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Last day of Feb 2010. I'm still in Arendal. I'm gonna extend for another week and thats it. I cant stay here any longer. Im'm so phobia of the snow now. Everyday walking in the snow to work and walking back with the snow and wind. I'm getting so tired. Today is sunday and everyone is staying at home becos all the shop is closed and no other place to go. Its another boring day.

Busy rushing work. Left 2 weeks to fininsh my work. Time seems to be insufficient for me. I am chasing the time in Norway.

Finally i'm checking out the hotel tomorrow morn. Moving to doll house with the philippine gers. Packing my things and i regret bringing so many sweater which isnt much use to me. My luggage is too full and i hope my friend whom i met in Norway is coming before i leave. Had asked him to help me bring a hand luggage to me so that i can put more things inside. Staying alone in hotel is not that bad. I prefer the quietness here. Concentrate on my work in hotel and doing things i like. Having free breakfast every morning and not cooking myself. Its just 2 weeks with the gers and i hope i can leave ASAP. Going back to Spore and hug Grant. I so miss him and my big baby.

It started snowing heavy today, AGAIN! I'm so sick and tired of snowing. Eversince I came, everyday is below 0 degree C. This whole week will be snowing thru out till Fri. Its really a torture to walk to office in the morn and coming back. Walking in the heavy snow and windy weather is sickening but then, i will cherish the snow here. Cos i think this will be my last trip to a snowing country. I just cant stand the coldness. Too cold outside and too hot inside. No natural way to cool down or keep warm. But Im lucky to have my boss drive me to work in the morn. Only when they are here in Arendal to work. Most of the time they are flying and Im glad they are here most of the time when Im here. By the time i move out, they will start flying again. I have been rushing my work this week and i hope to finish before i leave. I will be leaving on 06 Mar to Zhenny house and return to Spore on 12 Mar. 1 day to reach spore. Its going to be a long long journey. This trip here makes me slim dow...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Memories of the past keep flashing back. The wonderful time where i am so carefree. Work, play, clubbing, chatting, travelling, relaxing and having so much fun and emtional pharse of my life. I wasnt that emotional now and i dunno if this is making more emotionless which subsquently make me numb about every emotion i should have. Simple and boring life makes me dull and restless. Routine life makes me uninteresting. Thinking back to the time where i have my freedom and no worries. Having fun with all my friends and i really miss them. The buddy whom i used to have, is not there for me anymore. I really miss my friends... Being lonely here makes me uneasy. This is not the lonely life i wanted. This place makes me low morale, makes me want to cry but i cant cry. Its just so sickening to be stuck here. 3 more weeks to endure. I know i can make it. I have survive here for a month and i have to endure.

Been having dinner with my boss for the past few days and today he has went off. Just had Subway sandwich and finally a burger. But i still wanted to eat fried things and nothing here suits my appetite. I miss the fries. Tomorrow i will go to mac and eat french fries. I miss everyone.

No blogging for 4 days. Yes, lack of determination and nothing interesting thing is happening. Everyday is the same except yesterday. Yesterday was Sat and was planning to go Denmark but there is no midnight ferry in the winter season and we have nowhere to go. I went to the "Doll house" where the Philippine gers are staying and i cooked lunch for them. Not very good but at least they like it. Their taste alot salty and the chicken stock i bought here is also very salty too. Its in powder form and i had put too much and in the end i have to pour away some soup. I fried chicken nuggets too and its really been a very long time since i had fried food. People here like to eat healthy. Hotdogs are not fried but steam or boil. Bread is everyday, every where. Salad are available at lunch time in office. People here eat alot, drink alot but things are too salty and strong favour. I dont think they eat really healthy. They dont have plain food like porridge or congee. Wonder what they...

Nothing much today. No mood to blog today.

This morn, I was actually walking in the snow to walk. Its very very cold and its been snowing since last night. The river has frozen in a night and the ferry is not on the way to work early this morn. Now the ferry is still de-frozing the river and its hard. Its a torture for me to walk in the morn to work. I feel terrible. My face is getting worse. By the time i reach office, my skin becomes too dry and around my nose, the skin is tearing off by bit. Not alot but its not good. By the time we off work, the snow is even heavier. We have to walk very fast to come back. Im so sick of walking in the snow. Its really sucks.

Finally its Febuary. 3 more weeks to finish the job here. Received a very annoying email from one of the technical manager in spore. He is coming to this town with our big boss and will be staying for 2 nights. He said he want to stay in the same hotel with me so that he can have somebody to talk to. Bloody hell. He is the 2-headed snake and a dirty one too. Everyone hate him cos he think he is the king and gets what he wants. I feel so bother by his visiting. Stupid idiot!

Today i tried shovelling the snow and its really tough. Its -8 today and its snowing very heavy. I went to the Philippine gers house for lunch and to repay them, i help them clear the snow and the garbage. My hands and legs become freezing less than 5mins and with the wind, its too too cold to stay outdoor. But then, i enjoy it though not alot. At least i have tried shovelling the snow :)