Love . Trust . Appreciate .

One of my resolutions for 2012 is to lose weight till 55kg. I have been losing weight since Jan and till now, i have lost 9kg.  From 73kg till now 64kg. I still got 9kg more to go.  Thanks to the incident that I have lost weight and i have change my style which can make me more confident. Putting on light make up to work also makes me looks more better and going for facial once a month makes my face cleaner.  I have to start changing my life style and looks. Yes, my previous looks sucks and i hate it too. Too old and looks haggard.  Making myself happy is more happy and previously too many restrictions that has change my lifestyle has changed my life which makes me live like old woman. Im going to live like I always 25.

It's my birthday month and shouldn't I be the happiest during March? Many things are left unasked and sometimes it's best not to know too much details. Though we have reconcile but my shattered heart is not going to get well anymore. gonna take the whole life time to pick up the pieces and mend it back with patience. No man is that good enough to slowly pick up and mend it back with love and concern. all these while I have been living in hell and now I'm only a step from hell. It's still a long long way to heaven. Maybe I can't make it to heaven.