Love . Trust . Appreciate .

Marriage on the rocks! Why do people say on the rocks instead of on the stone? Because stone is too small for marriage to tumble down and rocks make the marriage to fall hard? But i prefer Whisky on the rocks and Baileys on the rocks rather than marriage on the rocks.

Today, i can strongly feel my heart pain and sharp pain. I wonder am I getting heart disease and if 1 day should i collapse or even worse getting a stroke, please fulfil my wish as below: 1. I need someone to take good care of Grant. Someone who is as strict as my mother. I don't really trust in love education even though it takes times to see the result. I still prefer kids to be handle in cane but talking is also important for them to understand why they are cane. 2. If i die, please dont let Grant be bullied by others at home. I know he has suffer enough in school and i hope when he goes home, he can spend a nice good time at home rather than getting bullied. Sisters, you know what i mean. Guess this is the only thing in my mind which i cant rest in peace if i die now. My dear family and friends, please take care good of yourself and don't cry for me cos finally i can rest early.

While typing Chinese merry xmas, i keep thinking of happy birthday!! Before Christmas come, we have 2 public holiday. Deepavali and Hari raya haji. Another day to go bring grant out. Also before Christmas coming, have to save up some money for Christmas presents but this year, i am not going to present to all the gers in the office. The ger are increasing and this month i have give many 10bucks for their birthday gift. Though its like what Veon said, "Investment", but this month had spend too much and getting sick lately had cost me some money to see doctor. Haiz.. is the weather making sick or am I too stress lately? Been having "nightmare" about reports reports reports. Though no one is pushing me for of these but i know someday, we will need it. Its better to prepare now than last minute but i have no idea why my health is not good. Could it be the cigarettes from the air con? Everyday breathing 2nd hand smoke. I really have to move out from there before i die fr...

很久没用华语来发表了。 写那么两句就要一分钟。 是我老了吗还是我把华语还给了老师？ 看来还是用英文写吧。 Suddenly feel so tired after writting some chinese words. to be continue...

While waiting for bus in front of the office building, someone, walked towards the rubbish bin and search for something of use to him. He doesn't looks old but looks dirty, dark, restless but not desperate. He takes his own time and even find an apple soft toy. He lights up a cigarette that is burned half way. Why someone who is not handicap is giving up his life? Just becos he had dealt with something drastic that changed his mind and life? OR is he slacking his life away till end of this life? I really cannot sympathy these kind of people who waste their life thinking that they are pathetic and hope everyone sympathy them. Why can't they stand up and go for the better way rather than living like a zombie. Maybe I have not gone through their route and can never understand why they reacted this way. [Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]