From last year October, my love ones has passed away one by one. First its er gu who has passed during my confinement and I was not able to attend the wake and see her last time. She had cancer and had many treatment over the years but this time, the chemo is really killing her. She has become really thin and last year I didn’t visit her too. This year March, ah gong passed away due to lung infection and we are not able to see him last time before he leave. He has passed away on my birthday when I wanted to visit him on the day but in the morning received a message from mum and he is gone. Eversince I gave birth, I have not visit him in the home and really feel guilty about it. Many times wanted to go visit him but none was successful. Today JB mum passed away. She has been suffering for months and this really ends her suffering. Hope she find peace afterlife. Though we only met for few times but I still will feel sad about her leaving. The times we had in her ...