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This week my tuition's class starts yesterday went for the 1st lesson for POA and find that i'm really too impatient for classmates 2 gers behind me keep talking and talking until the teacher came who was late for 15mins making us wait when he was walking pass the class so many times he is really 1 blur sotong he doesn't know which class he should be going and when he came, he talk and talk about many things all i wanted was to start the teaching he intro the POA exam papers, his experience, past students experience haiz... a long winded teacher but I'm not going to see him again cos I'm changing class to Monday my schedule as followed: Monday: 7-10pm Bishan Tuesday: 7-10pm Yio Chu Kang Sex Sec Saturday: 2-5pm Bishan Sunday: 9-12pm Bishan so ladies, 3 days out of a week

Last night went to ah yi new house which is 2 storey above the old house its so much difference from the old one when we go in, we like the house so much nice and clean simple yet comfortable this really inspire me to buy new house ASAP though its a 4 room flat but its cosy and warm lightings makes the whole house looks welcoming this year xmas, we can celebrate at ah yi house woohoo

Grant is learning to stand on his own without any support and he still has no confidence standing alone on the floor he always free his hand when he is on the bed now he feels so proud to stand without support and keep clapping for himself i dont know whether he is sleep walking at night when he will wake up and do the standing on his own waiting for us to clap for him when he sees no one is clapping, he drop back to sleep again haiz i dont know how many nights i have to go thru this this is making me very tired without proper sleep and wake up early morning

Today Grant has says: 'ma ma', 'mo mo' maybe he want to eat and wanted to say 'mum mum' but sometimes is ma ma with his bubbles coming out of his mouth hhahahaha this is really happy he wanted to say 'pa pa' too but with a F so sound like 'paf paf' soon he will call us

Wednesday night while everyone was asleep, we suddenly heard a loud thump Grant has fallen out of his cot the fence is just above his wasitline and we dont know how he can fall out of the cot now i have to pull up the fence whenever i put him in he is too dangerous but lucky that night he is not injuired we have put the mosqitoes net around the cot and when he fall down the net has caught him abit we were so shocked how he can climb out this is the most scary nights eversince his birth this year is not a good year for him last few weeks he has fallen down from the bed too i just turn my back to take the pampers while he is drinking milk on my bed, next moment he is on the floor crying im so terrifried but worst of all is when he is with MIL, he will always fall down they are too protective and keep pulling him which in turn make him knock even more when he is using so much forces when he knock on the floor, MIL will sayang him and beat the floor to make him stop crying saying that the ...

Today is the last episode of this drama '團員飯' Everyone has a happy ending except this old man whose wife has died while watching TV and he is eating packed food in void deck downstairs He has son and daughter but all has migrated to other countries and leaving them alone in Spore He bought 2 packet of rice. 1 for himself and the other packet is for his wife He cries while eating his 團員飯 with his dead wife and chat like his wife is beside him I feel so sad because i think of my dad He is alone at home and without anyone talking to him only waiting for us to go back every weekend to company him Have I made a mistake to move over here? Sometimes, I wish my parents were not divorced. Sometimes, I wish I have a happy family but sometimes, I know I have to face the fact that this is my family.