Love . Trust . Appreciate .

After this lesson, i will not Jailbreak my hp anymore. I cannot stand my gadgets being technical spoilt and when there's nothing i can do to save it, i will feel so pek chek and angry. I hate IT things and connecting here and there, configuring everywhere. It makes my blood boil when I'm an IT idiot.

I'm going to eat my lovely crunchie which is in the fridge for a long time. At this hour, it's very sinful and infront of the computer, it's more worse cos all the fats will go to my waist. Siting down and watching movie after this. But whatever. I can't resist the temptation of chocolate.

1st is Ah Tai from Technical department who has left last year Christmas and along gone with Yeo mei mei from Crewing department who has left for good also. 3rd is my best Indian friend in this company, Govin from Technical department. 4 th is Mustafa from my current department, Marine/ QA . 5 th is Toh from Crewing department. 6 th is Sweet cons from Admin. 7 th is my current manager, Capt. Khan. Who's next? Getting low morale and am trying not to get affect by the leaving. Doing my job and waiting for pay every month is what i can do now. I am definitely off the politics in anywhere.

Now I'm in sengkang lrt and it took me awhile to see what's going on on the map. There's west & east. 2 different routes and it's abit confusing for me. [Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]

The purpose of getting me into this department to organise our company manuals for the ships and everything related to this department. Sometimes i don't understand why people are afraid of doing more to make things better. He said by sending this email, i am opening a can of fire. Does he mean "A can of fire" = "A load shit of work to be done?" I am not prejudice about anyone or even him but the way he is showing his attitude towards working is not making me to respect him or even to agree with him. Sometimes i find it hard to work with someone who don't share a common goal and if they have a different ways of working, i will leave this co soon or later.

Now with my new iPhone, i can blog anytime anywhere. Even while taking MRT or bus, i can blog anything. Friends, hurry and get 1 too :) We can have lots of function and free sms.

After reading some of my older post, i realise that i was not that emotional anymore. Not much thing to think over and letting life goes day by day. Maybe I'm more busy now and have lesser time to think so many. Everyday is just work and baby. Busy working in office and busy looking after Grant after work. Though I'm busy but i don't find it tiring. I cant stop for a day. Even when off day, i have to go out and do something. Be it back to Teck Whye or to Guilin, i will not stay at home and look after Grant cos when he stays at home, i have a harder time to look after him. I need more energy and strength. Now weekend is only to Teck Whye or Guilin. Nothing much to do unless plans to outing. Lately weather not that good. Either too hot & humid or rainy days. Its hard to get good weather during weekend. I hope to bring him go Zoo soon. I know he wants to see the animals.

Recently, i realise that my longest friendship friend isnt the one i used to know. Maybe i should have realise this earlier but on the account that she is my friend, i had endure all her unreasonable request and giving in to her temper and attitude. 16 years of friendship, to be destroy by attitude and manner? Now, i really have no such patient to continue with this kind of attitude and manners. Friends come easily but to maintain friendship, it takes time. Friendship takes years to build up and a sentence to destroy all. Should i continue my friendship with her or should i just forget this friend?

27 mins to 7pm and the sun is still shining bright. It's hot and my hands are sweating like hell. Tonight is going to be a humid night wheras last night was raining so heavily. But raining heavily doesn't makes the night more cooling. It was not cold at all and my room is humid as usual. [Posted with iBlogger from my iPhone]

Been spending too much last weekend. Time to be thrifty and stop spending on unnecessary things. Last sat, i had spent almost $450 in 1 afternoon. 1st guilt - Spend $190 on clothes Suppose to be $150 but the stupid sales girl keep pressing me to buy another piece to make it $200 to become member. I had a hard time to say NO to her and she keep pressing me and not giving me a chance to pay. Real fed up with the ger. Hard core sales makes me annoyed towards them. 2nd guilt - Spend $242 on dental I was thinking of not spending again after the clothes incident but when i went for cleaning my teeth, the doctor recommend me to put braces and i was thinking about this for quite some time. So when he ask me if im interested and i need not give an answer to him immediately and before making any decision we have to take the mould of my teeth. Never did i had the intention of asking how much the mould cost and when i going to pay, the nurse told me its $242. Damn it! Really had gone up to a pira...

Everyone is rushing to work and all they know is squeeze and cramp together if possible. I used to be on time for work but now I try to reach as early as possible. I can take my own sweet time and when I reach office, I have my own time to do what I want and even facebook-ing. I used to like taking bus but now, bus always make late. Late for fetching baby, late for work. When bus comes late, the whole bus is filled with people until the front door is unable to open for new passenger. That's the reason why I want my new house to locate near MRT. I don't want to waste time waiting for bus and late for anything becos of the bus.