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I dunno wat im thinking all these while al i wanted was to get away.. away from something which i dunno and dun even know if it exist really felt very sick & tired now.. tired of everything that happen to me.. sick of anyone who is in my way to make me pek chek im jus being spoilt by bao bei cos he would let me vent my anger / pek chekness on him and i would easily pek chek abt anything well he really dote on me and always give in to me but also keep making me angry cos he always disturb me to make me pek chek he purposely make me pek chek and sometimes i wonder if i have a pretty pek chek face which he like and thats y he keep making me pek chek bengz!! ya ya anyway thanks BB for everything u gave me and that include ur love, care & concern, listening ears, punchbag body, venting anger spot (ur butt ~ not ah wee ok is ur real bouncy buttock hahahaaa), ur laughter (though i laugh more than u but its nice to see u laugh cos u are so funny) and .... so many things to list out.. d...

yeah tml is siao ah wee bird day but no plans yet he's working till 1030pm today and after he work go find him and celebrate with him didnt buy any present for him but jus a small bdae card and mayb a cake for him later happy bdae 2pit wee

woohooo... changed blog skin again see the old see until super sian and wan something fresh to keep me writting been looking for this layout for 3 days though this layout is simple but im jus lazy to learn myself i would rather spend my time looking thru those blog skin and slowly find but these skin aint to my expectation.. i need more space and something neat.. mayb in future i will do my own blog skin... yeah

last sun june, ah wee, bao bei & me had a discovery outing to Farmart it was our 1st time there and ever since its opened.. i haven been to there though its so near me.. i did went there before but at the car park only.. it was so fun inside.. there had the pond to fish the prawns.. so many types of ponds and even for children.. there are many animals.. domestic animals and animals which nowadays kids seldom will see i miss the days when im living in the kampong.. hmm well not actually kampong cos kampong is less developed.. more like village hahahaha... or is it the same?? anyway.. im so happy to see the goat there cos i seldom see goat with such a long horn (is it call horns) and so curl.. its an old goat and this goat seem hungry for food cos when i feed some vege to him.. he greedily eat in a hurry.. as though they are some goats fighting for it isnt the horns looks fabulous?? i was surprise to see their shit was so many and so small hahahaha.. those tiny little droppings on th...

my friend lilian & ah fei wedding was on... ermm 19 Nov 2005.. and it was held at the prima tower... where the restaurant will revolve during dinner.. the food was... hmm ok.. atmosphere was nice with the nite viewing of sentosa and tg pagar and the express way.. small but still can accomodate 30 tables which is quite alot.. its a normal chinese restaurant and reception not very big too.. there's a spiral staircase up to the restaurant and something which isnt nice is the revolving part.. i felt giddy when it was turning cos i was looking at the windows to see whether its turning.. yesh it was turning and making my head turn too.. omg i was really feeling terrible.. giddy and headache.. Caution: do not see outside or the window when its revolving! anyway i share tables with these big eaters hahahahaha and our table only got 6 peoples to finish the course.. this is hor fun.. ah chen cousin cum neighbour this is travis.. a future model which he always hopes to be this is nelson.....

hahahhahaa yeah yeah woohooo i finally pass my TP looooooooooooooooooo im so happy but yesterdae too nervous to be happy i am bloody hell nervous during circuit cos i can still hear myself panting.. omg i think of it i wanna laugh at myself and i wonder if the tester got hear anot omg i felt so relieved after the circuit cos its time to the main road but im still shivering after the circuit.. i jus wanna end all this faster.. and yesh i finally hear him say "you pass" hahahahahaa but before i enter the room i know i will pass hahahhahaha ahahaha ok im jus lucky to meet this tester hahahha woohoo happy happy happy

finally the day of my 2nd TP is coming tml will be the day.. omg im feeling so giddy lately and having bad omen that i will fail this time i know im careless, i drive too fast in the small road, never check blind spot, stop line never stop.. omg im so tired of checking everything.. its making me so tired i hate driving.. im tired from learning and everytime after circuit, my knee will hurt alot.. i have to step the clucth and its damn tiring.. i hate to drive when learning but i know i will drive very well outside the circuit cos learning is so stress and the uncle will keep telling u wat thing cannot.. haiz i hate ppl who nag at me.. alright i know they meant well.. anyway after i get my license i will probably never gonna see them again..

Its been raining from morn till now.. yesh morn till noon.. omg im feeling so cold in the office.. i have been feeling cold since last nite as the wind was so windy and cold.. i was too cold and didnt sleep very well.. keep waking up to find blankets.. omg need something warm tonight..

from june june blog... The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? Slacker Kid High school was a place you showed up occasionally, but you didn't really leave a mark. You hated rules, authority, and structure. In fact, you still do. Who...

saw some quiz from sassyjan blog and it was fun test urself with the test bah You are a Perfect Girlfriend! Not too shy, but not to forward! You are just the right amount! Any guy would be lucky to find a girl like you to wrap around their arm. Fun is most important in your life. Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

i really hate taking mrt in the early morn jus like this morn.. there's this indian ah neh reading magazine and LEANING AGAINST THE POLE when it was so crowded and his body was taking the whole pole which there are around 4-5 person who wanna hold he was still feeling so easy and thinking it was his right to lean against the pole... i was feeling super pek chek this morn cos when i think of coming back here my whole mood was bad.. i mean real bad.. seeing anyone who gets in my way i will feel pek chek and wanna burst out ok fine.. he wans to lean then we let him lean all the way.. but half way thru.. he was holding the pole.. YESH HE WAS HOLDING THE POLE... BUT WITH HIS HAND HIGH UP THE POLE.. damn it.. trying to suffocate us with his damn smelly armpit.. gosh i wanna vomit and i keep looking at the other side.. stupid ah neh.. i was thinkin of scolding him but to save my breadth i "REN"!!! heng the next station there are people getting down and i quickly move to another...

today im finally back to office and have to finish my 30 days of work before i can leave now my last day is extend to 17 dec .. damn it.. i had so much phobia comin to office.. it seem like a haunted office to me.. im so scare to come back here there are so many reasons for me to leave here.. im really tired.. i need a break too.. not break from brandon la.. break from work.. dun u all think that being a hse wife is so much fortunate??? everyDAY wake up cook for hubby if not take kids to sch.. dun need to rush for work.. free to do hse work anytime u like... no one rushing for due date dun think any of my frds would think like me cos i start working earlier than them and i had enough of working society.. IT REALLY SUCKS!!!

is finally finish (for the year) but think have to retake again dunno why im so lazy these days.. no mood to study and thus wasting money on those stupid exams today questions are all familiar which i have seen but jus cant rem much of the ans but still writing those bullshit for those markers to mark.. hope i can jus pass and therefore i need not retake all again.. i hate to study while working.. it jus make me so lethargic.. had enough of working and jus wanna rest.. now im feeling so sleepy and its all due to mense.. yesh pms which every gers & guys hate it woman are definitely a suffering creature on earth with those crazy pms and heavy flow which cause everythin to crops up but still woman are the softest creature which every guy would wan to cuddle and love.. there's always give and take and to be love by man... u have to be woman where u will suffer all this unbearable pain..

sun everyone had an off day and that includes ah wee, john and lau wang (ah wee boss) decided to go pinic at east coast park cos nothin to do for the day me early morn wake up and cook all those hotdogs, harshbrown, chicken fillet which me & bao bei bought the nite before at prime market which they are open 24 hours jus like Mac 24/7 they are looking at the.... erm dunno wat its call.. but super fun sports.. see stupid wee wanna make fun again hahahhaa.. he looks like a chicken isnt him? june & me and june was helping ah wee to download the music into the laptop dunno why they are laughin so happily.. but the guy in blue is john.. ah wee dear dear saw the latest coke adv? sing along pls ~~ PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE ....... dearest bao bei... muack muack see his hand!!!!!!!!! june june its time to zhi lian again but didnt put make up for the day cos bond to sweat at east coast and not healthy to have makeup rite ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho bao bei & me... he's so vain that...

jus realise that i still have lots of pics which i didnt upload and here you go my colleauge Daniel fixing my pc siao ah wei.. after swimming and wrapping the towel around him looks who crying?? eyes red and tears almost roll out after the wasabi trying to hide? everytime we go ktv, he will always stand up high and sing.. he's the singer of the nite.. "encore" cailing & ah wee at west coast park.. this pics was taken mths ago.. ah wee & june at ktv.. woohoo see the mike and u know where we are my precious doggy playin with bao bei shorts hahahahaa bao bei new colleauge Mervin G2000 changing room... bao bei new clothes