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Golden days

Back to work.. borin life again.. but me jus change new skin today.. wowoowow yippezz.. change to somethin which is more open to everyone.. no navigation so tat u all can see it once..

hmm me haven replenish enough from the rendang trip.. still feelin tired these 2 days.. tml is fri and time seem to pass much more faster after my trip.. tats great..

tonight gonna meet june for dinner at lot 1 and these 2 days wanna jio kitty out for dinner but she sooo bz.. haizz.. bz woman sia.. anywhere sat might be going to DBL O.. wowowow yeah yeah.. so long didnt went to DBL O... miss the times there.. miss all my frds too..

used to meet them once a week and tea sessions every weekend.. sometimes someday all this will be gone.. friendship dont last forever.. mayb this is jus the time for us to cool down.. and do our own things..

still rem the times i had when i was Adrian.. those were the times when every weekend, we will meet up with our kakis for supper, majong, movies, rounding... as days went by.. i realise tat some frds are startin to drift away from our group.. my thoughts was "hmm mayb they are bz with their things".. when i start to realise tat nothin last forever and happy moments are always short.. i seem to lose faith in those so called "bond between frds"...

feelin hurt when frds started to drift away.. those hurt was experienced when i was young.. so close to someone and one day u found urself being alone in ur own world.. felt so lonely, so cold & so lost.. dunno wat to do and have no goals in life.. jus wan to end everythin..

when one gets older... ppl tends to take things easy which in turn makes ourself less emotional & self-centered.. livin in our own world.. scare of gettin hurted again & again.. sometimes i wish to go back to the time when everythin is jus fine.. no worries & all day long hangin out with frds.. even if hangin out at Ken's hse i will oso be contented.. those laughter & joy we had can nvr be replaced..

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