Love . Trust . Appreciate .

Last weekend was Good Friday and I brought Grant to my colleague's house in Malacca with 2 other colleagues. They stay at the hotel and I was alone with Grant so we stay at her house in the village. Its not like those wooden village house. Its made of concrete and just like ah yi house in Muar. Morn air is fresh and nice which brought back the memories of childhood where we were still in LCK. Though it was like 2 decades ago but still I can remember some moments there. I would still prefer the kampong life than in HDB even though it might be more dirtier and more insects than in HDB but there are something which cant be replace than in HDB. I don't know what is it but I know life in kampong is much better. The weather in Malacca was really very very hot. From the time I step out, I keep sweating and till mid noon I am so sour like the lemon and it was like filled with lemon juice on the whole body. Without the tall building like in Spore to block the sun, everyone was sweat...

I always feel so stress when I am under several bosses. Especially when things go haywire. 1 boss say this, another say that. Who should I listen to? Of course is listen to the bigger boss. I really don’t like to work under so many people and that’s why I choose to work as secretary in the first place and having to serve just 1 or 2 people. But now, even under 2 bosses I still get being sandwich in between. This is really very irritating. I really have to leave soon. That why, Aries always go up to the highest peak to eat the greener grass.

Another SL whom is much more different from the previous SL i mention. Same, ger and this ger was happily enjoing her pregency with her new baby of 6 weeks. Unfortunately, last week, she had a miscarriage due to no heart beat in baby. The baby is too weak to survive. I was so sad when she sms me. She has been trying to have one for a long time and finally god send them 1 but again took the baby. But i always believe that if the baby is yours, he/she will come back for you. I hope she can get healthy again for the next baby.

The ger who replace my secretary post. Last week, I had a new task and my manager was asking SL to help me in some certificates issue. Before this, i have told my manager that she is very busy and have no time to help me with the certs and he said, she got no choice. After that, i didnt bother to tell him the 2nd time and until the training starts which the email stated that SL and me has to go. After the email, SL and the purchasing guys there gave me attitude as though I was bullying her and asking her to do the things. Damn annoyed at them and nothing i said will do any good. Therefore, i dont bother to explain much. SL is rather good at complaining and i guess people who speaks cantonese are always good at quarreling. After this incident, i know SL is not a ger who i can talk my mind with.

MARCH is the month of happiness because its not only my birthday, I have Grant, Chelsie, Zhenny and my father together with me in March. We are the Marchie babies. I am happy to have my friends celebrating with me even though there’s only 6 person. They are the only 6 friends I have and I love them. Before going into my first year of 30, it wasn’t that good. Just because 30 is a number where most of the gers are afraid of and this makes them more old than ever. Starting to step into mid-life and instead of looking forward, many people are looking backward which they wish they can turn back the clock. But I am just glad that I can still live until 30 and being healthy is a blessing for me and families. Things that I have missed out over the 30 years, I will try to achieve it and go for it. All the adventures and exciting plan for future. March past by so fast and we have 2 more months to ZHENNY HOUSE!!! Woohooo We went to pray our ancestor and grandparents, grand aunty & unc...