After so long, things start to settle down. Routine work and time for me and Grace. Every morning bring her to school and go work is a very tiring process. I have to carry her in a carrier and take bus to her school though its 4 bus stop away but with all the big bags for me and her is a hassle. After 6mths of breastfeeding i can stop bringing the pump to work and bringing her to school will be load easy. Though i hope i can breastfeed as long as i can but the amount of workload in office is getting more. My milk supply is getting lesser. She is in her 4th mths and coming to 5th mths in 2 weeks. I have to endure all the tiredness from waking up every morning at 5am and pumping milk in the middle of night. no straight sleep at night and everyday at work is a torture. PUmping out milk is like having a war. After the war, whole body aches and tired. Other than that, im hungry and thirsty too. Its a cycle every 4hrs. Endure for the sake of healthy grace.