Love . Trust . Appreciate .

Feeling really bored at work. All the task has finish and I am just idling. What can I do now? Every day is busy with acting and acting busy. Some more I’m seated outside all the Manager rooms and whenever they walked out they can see what I am doing. This really sucks!

Last night I had a super sinful after dinner munch. I ate roasted meat noodle for dinner and went to NTUC bough potato chips and cheesy salsa dip. Cant resist the though of eating the cheesy dip, I open the chips and dip the sinful cheesy salsa. Damn fattening. I really got to go exercise soon.

Last night during the searching of tibits in NTUC, I was taking the big packet of potato chips and Grant say in a warning tone: "if you take the potato chips I will put back my chocolate". That's what I always said to him when he wants to buy the little toys in NTUC. Everytime he has took chocolate or milk and after that went to take toys; I will tell him if he takes the toys I will put back his chocolate and milk. Kids are so good at talking back now.

Almost half a month of May and here I am blogging about April. April is a reconcile month which requires a lot of time and energy to handle the relationship. Many feelings and phobia and even silly questions arise. No one knows what will happen in future. To cherish each other like there's no tomorrow for oneself. Been telling myself that forgiveness is not by talking but showing it out is the right way. Who doesn't err in this world. Living in hell for the past months has made me realize that nothing is important anymore. No one will die with or without you. 所有的事，顺其自然。

Coming to 3 years in this company and this is my 3 rd time I have changed my place. And this time is the worst place of all. Directly in front of the Managers room. When they walk out, they can see what I am doing and worse still, when they are discussing or arguing loud, I could hear so clearly. Spoilt my mood to work and all the noise is disturbing me.   I hate being spy and this place though is abit bigger than the previous one but there is no privacy. Even though with high partition, I still felt being watched. Not only I am moving but other departments are being shifted too. I am not being racists but when more ah neh is coming; life is not getting any better. We are always underneath them and they don't really like us too. I used to click along with them but as time goes by, they are just taking us for granted and sometimes when we helped them, they take it that this is our job and naturally, they will push everything to us. They get a lot higher pay than us but th...