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Today went to fetch dad and visit er gu As usual, roasted duck and meat for lunch delicious yummy yummy thats the only stall which don't have the smelly duck smell i love that roasted duck Location: Bedok South Ave 2 Forget what's the name already Okay, again, as usual, I'm the one who get ang bao from er gu because today only me and dad went as hong fen is at her friend house woohooo but this year, grant gets 2 ang bao, 1 from er gu and the other from er gu zhang i felt so bad that both lunch and dinner is paid by er gu even drinks are paid by them haiz.. how i wish i can treat them to a feast everytime they treat us and give us money to spend but we didnt give them anything its time to repay them back but at the moment is not by materials, its through actions and thoughts the only thing i can do is to bring dad go visit them as often as possible when one gets old, the most they fear is loneliness thats what i felt from er gu she everytime wants us to stay longer with her ...

This year, we plan to give out $200 ang bao and giving out ang bao is so fun though its not much but the kids are happy to received it I'm happy to receive Grant ang baos' too hahahhaa he gets alot than me and before CNY, we teach him to action 'gong xi gong xi' and everyone see him 'gong xi' is so happy he just cheer everyone up with his big bunny teeth and drooling mouth hahahhaa till now, he still cant stop drooling everyday i have to bring out many handkerchief to wipe his saliva but so long everyone is happy, he is happy but he is too heavy to be carry long have to passing turns to carry him now he don't want to be carried and want to walk on his own though he still holding on to furniture to walk some of wee cousin are around the same age with me and when i gave ang bao to them i feel so old the younger ones are ok but i hardly see anyone of them even during this CNY, because i've missed them on day 1 next year bah

除夕 Reunion dinner changed to lunch at Teck Whye because dad has cooked alot to pray and this year we decide to eat the praying food instead of steamboat. It's very quiet at Teck Whye ever since I've moved out. One of the room has rent out and the other room is renting out next month. But still, I'll go back once a week to let dad see Grant. At night come back Hougang to eat 'Pencai' which MIL has ordered from the restaurant and before 除夕, we have steamboat for dinner with wee brother and sister family. 初一 I bring Grant to wee grandma house at AMK in the morning and afternoon, we went to ah peh house for steamboat (as usual). This year steamboat only got 6 person. Me, dad, fenny, hong liang, ah peh and his wife. The cousin all not at home and after the steamboat, I bring Grant to Guilin view to visit mum. They are having drinking session at the BBQ pit table with their friends but no BBQ cos their friends brought alot of food. Roasted + white chicken, beehoon, mix ve...

Today, Grant is very unlucky morning when i put him on the floor and play, FIL came and wanted to carry him walk and while MIL is giving FIL the food to try, Grant has fall on his mouth causing his lips to be abit tear afternoon while i was studying, MIL carry him to her room and Grant has fall his forehead on the floor and a 'big bun' suddenly grow from his head it was so big and purplish color though it haven turned into blue black felt so sorry for him today he is not getting any good day since CNY maybe this year is a bad year for him or maybe i should have look after him myself

Just before CNY eve, i brought grant to cut hair and when it wasn't done to my satisfaction, i went home and cut it myself wanted to cut his hair short and instead i accidentally cut his ear thought its a small hole but it keep bleeding haiz .. I was so guilty about it I swear I will never cut his hair again with my butter hand

Starting from today, I have to write/type proper English for the preparation of my 'O' level examination. No more Singlish and short form. Even if it is a short post, I have to use proper vocabulary and sentences. I left 10 months to study for my 'O' level. I'm running out of time and I have only 2-3 hrs a day to study. Only when Grant has slept, then I can start my revision. I hope to be qualified for the teaching course next year. If not, this year is wasted. Still, I'll blog more when I have the time. Oh God, make me clever please!!

I was studying in AES for my 'O' level 10 years later, I am studying 'O' level on my own YES!! I'm taking 'O' level again something which I have been dragging for a long time every year i say to myself, I'm too old to take 'O' level until now, I'm really old to study but no choice, I want to take up teaching course and I have to get 5 credits I'm not aiming for all A1 but at least B3 I don't have the time like students where they can study whole day I need to take care of baby and do house chores the only time i can study is when baby sleep so at night i try to study more and go to sleep at 12am at least 1 day i can study 3 hours I'm taking 6 subjects in case i fail 1 subject but then, everything seem to be so distant to me cant really recap what is going 10 years ago

2 more weeks but nothing seems to be done for CNY no festive mood no festive tibits no festive clothes yet as usual, CNY is just an excuse for us to visit long lost friends or relatives whom we see once a year every year is the same give ang bao take ang bao i give out and people give grant i cant take ang bao anymore sob sob sob

Before stepping into 2nd day of 2009, here wishing all a Happy New Year with a smooth and healthy year ahead may those who are doin business, prosper with many wealth and earn big money let's welcome 2009 with a big HUGGGGG & KISSESSS MUACKSSS