Love . Trust . Appreciate .

I'm on my way back from work. I really need a break from Grant. Everyday is giving me attitude and now changing pampers he also don't want. I have to force him and early morning spoilt my whole day. With all the crying and hassle to ask him wear pamper and short. Tired of all the things. He is now big enough to think that he is growing big now. Can do whatever he wants. I want to break away from him for few days so that he will miss me and hope he listen more to me.

I really hate potty train Grant. Everytime I tell him urine must go toilet bowl and he also reply "shh shh must go toilet bowl". And everytime he will urine before going to toilet. Making all his underwear and shorts wet. Now he is laying on the mattress on the floor cos I tell him if he don't want to wear pamper he must go down sleep. He really go down and sleep just becos he wants to wear underwear. He don't want to wear pamper but it is so dangerous to sleep without it. Potty train is a big headache for me.

Just returned from Redang and had bought these 2 perfumes. My 1st perfume from DFS and i super love the smell of powdery Rose. Before departing from Spore airport, I bought the VS perfume at $85.00. I can hardly find outside any oridinary store. Even in shopping centre like Metro is not available. I have been looking for this perfume from Norway & France and these 2 places doesnt carry any US products. Maybe there have their own products and hence they dont allow other countries products. Coming back and 1st thing is to visit the DFS again. For perfume. This time i ask the sale girl to help me look around for powdery smell and before approaching the girl, i had tried this Bvlgari perfume but then when i look at the price, its abit ex and i went to look for others. In the end, we still go back to this Bvlgari. I love this smell. But i should have bought the small one instead of the big one. Small one cost $117 Big one cost $178 and big one are difficult to carry around. Victoria...

Today is the last day in Redang and tomorrow is back to reality. Back to work and my new manager has arrived today. When I go back, I will have to face my new manager. I'm afraid of change of new boss cos I can't adjust to new people especially someone I had to report to. Have to work according to their style and some more it's another ah neh again. I'm not being racist here but my company is getting more and more ah neh. They are in power and other races and getting lesser. Guess it's happening alot in this line.

Tomorrow is the day to bitch. BEACH. Hope the weather there is good and I can straight away learn my advance diving. Diving diving diving!!!!

It has been months since pinky & I went out and today she was around my workplace so after work we went to Kovan for a short catch up session. Coffee, shopping awhile, window shopping really feel good. I should have come out more often rather going home after work.

2nd trip this year out of singapore. Finally!!! I need a break and holiday and smoke. After returning from training, i hardly got time for myself. Busy working from time to time and after work busy with Grant. Though im busy but i felt more happy. Everyday is a busy day for me even on weekend. Taking care of Grant is enough to make me tired. Bringing him out is wanting my half life. The usual place i bring him to is Tech Whye. Thats where he can play whole day and only stops when he sleeps. Other than sleeping, he will be moving here and there. No stopping. This trip to redang i hope he will not get sick after returning. Im so sick of him getting sick. I have to take leave and take care of him. He has just recover from the HFMD and had been staying at home for 2 weeks before he can go back childcare. I had took so many days just to take care of him. I hope everything goes well.

I cant find the skin for my blog. Nothing is suitable for me. Not my stlye, not my taste, not my standard. Why is it so hard to find a good blog skin?

I really have no liking for world cup and in fact I hate to watch soccer. I also don't like people to shout "GOAL" so loud. It's my problem and that's why I try to stay clear of this world cup.