Love . Trust . Appreciate .

These 2 days im at least feeling better taking things more easy now for a better environment for grant, all i can is to endure i felt that a baby grow up environment is very important its my responsible to teach my son how to behave and his manners part of it is because i cant stand naughty children they makes my blood boil when they dont listen to me i hate loud noise but i know sometimes children need to learn to shout but not always rem how naughty we were when we were small making our mother blood boil everyday now i know how hard she has to work to support our family everyday troubled about the money and having no time to take care of us at least we didnt become those "lians" and join any gangs those were the times when my child grow old, they have new patterns of being naughty but rem, we are naughty too so we know what tricks they are up to

Last Thursday had dinner with old friends and i felt really happy to be out with friends rather than at home felt more relax and happy though its only 2hours meet up but we are all happy felt like back to school times all the chatting and joking makes me relieved for awhile also have to thanks wee for taking care of grant while im with my friends i hope to have more time and meet up with my friends cos friends are so important to me

I have so many things to blog but when i have the time to really blog, i dunno what to blog too many things to say too little time to say life with no goals makes one sick

Finally back to spore on tue night 4 days in redang makes me tired but happy every morn bring grant to see the sea and listen to the waves he knows how to look at the sea he can sit quietly and enjoy the sea without moving around maybe the waves make him calm This trip, alot of people wants to carry him and he likes to be carry around but not too often as he prefer to play on the bed with his back up everyone enjoy this trip but i didn't enjoy that much except the ktv night i have to take care of grant when they went snorkeling and leaving me alone with him nothing much i can do except to play xiao yi PSP but at least he didn't make a fuss there on the coach he is pretty ok only when its too cold then he will make alot of noise luckily i have bought a jacket for him to wear during the journey next year, everyone wants to go back to redang to enjoy the sun and sea again mum and uncle enjoy this trip alot and everyday down the sea to snorkeling enjoying in the baby p...