Love . Trust . Appreciate .

its been ages since i've update my blog been bz and tired to log in and write all abt my stuff too many things to update u all but i think i will jus forgo all these ojk nothin special, no big news everyday is jus so ROUTINE! sick and tired aint sick of my job sick of the people here im sick of complainin too can god send someone down to help me?

Missing from home How many of you actually thought of missing from home or rather missing from reality? any people say running away from problems isnt a good way to solve but sometimes, some problems just need the needs to run away from reality running from problems might seem easy but doing the real running needs a lot of courage and determination what happens half way u are running? suddenly somethin happen to u when u are hiding from someone who is there to help? u want no one to find u and this point of time u cant find ur frds to help cos u cant let them find u isnt human so contradictin?? what actually do you or we wan? cant everyone live in simplicity? Is there a Missing place which everyone overlook? or is it within us all the time?

Guys read this...*so true* Message: Guys, please take some time to read this and realise the fact that the girl whom you are holding onto u is PERFECT in their own special way. The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she loves you.. The way she tries to please you... Always remember that. She can always walk away, getting someone else who can love hermore. For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting the love that is probably perfect... There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than you do, fufilling her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Girls have a huge guilty concience....imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.and then you run back to her...and u do the same....but you see love in her eyes...What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt? She loves you not because you are good looki...

I really dun feel good these few weeks or mayb even mths things jus keep croppin up and everythin jus doesnt goes well for me im sick and tired of everything and everyone can someone tell me how am i going to do? shld i do these or do that?

yeah yeah got new blog now woohoooooooooo accidentially saw this skin and find it very relaxin yeah i love the beach and it reminds me of Redang *sob sob i wish for holidays now now now!!! im tired of workin now i jus wan to sleep and relax omg when can i have the chance to go relax??

Im starting to hate my office becos of 1 person i hate the way he ask me to get things done i hate the way he treat me like maid i hate the way he get things done i hate the way he instruct me to do things which are supposely to be simple i hate the way he behave i hate the way he is i jus starting to hate him he is my manager.. a manager whom im suppose to support support him with all the paper work and running around like monkey I HATE HIM!!!

Last fri had dinner at Serangoon Jumbo seafood cos BB uncle treat his family for the Lo Hei that nite was pack with so many ppl and full hse at least we sit at a corner where its not so noisy and sort of private place for us anyway me took some pics with the kids of bb uncle they are both so cute and lively woohoo cutie cute this is the didi and he was very small.. but vert noisy and super hyper-active keep playing with anythin he saw on the table.. like spoons, forks, chopsticks and even plates.. omg.. too noisy for me sometimes i wonder if my kids are so noisy then how am i going to handle.. siao liao.. surely super pek chek this is the jie jie.. see her teeth so cute.. with a tissue on her clothes... she's shy at 1st but as i sat beside her then she begins to talk to me she is clever and good ger too.. yeah i like obedient kids.. easy to take care see again!!! give me glumppy face when taking pics with me haiz..

New year went to alot of places to bai nian and took some pics at my ah peh hse and other places taken with my 2 crappy siss' with all the laughter and silly faces we start taking pics after the lunch at ah peh hse cos nothin to do after eating took my little tiny pettie hp out and get ready to take the pics.. woohooo soon.. crappy session of hilarious photo begin our crappy and silly faces fenny said wanna make the tongue up but i cant.. hahahahaha cos i keep making it down.. thats a tough one ok.. u think making ur tongue up is so easy? at last some decent pics.. but always one of us will have some cranky faces alright this is more more decent as its taken at big uncle hse.. nini said my head block her forehead and thats why retake well better than jus now bah hahahaha BB was so funny.. BAO BEI.. WHY U ALWAYS LOOK SO GLUM WHEN TAKING PICS WITH ME HUH??? HMMPH see still wanna bite me.. sob sob yeah this is my little cousin ting ting.. taken at her hse on the 1st day of new year

What happen when the husband runs away when he has some mishap? When he throw his wife to her own death, when he push his wife into the fire, when he run like no people business and when he push all the burden to his wife. You cant denial the fact that there is no such man living in this world. I always ask myself "will I be the suay one where my husband abandon me when trouble boils up?" OR "Is he willing to go thru all the toughness and difficulties with me??" So is marriage going to work when things happen? Learn mistake from past but dun bring the hurt to future. How many can do that when Trust in this world is like shit? Trsut and being betrayed.. how many times do we have to go thru this process?? Aint people tired of lying and cheating? Do you know how many cells are dead when a lie is told? Doesnt matter if the cells is dead.. most important is, small lies lead to big lies and to irreversible fatal fate