so wasted..

shldnt i do somethin meaingful in life and somethin which could enrich myself and my life.. but somehow.. the morale is jus not there.. dunno wat shld i do.. dunno where shld i go.. and dunno how i shld go about it.. omg.. life is such a bored and vex..

been thinkin of livin and work by the beach.. enjoyin the beach life.. but things aint this simple.. how long can i stay at the beach? wat can i do after im out of beach life? if there's nothin i can do and i have no choice but to stay by the beach all my life..

to live a simple life is wat i wanted... but not now.. im still young and its wasted not to risk any opportunity to achieve wat i wan in life.. yes i wan to be a tai tai.. a simple tai tai.. take care of my family, go shoppin, high tea, spa, overseas every now and then... OMG isnt this is wat everyone wans??

tats too good for anyone.. omg omg omg.. someday im going to live this life.. hahahahahahhaa

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