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Alright i know this news is abit outdated cos its the Sat newspaper that i read its about Huang Na the China 9 year old ger and Took Leng the JB man verdict has been pass down and its a death sentence for Took His whole family was at the hearing and oso got alot of KPO ppl waiting for the verdict to be annouce. Those ppl were mainly elders or retirees and there's alot of ppl (well those eat full full and nothing to do ppl) outside the court waiting for the result. When the verdict was out, Took only had 15mins (which his family request) with his family inside the supreme court and when they were out, another crowd was outside waiting for them 1 heckler (harassment speaker) even said nasty words to Took wife and I felt that this uncle or auntie was being too biase.. someone shouted to Took wife in Mandarin "why are your crying? why are you crying? your husband is a killer" how would you feel if you are in the shoe of the wife and somemore she was still carrying her son... ...

ya im really damn bloody tired and fcuking sleepy last 2 days sleep at around 3am and today is really tired due to insufficient sleep Sun nite sleep at 3am cos me & bao bei watch the "I have a date with vampire 3" on VCD and watch until 2+ ohh well mon was the same.. watch until 2+ as well and we watched half the episode only.. omg tonight gonna continue cos last nite had no chance to finish it.. last nite went to kbox (hougang branch) again (omg 3 times in a week).. hmm last nite was to celebrate for Cai Ling as she had found a job and siao ah wei said go kbox and i play truant last nite.. hmm not exactly truant cos i did went for the class but the truth is i went for only 1hour hahahahhahaa well last lesson liao and last nite me meet ah wei 1st cos he come fetch me to hougang while bao bei was working and ermm u know la.. any fun activities i will go ahead regardless of work or study hahahahaa but i know how to use photoshop ok! anyway last nite singing sessions started...

"A person can be naked in front of the person she/he loves" Yesterdae me told bao bei this pharse and haiz.. i know most ppl will think out of the point my intention wasnt about "adult talking" but something worth to be in thoughts how many of us can really truly be naked in front of our partner?? naked with clothes on and thats what i mean i asked bao bei to think about this pharse and after some explaining he shld be able to understand what i mean what i mean is.. if u really love a person u can be "naked" in front of him/her without any barrier, lies, motives and guilt every relations shld be naked and no hidden truth from each other being open to each other and aint afraid to let your partner to see what u've got partners doesnt need to know everything about ur daily life but wats more important is understanding to make a woman to be more understanding towards man situation, man got to have patient to explain WHY she have to understand most guys wo...

woohoo finally AES outing is coming soon.. yeah yeah Date: 3rd September 2005 Venue: Bugis (Ma la hou guo or known as Taiwan steamboat) Time: 7pm woohoo hahahahaha so happy and excited about this outing cos its been more than 2years since i gather everyone last outing shld be hmm... if im not wrong is 2 years back.. but last xmas i did gather all and not everyone can make it.. cos xmas everyone wanna party and who wans to come to BBQ?? but still last year xmas party was fun woooohoooo initially wanted to organise a BBQ but haiz i lazy to collect money and buy food and everything jus waiting for me to do so jus cancel the BBQ and change it to steamboat buffer whereby its more convenient for everyone yes alot more convenient and super fast decisions made by my classmate called some of them and confirm with those long lost friends whom haven show their face for a long time (around 2/3 years) its so easy and if anyone dun wan to go i will force them hahahahaha cos im the organiser and if t...

Last nite after bao bei off work.. we went to Marina South to eat as bao bei is going to Long Beach to pass something to his manager so we went to the Road side spicy steamboat and its from Taiwan OMG its my 1st time there and will be my last time too everything jus sucks.. soup no taste.. aint much variety to choose from.. pretty small portion and every dish taken out to us is in a small plate..bao bei asked for more prawns as we wanted to make the soup to have more taste but sian.. the guy gave us a plate of prawns which laid only 6 prawns.. they are too cat le.. ok its a plain & spicy soup together call "Yuan Yang" soup base.. means half spicy half plain though its a plain soup but normally and most commonly ppl will make the plain soup with more taste of salt so tat the food we put in will be more delicious but alas.. last nite soup base really damn sucks!! no taste and jus like plain water.. ok well mayb its plain and tats y its damn bloody plain so i tried the spicy...

Finally the singtel come to my hse and service my internet and YES FINALLY EVERYTHING IS OK im so happy cos no more worries for internet whenever i wanted to online woohooo i love internet and i love communication yes yes yes my internet is well again and thanks for the malay uncle who came to service for me hahhahahahaaafter the uncle left... im back to my internet hmm for awhile la cos very tired and went to take a noon nap.. sleep from 5pm till 7pm and its time to wake up for dinner hahahaha every weekend is almost the same.. wake up and its time to eat again.. eat finish then as usual bao bei will bring doggy out to the corridor if there's any bones for him.. and rest for awhile watching tv and online againuntil 930pm.. Mr Lim called bao bei and say wanna go loyang and we onz him cos we oso long time never go pray le.. and well he ask cai ling to go together for the outing and we all meet at loyang pray & chit chat for awhile and im hungry.. opps hunger for supper and i wan...

Fri evening had dinner with June, Kitty & Tortoise.. its been a long since we 4 had dinner togetherMeet june at Tg Pagar MRT as she was coming down from Bugis where she is currently doing her attachment as hmm.. June wat post?? accounts data entry clerk?? hahahhaa everytime she got so many things to update and of cos any company would treat attachment students as cheap labour cos 450 bucks per mth.. OMG how to survive.. give me surely die of eating grass.. anyway me & june reach there and we gonna eat 1st cos i was damn damn hungry.. dun rem eating any meals for tat day.. cos lazy to go out buy and staying in office doing my things.. went to KFC cos i got the coupoon in my bag which i took from the Straits Times in office hahahahaha.. sit outside and after i finish eating (me eat Zinger & june eat 2 pcs chicken) a group of malay MANs (noted: not boys is man as they are all very "mature" liao) me sitting there and smoking while june was still eating her chicken.. t...

woohoo... last thur Mr Lim brought a new friend to meet up with me & bao bei at Lot 1 Kbox cos its BAO BEI BDAE wowowowoww Went to mum hse to celebrate his bdae and actually had delegate fen to ask mum to cook the "mian sian" (some kind of noodles when the bdae ger/boy gets to eat with 2 quail eggs) but SHE FORGOT!!!!! pengz.. sorry bao bei didnt let u get to eat the noodles on ur big day but hahahahahaha surprise him with a big (ok not very big but only 1Kg) cake after dinner.. he wasnt expecting anything after dinner and bao bei didnt even know that i had asked fen to bought the cake before we went up hahahahahaha he was so surprise and ermm happy (no expression shown)? Mayb yes but kept in the heart hahahahaa anyway i was happy tat day cos i had surprise him and i like to give ppl surprise.. so after dinner and celebrating in mum hse, called up lim siao A.. he was.. hmm dunno doing wat then he suggest to go kbox for his butt (my bao bei) bdae celebration (another celeb...

whoever is this STORM pls if u find my blog is stupid or damn bloody boring pls stop reading or if u think im writing any rubbish is sore to ur eyes then pls forget abt my blog add and dun ever come in again!! watever i write is wat i like and wat i wan if u wan to comments anything then pls leave ur "wisdom comment" in my comments section abt which post u think is rather stupid to u!

I feel so sleepy now.. sleepy leads to mood swing.. mood swing leads to temperamental temperamental leads to wild thoughts.. wild thoughts leads to sensitivity sensitivity leads to suspicious.. suspicious leads to distrust distrust leads to argue.. argue leads to quarrel quarrel leads to cold war.. cold war leads to betrayal betrayal leads to heart break.. heart break leads to mental break down omg.. isnt sleep is so important?? i wan to go home sleep now!!! NOW NOW NOW omg im really so sleepy..

jus now saw some interesting words in Mind Your Body (an extra information together with Straits Times) Everyone has fear.. but depends on wat type of fear u have here are the list for FEARS Achluophobia -- fear of darkness Agliophobia -- fear of pain Bacteriophobia -- fear of bacteria Brontophobia -- fear of thunder and lightning Chiraptophobia -- fear of being touched Claustrophobia -- fear of confined space Didaskaleinophobia -- fear of going school Dysmorphophobia -- fear of deformity Elurophobia -- fear of cats Enochlophobia -- fear of crowds Gamophobia -- fear of marriage Gerascophobia -- fear of growing old Haemaphobia -- fear of blood Homophobia -- fear of sameness or homosexuality Latrophobia -- fear of going to doctor Lachanophobia -- fear of vegetables Necrophobia -- fear of death or dead things Nelophobia -- fear of glass Ophidiophobia -- fear of snakes Ornithophobia -- fear of birds Pediophobia -- fear of dolls Paedophobia -- fear of children Sciophobia -- fear of shadows ...

damn it.. now got 2 post about this new colleague.. ytd evening wanted to post the 1st entry but blogger crops up and said service not available so didnt write again until jus now wrote the 2nd post abt the new colleague my 1st post which it wasnt saved is back and its been posted up le.. wats happenin??

so tired after beaching wanted to meet siao ah wei cos he said he going for the carnival at Marina South to see his brother parachute but called him and he's at home cos he lazy to take bus to the carnival and he said alot of ppl inside there he's at home with his butt whom is my bao bei and bao bei have to go for work at 530pm so me & june after beaching at Sentosa went to west coast park and meet ah wei 1st.. have to troubled travis send us there wats more pai seh was I DIRTY TRAVIS CAR omg... im so sad over it his car is new and i accidentially "bring" some sand to his car seat gosh hope he is not angry over it i truly sorry abt it Travis i dun mean to dirty it anway reach west coast park and wait for funny siao ah wei for 1 HOUR! wait until i wan to sleep liao somemore the sunset ray still infront of me (though its beautiful but im too tired to appreciate it) and i have no shelter to hide from it.. too glaring and makes me more sleepy when june hung...

Sat before me off work Travis jio me go beach for sun tan and June jus come in msn jus in time woohooo so jio her go too decided to go Sentosa and when we reach there, so many gers in bikinis and guys top naked.. so many people relax on the sat noon many ppl playing volley ball haiz pity i didnt bring my blade go.. can go there blade and sweat at the same time exercise cos very long didnt exercise le.. june & me didnt wan a tan so we jus sit under the shade of a coconut tree me and june jus sit there and chat while travis was tanning alone beside us pretty june smiling so happily omg.. its so sunny & bright that i cant even open my eyes yeah.. we were so bo liao.. nothing to do and jus see ppl playing someone is lying over here opps its travis hahahhahaa he's shy to be in the screen he's lying there so comfortably he wanted to make himself look like malay cos he said he is too white le hahahhahaha whe we gers are trying to be white he is there trying hard to be dark

OMG.. doing mask is so relax cum ugly?? hahahahaa last fri me & bao bei stay at home and doing purifying mask a black color mask by KOSE woohooo... its a peel off maskeasy and and effectivebut have to use once a weekand i dun have time for mask every week..let me present to u allthe black NINJA TURTLE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . oppss.. CENSORED!!!! hahahahaha A sleepy turtle.. bao bei looks so glummy..cos CANNOT SMILE OR LAUGH hahahhaahhahahaa and tats me..me cant laugh nor smile eitherso unbearable hahahahhhaa we both sure looks weird??or ugly?hahahahaabut i think we look funny 2 black ninja turtle hahahahahhaa

jus now went to JB to eat wild animals meat the place is somewhere near Pelangi shopping centre and we had quite some wild animals meat woohoo on out way to JB lo... bao bei looking ermm.. excited? hmm.. is he fastening the seat belt? yeah me and bao bei... sitting happily behind the car mum lookin at? hmmm.. hahahahaa dunno wor mum smiling happily away after eating oppss mum look angry!! wats she angry at? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . hahahhahahaha its uncle drinking beer.. me & bao bei taking photos after eating.. ermm after main course.. ........... me & mum haiz all the main course 2 veges (kai lan & ermm dunno wat) sharkfin (tats wat i was told in the 1st place!) 1 steam fish goat meat goat meat panther meat flying fox meat (yucks i dun even dare to touch it!) damn disgusting... i wanted to eat fried food so i ordered deep fried prawns which is my favourite *PICTURES SHOW BELOW MIGHT MAKE YOU FEEL UNWELL this is the bone which bao bei had left after eating those disg...

Yesterday i was on MC and fen, mum & ah ger came over they wanted to go lot 1 but in the end jus stay at home and slack hahaha when ah ger came she was very scare of .... . . . . guess wat she's looking at.. something which she is scare of she's looking thru the glass door of the kitchen.. and there she is looking at doggy hahahahhaha she so scare doggy will bite her and we have to put doggy in the kitchen so that he wont come out and run around... she was looking at doggy and watchin wats he's doing... poor doggy.. pleading me to let him out opps.. ah ger saw me taking her pic she look so surprise hahahhaaa.. cute isnt she while i was doing something to my pc.. the both were eating happily my twisties & mummy.. so clever of them! each person take teh different taste and exchange the tibits while eating still chatting away while eating! opps doggy come le.. wanted to eat but i say cannot .. ah ger eating twisties and eat until so happy fen eating my mummy.. hmph 2 ...

Er-jie jio me on eve on national day to see fireworks at Marina and before going down to see the fireworks, we went to ABC market to eat some supper with da-jie & shu zhi (da-jie frd) we oso bought some avocado juice so that we can enjoy the fireworks and the juice at the same time the fireworks was so nice.. and very beautiful to certain partterns.. but alas.. spolit my mood at the end cos too loud and makes me scare.. damn it.. after the fireworks went home with bao bei cos he company me see the fireworks after work and well heng still can make it for the fireworks.. national day went to bao bei grandma hse to eat cos his grandma bdae.. after eating went to cozy bay and watch the real national day fireworks.. hmm but still wasnt very nice cos was blocked by some buildings.. damn it.. wanted to go clarke quay and watch but too many ppl le.. haiz.. after fireworks went to lot 1 KTV cos very long didnt sing song le.. woohoo.. hahhahahhahahahaha he is my bao bei butt.. ahahahaa siao ...

My body been feeling itchy and alot of red dots which seems so ...... eeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk seems like fungus started from last mon and till now its getting worse.. reason behind all this stupid red dots is DOGGY! last sun bring him to Kranji and stroll.. but he bring back some... some.. dunno wat thing.. shld be bacteria.. OMG.. tat day come back didnt bath thorougly for him and kaoz.. now got all this red itchy dots.. ytd call the pets shop ppl and ask them to take him for grooming.. yeah they will be coming tml morn.. must let doggy have some nice nice treatment over there He shall have all this treatments Shampoo cum conditioning hair Manicure & Pedicure Ears cleaning Teeth polishing (jus cleaning the teeth as his teeth too small and dun really need polishing) hmmm shld be all this bah National day is tml and he shld have all this goodwill hahahahha but most important is for my sake.. if not my body will get more & more red dots!!!

bao bei and i had the 1st trip to west mall via LRT & MRT short trip on the mrt bao bei wanted to get the 6680 but haiz.. forget to bring IC and no choice but to go down another day so went to coffee bean and drink some kopi.. bao bei feeling so sian cos he cant get it for a long time had been dragging for a long time as no color available so decided to get the blue color but today is jus not the day he's feeling down and look at his old hp ohh.. dun feel sad la.. hahahahaafinally me can upload pics to my pc today hope nothing happen in the future

I love the way you are The way where you handle everything The way you look at me I love the way you touch me (not octopus hand!!!) I love the way you walk with confidence I love the way you talk with those sparkling eyes I love the way you smile at me I love the way you pinch my face I love the way you smack my butt I love the way you hug me I love the way you kiss me (but i dun like your tongue to lick my nose!) I love the way you miss me I love the way you say "you hate me" but the fact is I love you! I love the way you say "I love you" and the fact is "I love you alot" I love the looks when u are angry with me I love the way u cuddle me I love the way you put me to sleep with those light patting on my butt I love the way you kiss me good nite I love the way you kiss me good morn I love the way you hold my hands I love the way you touch my hair I love the way you smell my face I love the way you peck on my cheek Most of all I love the way you love me

Lately not getting much feeling and not feeling emotional about everything.. damn it! my hack care attitude is back again y cant i jus step my feet into everything? do i have to ignore everything thats happening around me? Haiz i jus dun have to strength to know about everything.. jus wanna live in my own world.. do my own things.. sleep my own bed.. *yawn* so sleepy now..

Monday took urgent leave cos very tired and wanted to have a good rest but haizz... wake up and went for Big Breakfast at Teck Whye mac.. finish and went to bao bei hse to rest before going down to Shangri-La.. wanted to treat bao bei to the high tea but 1st he said too ex le.. 37 bucks for each person and 2 person will be around 80 bucks.. but told him to have a look at the spread before deciding.. reach liao and damn it.. the spread looks so dull and kaoz.. nothing special.. haiz the standard had dropped le.. doesnt look appealing to me anymore.. further more the spread on pastries sucks.. though its italian spread but 1 look at it doesnt attract me to put them in my mouth.. so went to the lobby instead hmm enjoy the music and ambience there.. order tea and sit there for the whole noon.. took some pics over there but no time to upload at home drinking our tea and enjoying the slice of cake which we order from the pastry shop.. omg thats the life to enjoy on Monday noon where everyone...

woohoo.. its wednesday today and i didnt have time to update my blog these few days.. hmm either bz or no mood to update.. last weekend didnt really go out except on sat nite.. bao bei was working nite and me went to pub 7 with lau chen, sheng da, cal & fel.. before i went they had already order 4 jugs of beer and total for the nite is 7 jugs.. damn drinkers!! but me didnt really drink alot cos getting headache before going down so only drink 2 mugs.. and tats enough le.. drink until so tired.. go home bath and straight away sleep le (while waiting for bao bei to come home).. hmm sun didnt sleep very well too and keep waking up.. but me and bao bei took doggy to Kranji Reservior for a walk and tat really makes him tired hahahaha.. me and bao bei oso tired.. tired from walking him.. and damn doggy making my leg full of red marks.. he was getting excited about going out and keep standing on my leg while in the car.. keep using his paws to stracth my legs.. kaoz.. make me pek chek onl...